March 22, 2011

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想了很久

終於知道

原因
為什麼
理由
卻無解

或許是因為自己的恐懼吧
專一'認真'相信*很難
或許該說的不是這點
而是...深愛過但傷的太深再加上總總的因素
之後我過著連自己也理不清的生活
複雜難懂深奧偽裝做作
哪一刻是真正的我自己也想了解
用人格分裂來解釋自己的不對自己的不是

你們說的沒有錯
我現在的風格行事作風
會傷到很多人
會讓人討厭不喜歡
我現在很好運
愛我的人'我愛的人'我惹的人
全都是好性格的人
沒錯,未來如果我在不改變...
我完了我毀了


但拜託...
在我找到真正的我之前
除了麻煩你們繼續包容我
我無計可施...
老實說'我希望我能知道
我到底在想什麼
我怕的又是什麼
我傷的多有麼重


我說我想讀心理系
我說我對人的心理有興趣
都是謊言
最終我只不過是想找到ㄧ個與我相同的人
最終我只是希望能夠理解自己的心理想法

我真正想懂的誰也不是
是我自己
是那個獨缺的真心









Who can stop my pain of before ?
 Contiun to find out the answer by stupid ways. I know it may makes  many people hurt ...but sorry there's no change for me to get it.








Didn't want to give up just because of  before ....

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