January 31, 2011

Wanna♥


現在很好'我很幸福很快樂
可是我好想回到以前的生活*
憂鬱中帶有的快樂讓我知道要知足
過去總是期盼有人能陪我愛我懂我
現在呢?不.不.不.我不需要了*
擁有些什麼總是需要失去些什麼
擁有了還要害怕失去好不容易得到的東西
這種戰戰兢兢"不好熬更不好過
我知道有很多你們這些親愛的大寶貝老婆老公男友女友群
你們真心關心我希望我輕鬆啦啦啦啦啦啦啦~無論如何
我只想告訴你們
我試過了'我做不到
我習慣掩飾自己的一切
即便我傷心難過
即便我淚流滿面
我只會告訴你們
我沒我真的很好'我只是累了

測驗的結果說'我是不折不扣的神經病也是不折不扣的瘋子
說真的這對我而言是個好結果
這能把我失常的每個理由都合理化
我不需要多做任何解釋'真的很省時

有些時候你們覺得你們不懂我
你們錯了'其實你們懂*
那是我的偽裝,我不希望你們認定我很脆弱
我希望在你們面前我是個大超人能替你們檔下一切的不是
知道我可能要接副班長和衛生股長
知道消息的你們剛開始不是勸我說不要?不知道是誰還為了這個跟我冷戰勒*
我知道你們是心疼我'你們是為我好
但我只是希望我能盡我最大的力量保護你們甚至爭取我們大家的權益



不管怎麼樣
請你們繼續認為我很過分我很任性我很無理取鬧我是大瘋子大神經病好嗎
我想保護你們直到我再也保護不了'直到你們不屬於我的管轄範圍

我可以一個人
我只要你們有活力繼續欺負我
我只要你們每個人都可以很快樂的過日子
其他的都無所謂了



陪伴我的'我很感謝你"也真的我很愛很愛很愛你
我知道你的用心*我知道你的真心
我相信你*
不過...再給我一段日子好嗎?
現在目前'我想恢復一個人的生活模式
之前的那段日子"壓的我有些喘不過氣了
所以現在心痛的頻率可真是增加了不少
該休息了我:)






















慾♥ 獨
有慾望"愛獨自一人面對的生活*

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