luvangie的網路日誌

hi hi...there...
Just came back from edinburgh trip. Due to my laziness, i signed up to a trip to edinburgh. I had been sitting on the coach for more than ten hours from Brighton to Edinburgh. It's a nightmare...so guys..think about it when u wan to travel on the bus more than 5 hours. My butt was hurt, my legs were numb.  Din't take many photo bcos of the bad weather. Luckily, i dint need to wearing a raincoat to watch the tattoo show. As u know, August is the art festival of  edinburgh, it's a biggest art festival in the world. Tourists were flooded in Royal Mile. It was interesting to walk through there. There were lots of good show by the street performer, of cos sometime hav to be generous after watching their performance. Basically, i just walked around in the city centre of edinburgh of the first day,but i dint get into any meseum or show. So, always travelling by yourself. It is much better than u joined a trip. I did watch the tatto show. It was amazing. Of cos, u can watch on the broadcast in the tv, but it is totally different when u watch on the spot.

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Second day

Went for highland tour. Enjoyed the beautiful scenery of the highland, it was just the same like we wacthed in the tv. HOWEVER, it was raining, raining n raining....i traveled to stirling on the day too..the wallace monument( if u watched braveheart by mel gibson,that's the monument to remember him, the hero of scotland) ok...i knew it was stupid bcos when i heard wallace, i was thinking of feiyi( my friend who has an english name called wallace..muahahaha)

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Depart from edinburgh

time for coach................. visited to the medieval city, York. visited to york minster. ok..i was tired n just shopping around city centre...spent 70 for vivienne westwood bracelet....muahahha....just spoilt myself abit....

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天阿...距離上一次寫部落格,已經是大半年前的事了.......我真的超級他碼的懶惰..
大家還好嗎?不知道我的下一篇會不會是我已經回家了呢...
這半年,生活還是一樣,每天做一樣的東西..工作..吃飯..睡覺..工作.吃飯.睡覺..
計畫在八月去旅行,可是現在都還沒開始planning列...
真是想有人幫我什麼東西都搞定,我只需要人到就好了....
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那天,我的好朋友陸小姐,清晨五點多打電話給我,告訴我說曾經的好朋友要結婚了...
天阿.....婚姻一直好像離我還很遙遠.怎麼突然間那麼多人要結婚了...
我大學的室友也結婚,我表姐也要結婚,每天告訴我他很窮的哥哥都要結婚了,我的表哥第三個孩子已經在等這出生..
天阿...突然間..我二十五了......
柴九說, 人生有多少個十年,最緊要是痛快...
我還有多少個十年阿, 我還有多少事情沒做阿........
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農曆新年,打電話回家,哭了...
聽到大家為我唱生日快樂,哭了...

因為硬碟上的港劇都被我看完了,毫無選擇之下,我開始看我很少看的偶像劇.
看著台灣的偶像劇,惡作劇2吻...
在某集中,出現了熟悉的畫面, 西門町6號出口.
西門町6號出口,你們還記得嗎?
幾乎每一次到台北,總是會約在6號出口見面.
離開了台灣一年多了, 大家都還好嗎?
想念那瘋瘋癲癲的日子,那是多麼美好的生活阿..
現在大家都各散東西,有了自己的生活,
沒有絕對伏特加,沒有海尼根,鹽酥雞.....
什麼時候我們再來聚一聚,到時候我們在大聲的喊"唔好俾佢停"

Sometime, i'll doubt about it.
Do i really need it?
Do i really know it?
I am sorry because of my selfishness.
I really need to learn what it is..............

Oh...how r u my friend? i know i hav been stop blogging for ages. I know u kind of missing me, right?hahaha
Anyway, i m fine here. Just spent too much these days.My one week holiday began yesterday. BUT....the first 2 days, i would be staying at Brighton....i need some rest, my heart n body r exhausted.
What did i do yesterday? eating eating and eating.
Last week, my college classmate from taiwan came to visit me at my working place. She recommended me to a restaurant named GBK ( Gourmet Burger Kitchen). i counldn't wait to hav a try, so i decided to go on the first day of my holiday.
As my title above, this burger was the most expensive burger i ever had b4. How expensive? i will let u know later...lets take a look to the luxurious fast food.....oh..but it wasn't fast at all,it took half hour after we ordered.

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this is what i drank..vanilla milkshake...i had drunk like a box of vanilla ice -cream...the calories is like 10000000******Damn it.

