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November 23, 2009

What time is it now?


2pm got the best male grp award and best artist of the year.

I felt so happy for them but I cant believe that Leadja is not with them Is been a while since I cried so much, their speech is really sad. I think most fan can feel their pain.They finally got recognized by one of the best music award in Korea after so much hard work. Even though they have only debuted for a year but getting these award is really amazing, a great honour for them. But their leader is not there to receive the award when he had been through all those hardship with them. And watching them perform again&again without leadja is so weird, but Im glad that they actually did this perfomace specially for jae, I really hope he return soon. I m feeling more and more hopeful about this :)

Went to search for pressie with ahchew, chan, tan and cheryl wang BLUE san(hehes) today, woah damn tiring but at least we settle it liao. But i miss my ayam penyat :(((


I need to buy wallet, laptop case, sandals, bag, fancl facial wash, bag, cardi and more bottoms.
I need to save up for seoul'out too
Oh god I need $$$ :(


November 17, 2009

=]

Guess what guess what guess what???
I got my phone earlier that I expect muahahahaha
BYE BYE MY OLD AND CRAPPY PHONE

MediaTech&Presentation is totally not what I expect it to be
I dont even wan to think about it now
Good luck to me :))


November 17, 2009

=]

Guess what, guess what guess what ????
I got my phone earlier than I expect !!
BYE BYE OLD AND CRAPPY PHONE

Media Tech and Presentation is totally not what I expect it to be
Haiz, I dont even want to think about it ,
good luck to me.


okay thats all , I shall explore my phone now :))))


November 14, 2009

Listen to my hearbeat ...

End of block yeah !!!
Next up is media tech and presentation, I hope its fun although I hate the timing 3-6 T.T
Watch 2012 yesterday, the graphic is damn cool. But the movie really upset me
Will the world really end at 2012, I hope not :(((

Finally going to get rid of my crappy phone, one more week :)))

Im in love with 1.59's zombie dance. I am definitely having a ear worm now
"Listen to my heartbeat, Listen to my heartbeat "
I m still missing leadja I guess most of the fans areI m glad they are doing well but I am sure they will be doing much better with him leading them.
But whatever that is, I know we should not force him to come back when he is not ready yet.
Always waiting for chu, leadja =]




Feeling much better now, although I m still pissed by a certain person.
Whatever, I m going to get over it. I dont care what you think.





November 4, 2009

A WHOLE LOT OF MESS

A BIG MESS IN KPOP
TVXQ's situation really upset me.
I knew that onE day they might disband just like any other grps
 but pls, not in this way.
To add on to it, 2pm's new song is out
Many fans say that they heard Jay's voice and they are positive that he will be back
But I highly doubt so. I didn't even hear his voice in the new song.
He might be back, not not anytime soon.


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I hate it, I hate that I m so useless sometimes
I know what the fcuking situation is, I know how to change it
but I hate that I cant do it. Why am I such an ass
I hate that I cant be trusted because I don't even trust myself.
Now, I don't even know what's my fcuking problem anymore.
Fcuk, when am I going to change.
I am so disappointed in myself.