June 23, 2009

失望...

感覺自己好像很久沒在玩文章了!

如今突然想到在次動筆時!

已經過了多久了?

我也忘記了!

感覺這世界似乎都在前進!

只有我獨自在那徘徊!

如今段考完了!

只不希望被當掉就好!!

最近的我只想著接下來的路怎麼走!

可是越想所要面對的事情就越多!

放鬆自己後!

才發現!

原來身邊的事物也很亂!

自己真的負荷不了!

可是我又能怎樣?

想改變卻又改變不了!

想進步卻又沒什麼成就!

但是我真的很想努力盡我的一份力!

但是我就是只能做到這些!

改變不了多少!

卻也沒辦法有什麼成就!

我好恨!好討厭自己!

討厭自己無力~恨自己無能!

如果我能強一點!

是不是可以改變這些!

我真的好恨好恨自己!

對自己再也沒有那份執著的熱誠心!

只怪自己真的很沒用!

痛恨自己!對自己也失望!

真的好討厭這樣喔...

好討厭這樣...好恨自己...

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  • 1樓

    1樓搶頭香

    摁!
    或許 不滿足現在的自己 總覺得差那一點點
    能不能再多那一點點就能...!!
    恨自己有甚麼用!!
    寧願改變一下自己
    也不要恨自己XD!

  • cvb55662010 at June 24, 2009 07:30 PM comment | prosecute
  • 呵呵!!
    或許妳說的對!!
    只是我永遠都是那個傻孩子!!
    不懂得改變自己!!
    這幾天我去畢旅!!
    我那領隊!!
    告訴我!!
    我是個不怎麼會訴說自己心裡話的人!!
    我非常認同這句話!!
    只是他要我多多說出自己心裡話!!
    但我就是沒辦法做到!!
    因為我不會做也不知道怎麼做!!
    或許這就是我吧!!
    真實的自己~~沒有任何偉裝的自己...

    恨自己!!埋怨自己!!
    都只因為我就是這樣!!沒什麼用...

  • Blog Owner at June 27, 2009 11:06 PM Reply
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    摁摁 領隊說的對XD
    不會做 不知道怎麼做
    不敢作 害怕要怎麼做
    其實 要懂的改變自己
    做甚麼是都要有勇氣的!!
    恨 埋怨 有啥用
    怎不想想怎摩做勒

  • cvb55662010 at June 28, 2009 07:54 PM comment | prosecute
  • 呵呵!!
    我明白了!!
    我知道該怎麼做了!!
    或許做什麼都會被反對!!
    或許走什麼路都會被反對!!
    但我還是我!!
    走的路是自己的=ˇ="!呵呵!

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