Pesterella .medium angus beef +mozarella+salad..n the green sauce i dunno what is it. No doubt, i can said it is really tasty. I think it taste different with the burgers which we have normally from the M or BK.But someone who hav this meal with me said that it taste just the same = =

DA DA.....this is the price of our meal. That burger cost 7.95 pounds. do the maths by urself.....i know it wasnt expensive if u earn money in uk..BUT i m just a poor waitress....i think my mum will say i m crazy if she know that i spend 50 riggit on a burger...muahahaha

哈羅. 大家好嗎?有人投訴我太久太久沒剖文了.
最近還是老樣子.屁股還是一樣大...........而且有變更大的趨勢....肥死人
肥到連照片都沒勇氣拍了 = =
人生沒有目標就跟咸魚沒什麼差別.到現在都不知道自己想怎麼樣.
唉........................................
生活還是老樣子,只是比較捨得花錢.
剛開始打工的時候, 存錢的速度超快,因為每買一樣東西都要考慮好久好久.現在,隨便吃一餐都要花好幾十鎊.
這樣下去是不行的.....
今天europe million 的獎金是100million pounds.又是時候拿幾鎊錢去買個希望了= =
哈哈.....
胡艾卿,不要在廢了拉...趕快想想自己到底要怎麼樣吧!!!醒阿...

 

"You shouldn't give up your study........" my parents say whenever i call home. The purpose I came Uk, earning money? finding myself? enjoy life??.. I am lost...... Since these 24 years i live in this world, i had given up a lot of things.
Singing? I learnt that for ten years, but i am not that kind of ppl who want to be a singer and i don't have the factor to be one.
Piano? I learnt more than ten years, but i even din't get through to grade 8.
Study? I got my degree too easily. What i learnt in the college. I have no idea at all.
End up, i got my degree and work as a waitress. People always wonder," what a waste?"
My life is a mess.
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My parents keep remind me that i should continue my study.
Now, i am working hard in a restaurant for money. But what my purpose to save this money? For study? for travel? for buy some property at my home country? Which one i should choose?
Every decision make a difference.
Most people suggest that i should study. i understand this. however, what should i study?
what i want to be in the future? what is the life i want in the future?
make a choice, make a decision, make it work.........................
I am lost,  I am stressed, I am confused.
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同事說:" 一個差館(警察局),一個餐館, 什麼人都有. 就算你活到100歲, 天天都有新聞聽." 我笑了, 在餐廳工作,真的能接觸到很多不同的人.
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那天來了一家三口,應該是香港人吧,又讓我多看了一種人呢.
一進來,帶為之後,他們坐了下來.因為那天是忙碌的一天,所以那張四人桌只放了三張椅子.
那位太太就把我叫過去,手上拎這包包(應該是什麼名牌包吧).
"我的手帶(包包)要放在哪裡阿?"
"恩..我拎張椅子給你."其實當下,我真的有點傻眼.包包要嘛你就放椅背,要嘛你就放在地上.
過了幾分鐘,他們正在看菜單,太太把我叫過去.
"拿杯冰來吧!"
過了一陣子,我又被叫過去.
"有什麼可以吃的?" 太太問,我心想,你手裡明明拿著菜單,是不會看阿.我承認我有點被他的不禮貌弄得有點不爽.
我真的是三條線. = =lll 因為我們是專業的,所以就介紹了他幾樣.
"我想要換去那張桌子." 既然他說了,也只好讓他換.
一般上,如果我自己提出要換桌子的話,我會把自己的杯子等一起搬過去.可是這家人一點幫忙的意思都沒有,就直接自己走過去.
點菜的時候,爸爸一直逼女兒點,女兒不願意........................

oh...it's already  may. These day quite lazy to blog. Anyway, i know there are plenty of you who always come here. i better not to disappoint you guys.

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Last Friday was a busy night in my working place. Time was easier to pass...

However, there were always some troublesome customers appear. Obviously, not every english man is a gentleman.

Three young english men asked me for the bill after they finished their meal in very friendly tone.

After a few seconds they got their bill.....

" Could we hav seperate bill? We are not sure what we have."  one of them said.

"or we can hav the menu and check the price," another said.

 禮拜四,餐廳休息,但這是一個放得不開心的假期.
我們稱他為UNCLE,我的老闆,走了.
雖然只工作了短短的一個月,認識他不深,但還是有說不出的難過.
每天去上班,一進餐廳,我總會跟他說:"uncle,早晨."
禮拜五上班,我望著他每天坐在哪看報紙的位子上,空蕩蕩, 我沒機會向他再說聲早安了.
他總是在我做錯東西的時候,笑我說我是成功人士,因為我唸成功大學.
他總開玩笑說我是馬英九的義女,只因為我待過台灣.
他開玩笑說我是餐廳的代表,只因為聽說我還蠻會喝的,可惜沒機會跟他喝了.
Uncle,在沒有預警的情況下走了.
願您一路好走.
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人生無常,
我學會珍惜,
珍惜身邊的每一個人,
因為我們永遠沒辦法預測到明天會發生什麼事.

wow....time flies...i have been working for a month. everyday hav the same routine. everyday work, sleep, eat...blah blah..
The wheather in Brighton is cool. and it was snowing a few days ago..how lucky i am, Brighton had not been snowing for ages. However, if there is a handsome which i could hold his hands and hug him on the snowy day, it would be nicer..muahahaha..

