..
即使是你,心愛的你,
也沒有回頭來發現我身處在黑暗中。
媽媽看我念的這麼痛苦,說我可以休學了。
爸看我坐在書桌前默默掉眼淚,無言了,
再也說不出,快點寫完就沒事了的話。
叫我看書,看半天,我不懂妳要的是什麼,
我不懂妳要我寫的是什麼,
我不懂妳對我這本論文的期望在哪裡,
我不懂妳到底要我寫出什麼經典大作。
你希望我寫完,因為這樣我才可以完成人生的一部。
可是我開始覺得你不了解,
一個異國人,用你的語言,
要做一個她完全不知到要怎樣達到她老師理想的東西,
對她來說,是多麼生不如死的感覺。
她真的寧可去死,也不想再寫,不想再看書。
誰可以來牽著我的手,
帶我到另外一個新的生命去?
我想的確,maybe I'm just out of my mind.
I'm With You
~ Avril Lavigne
I'm standing on a bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound
Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know
'Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone
Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
Oh why is everything so confusing
Maybe I'm just out of my mind
Yea yea yea
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm with you...
一次又一次的大吼這些歌詞,聲嘶力竭,
因為在我的家庭裡,是不能把自己的情緒表現出來的。
媽媽說的對,沒有人有必要聽我的不滿。
所以我就繼續把門關起來,
活在黑暗中,活在不解中。
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