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few more day to go...
what should i do??
do i really need to take the first step??
confused!!!

i duno wan how to start it...
my feeling is so complicated now...
do i really want to lost it forever??
there is a feeling telling me now if i din do anything this time i will really lost the thing...
but if i do it also doesnt mean that it will sure cam be solved...

should i or shouldnt i???

in my heart i just dont wish to lost it just like that...
but i know in reality i just act till so good that no one can c my sadness..
everyone who know it just think that i dy totally put down..
in fact i didnt!!

i just cannot stand it if i really lost it..
feeling of so wanna find somewhere to cry now but there is no place..
i just duno who i should find to give me this place...
although i know there is someone will always be there for me..
i just dont wish to do that...
not that i dont believe...
just i dont wish to let other worry...

lol...sorry for long time din update my blog at here...
haha..cz i evytime os use blogspot..
paiseh la...

nw i m busying with my trial o...
haiz...this trial i oso duno wan how say la...
is rili diff frm last time...

cz this time i rili study so hard for it...
bt d result is still like that bad...
if compared with last time those trial...
not say i din study but is rili din so hard as wad i did this time...
i dun have the meaning to chuan ppl or what...

just wana tell other that haven step into form 6 life...
before u step in...
plz think carefully...
cause is a damn diff road to walk along...
if u dun hv the confidence u can done it plz dun chuse to stay in f6...
cause at last u sure will regret for it...

n u must also have the qian chi..
if not many excellent people will just been destroy when they study f6...

so think twice before u make a decision...
cause u r responsible for it!!!

suddenly feel that being alone is not as worst as i think before that...
being alone can let us know that who really care about us...
being alone doesnt mean that we will lost our relationship...
in fact we will know clearly who we need to appreciate more...

being alone time can also let us have time to think about all the things that happen around us more precisely...
in order to have a clearer image for what we are going to do...

indeed...
we will gain more friendship...

maybe is kinda emo act...
but i did like to give it a try...

what is the feeling when you love someone??

you will feel sweet have him beside you...
you will very happy when you receive his message or even call..
you will feel the thing he do for you are so great..
you will miss him all the time...
you will think of him all the time..
you will want to be with him all the time...
you want to know everything about him...
you want him to focus just on you...
you will not allow him to have other people in his mind...

but is this kind of love too selfish??

for me...
i think if you really love someone damn deep and the person you love love you also...
is not selfish for you to do that...
cause both of you will have same feeling..
he should know and understand...

but this is not the most important thing to maintain a relationship...
to maintain a relationship...
both the people need to sacrifice for the other...
you will need to think about his feeling...
you must take care also for his need..
if these is been done then the relationship will last long...

hope all the couples there have a long-lasting and sweet sweet relationship o!!!

sumtinz that is gone rili mean it is gone...
no matter hw u wan it to cm bek it won b bek anymore....
bt this is only for the case that depend on those ppl the heart that they rili wan sumtinz to be gone forever...

so if u hv all those this frenzz.... 
wen sumtinz happen just let the god to dcide for u...
cz rili nt worth for u to do anytinz to salvage the ppl heart...

i did experience this b4...
n this make mi notice that which is my best fren n which are just best fren in word...
haha...
it is just too sarcastic...
i just can blame myself that i judged wrongly...
sui ran i just say cn let off sumtinz bt sumtime think bek is rili hurting that y i wil gt myself into this situation today???
if i can noe it earlier n pull myself out faster...
it just won b lidat...
cz as now...i m just like the wan which is wrg...
mayb i just learned too slow...
i shud noe how to make a decision wen the prob is stil small...
i m so so regret for wad i did that time...
how i wish time could turn bek again...
bcz this time i won let myself like this again!!!!!

2day so cham...kip gv ppl buly ny...

kip say i m 'wu gui'..
just bcz i put my pm in msn using a quotes dat d master ooo guay say in kung fu panda...

for god sake...
i rili duno dat tinz he gt say b4 mar...
cz dat muve i c head dn halfway i go slep liao...
dn wen i wake up is d ending part liao...
dn i din open it to watch again liao cz damn lazi...
so i din c any of this quotes...
so yun wong a....

haiz...
bt i successfully angri d ppl til nw ny 4gv hm la...
haha....
i dy learn a lesson oso...
nxt time b4 write all dose quote muz c c clearly whr d tinz cm frm wn...
bu ran duno wil gv ppl say wad again...