Uk life is relaxing....relaxing = boring...there is nothing to do at night except casino n clubbing. HELP!!!! i miss mamak, i miss malaysia and taiwan food..malaysia and taiwan lifestyle.

work for money and for dream. i wanna go travel when i hav enuff money....

sorry for not uploading any photo. nth to take for....

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oh...i wanna express my anger here too.
last nite, a female customer came to the restaurant. she is  FAT, WEIRD, has wig in pink plus  2 giant flower hair pin, and wore dunno wut cheapie smelly perfume.
she asked," wut kind of sweet and sour pork?"
i tried to explain to her," we deep fried the pork and cook with the sweet and sour sauce."
" u cant explain like that, this is a restaurant....."

  9 March, 2008
      Today I started work at 1040 am till 9 pm. Almost 11 hours. Things were not easy as I thought. I could feel my hand would be no more smooth like the old times. Today, there was a customer gave 10 pounds every employees in the restaurant. They were come from Malaysia. It was a full month banquet for a baby. I was so envy. I could imagine their life in UK. I thought that they had some professional jobs. I recalled the time that it was me who sit to be served. But today, I had to serve people. So far so close. It was quite a compare. I told myself, this job would no more than one year. I need to start my “career”. But what I learned for these few days, we should appreciate the people who serve us when we have meals. It was not really an easy job.  
     Luckily, I have sweet relative here, even though we are quite a distance as a relative. Everyone worries about me. Thanks for taking care of me. I will be fine.

March 7, 2008
Today is my second day for working. I cried. I miss home, my family, and friends. I started to shed tear when I took out the card from my lovely aunt, uncle and the pretty cousins. Last night was a tough night. I told myself, that I would be okay. I used to be took care by my lovely parents. This is the time for me to grow up. Nothing is easy, nothing can’t be conquered. I told myself. I won’t cry in front of people. It was me who made the decision. I have to stick with it. Nothing can beat me up. It’s time to stop crying. Big girl don’t cry.
Working as a waitress in a Chinese restaurant, is it what I want here? I wonder. Anyways, gotta work hard at this moment. I would be alright.

2.00pm

Mum just called me. She told me about the news of the election. Dad,mum, uncle, aunties asked me to take good care of myself. I tried so hard to sound I was strong. But the more I heard from them, my tears kept running down on my cheeks. I really miss them a lot.

Big girl don’t cry, big girl don’t cry.
I told my self again and again.
“Be strong” I could hear S.H.E + D whispered in my ears.
“We are always close to you” from the CB group members.
“You are not alone.” from ace….
“ Gambateh!” Maxon said.
There are lots of people who love me, and who I love them. Dad, mum, siblings, uncles, aunties, cousins, and friends, your love for me make me stronger, thx

      Yesterday, eventually i walked out from the place i stayed. I cheked the bus route, packed my bag, put on my jacket and stepped out the house. This time, i really walked alone on the street. I took a bus, bought a all day ticket began my advanture in Brighton.
      I wen to the Brighton Pier, The Royal Pavillion( without go in cos it cost 6 pounds), Museum n Art Gallery ( i did go in cos it was FOC..hahaha), and window shopping around The Lanes and the area.
      I felt good when i walked on the street. Everything was new to me. I ate the kinder chocolate which my cousin gave me days ago when i departed from KL in the pavilion garden. i had a cheese burger on the street by myself n some pigeons. i did hope there wil be some ppl talking to me, but there was none. hahaha
      I thought i would have some conversation with the English, but all i had been saying yesterday was no more than 10 sentence, even not a sentence. i still can recall what i said.

1. all day ticket pls
2. thx
3. cheese burger
4. yes ( when the burger seller asked me with the onion or not)
5. no ( when i bought the lotion in Boots; the cashier asked me if i had a Boots card)
6. thx q (when i left the cashier)
7. which is the nearest stop to stanmer park rd?( when i was confused where should i hop off the bus)

1. U always need to take a pic by urself.
2. No one can talk to u and or share sth with u.

        今天,要哭的次數太多太多了.
       昨晚,在和他的電話中哭了.
       今天,爸媽送我到機場,我也想哭.爸媽在我check in的時候就回家了.爸爸沒有停車,不知道是停車場沒位子,還是把不喜歡離別的場面.
      昨晚,兩個美麗的表姊妹送我一本dairy &notebook.我真的很感動.Dairy裡頭有我們小時後的照片,Notebook裡記錄著大家的生日.我人住淚水,不讓它滴下來.
       今天,姑姑,姑丈,美麗表姊妹和劉德華先生(自稱很像他)一起來送機.在離別的那一刻,我們擁抱了.我想哭.我匆匆忙忙的搭手扶梯,眼淚已經掉下來了.
       十幾個小時,我到了嚮往已久的不列癲,很冷~
      我流著淚,想念家人和朋友........