June 13, 2008

bye bye



無意間聽到的一首瑪麗亞凱莉的歌,
原本以為是首情歌,結果發現是給逝去爸爸的一首歌。


咀嚼著歌詞,我忍不住濕了眼眶。
因為在我人生最華麗燦爛的時候,
我接二連三面對失去親人的痛。
想想外公在我國小一二年級的時候就過世,
我其實不怎麼有記憶,也沒什麼太大的感覺,
可是現在,當我想起那個大雨滂沱的日子,
我衝回去,一切卻都來不及了,
還有外婆在灑滿陽光的病房窗口下,
笑著對我揮揮手,說下次再來玩,
殊不知我們一點都不想在醫院找外婆玩。
我知道那時外婆因為白內障,已經看不見我了,
可是那個溫柔的笑我一輩子都不會忘記,


我想這就是為什麼,死亡在我心中一直是個很恐怖的威脅,
因為我真的捨不得,再也見不到她們。








原本只想著粉刷的賭氣的心,好像平靜下來了。
因為生命中,還有很多很重要的事情。






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This is for my peoples  這是為了那些曾經失去
Who just lost somebody  所愛的人而唱的歌
Ya best friend ya baby  你的摯友、你的寶貝
Ya man or ya lady  你的親密伴侶
Put ya head way up high  一起仰望天空吧
We will never say bye  我們將永不言別

Mamas daddys sisters brothers  那些失去爹娘、兄弟姊妹
Friends and cousins  朋友、親戚
This is for my peoples  或祖父母的人們
Who lost their grandmothers  這首歌獻給你們
Lift ya head to the sky  一起仰望天空吧
Cause we will never say bye  因為我們永不道別

As a child there were them times  當我仍是童稚之時
I didn't get it but you kept me in line  我不瞭解你為何總是如此小心翼翼呵護
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes 我不瞭解你為何無法時刻陪伴
On Sunday mornings and I missed you  而我想念你
But I'm glad we talked through  但如今我們總算盡釋前嫌

All them grown folk things  那些成人世界的複雜
Separation brings  以及生離死別的痛楚
You never let me know it  你從不讓我瞭解
You never let it show because  你也從不表現出來
You loved me and obviously  祇因為你疼愛我
There's so much more left to say  而顯然仍有許多話來不及說
If you were with me today  若你此時此刻能與我一起
Face to face  我們便能夠面對面訴說
Never knew I could hurt like this  我從不知道這是如此傷痛
And every day life goes on   而每一天生活繼續
I Wish I could talk to you for a while  我僅希望我可以與你促膝長談
Miss you but I try not to cry  我想念你,但我試著不要滴下淚水
As time goes by  時光總會過去的
And it's true that you've  我相信你一定
Reached a better place  到達更美好的地方
Still I'd give the world  但為再見你一面
To see your face (bye)  我願意放棄世界
And be right here next to you (bye)  僅為了依偎你身旁
But it's like you're gone too soon (bye)  但你離去得太快
Now the hardest thing to do  現在最難以啟齒的
Is say bye bye  就是道別啊

Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye

And you never got a chance  你沒有機會看見我
To see how good I done  功成名就
And you never got to see me  你沒有機會見證我
Back at number one  重返顛峰
I wish that you were here  我企盼你在我身旁
To celebrate together  我們將能一同慶祝
I wish that we could spend  我企盼你在我身旁
The holidays together  我們能一同共度良辰美景

I remember when you used to  我記得小時候
Tuck me in at night  你總是哄我睡覺
With the teddy bear you gave me  你給我的泰迪熊
That I held so tight  我總是緊抱不放
I thought you were so strong  我總以為你是如此堅強健壯
You'd make it through whatever  足以度過任何困難
It's so hard to accept the fact  難以承受的事實是
You're gone forever  你已經永遠離開

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