indeed...
i like to b cal fish rather than that 'wu gui' leh...
hahaha...
sori o...no offend to 'wu gui' ya!!!!^^ 

lol....finally i open dao blogspot liao...
haha...

welcome to view it o!!!

both blog i oso wil be updating...
bt wretch wil be the main wan o!!!

stay tuned...^^

not to forget...
my blogspot is

http://liyu90.blogspot.com

i wan my freedom and privacy!!!!

please la the wan that is so 8....
i gt whr de zui dao u or wad o???
y wan tel out all my tinz to those ppl that i dunwn let them noe...

if u r d wan that i owiz tel u my tinz...cnt u just let d tinz to kept a secret??
i dy do til vy kful...no idea how it wil leak out for other to noe mar...
u noe u lidat do wil hai dao mi wan mar???


if not due to sum consequences i oso dunid do til so san fu la....
u stil go sebar out...
noe not...
my life is owiz lik a prisoner...
i cnt hang out much wit other...
i lost many of my joy of life to b wit d ppl i wan to be with...
i dun hv much experience that goin here and there wit a gang of frenzz...
for how i m nw...
dose time to b can be counted easily...
nw i tink d situation wil bcm even worst dy...
mayb i cnt even hang out liao...
juz because of ur 8 attitude...
u hai mi lost all the right that i shud have!!!!


i wan my freedom!!
i wan my privacy!!!!


if let mi noe hu r u...
hmm!!!

arrgghhh!!!!!!
i hate my life!!!

haiz...i rili duno la...

y evy1 kip lik take dy paz d tinz 2 say again...
4 wad go rmb dose nt hapi d tinz n just let it go...
ytd n 2day i c d same tinz....
izit evytinz kip in mind owiz d ppl wil b happier???

i admit that evy1 gt their emotion...
as 4 mi...i wil only angry sumtinz on that particular moment...
afta finis angry...i tink mos fast is few day ny...
i wil b ntg dy...
n i won go n say bek dose tinz...
just wana to 4gt it...


bt y evy1 just kip wn mi 2 rmb bek dose sui tinz????
cnt just 4gt it n let it go meh...
pass by day as usual la....

wen i m angry...
i won choi that ppl...
bt afta i choi bek u mean i dy ntg on it...
4gt all dose tinz k???

sien dy...
if u al wan to say bek dose old tinz...
fine..up to u...
i won gv any comment on that anymore...
bt seriously tel u...
my mood is affected again!!!!

wad blog meant for actually?
is meant for ppl to write all their feeling,tinz that happened around them...
happy not happy is up to the blogger...
anyway blog is just a place to express themselves...

for me...
my purpose of writting blog is to voice out my sadness and hapiness...
cause i dun wn to kip all the things in my heart...
it doesnt mean to hurt which party...
after i write out i will feel more relief n d prob won bother mi anymore...
so i can cont on my life without having hate or angry to other ppl...
so wenever my blog i just write out wad happen bt not names to backstab other or anything...

bt end up blog become sum place that misunderstood kip happen...
frenz seem bcm nt frenz anymore...
wad a sad tinz...

recently just saw my friend blog...
haiz...
i tink wad i write in my blog mayb had bothered u..
i m d fault ppl...
sori to u...
4 wad i post at the my recent blog that mayb make u feel sad or angry...
SORRY!!!

2day is the jejak maklumat event 4 library...
preparing for so long 4 this event..
tot there wil nt b any tinz goin wrg liao...
bt...
haiz...
jz so unlucky...
al d klu lokasi gt wrg...
luckily v stil managed to cover it bek n solve the prob la...
bu ran i rili duno liao lo...
d whole game wil b mess up lik hell...

anyway...thx all the f6 librarian that stay for this event...
luckily gt u all d help out...

sumore still nid say paiseh to hui fern...
cz v ruin u tink dao so san fu d clue...
sori lo^^

lol....noe wad??
me n hui ling 2day rili run til lik hell goin round d whole skul...
dn til vy late liao ny so lang bei go eat our lunch outside library d lrg dere...
wad a experience...
sambil eat stil sambil c dose participant cming up library...
our food open close open close ny...
lol...

anyway...
i tink d event is a success la...
haha...

life really unpredictable...
and it often does go on like the way we wanted it to be...

in our life there are many thing that happen...
all these things help us to learned and let us become more mature...
it add on to our experience...
but sometime not everyone can have the chance to use all this experience in their future...
cause there is something happen to them in the halfway...

no matter how you wanted for something..
it just wont come to you without any hardwork that you gave...
being a people we should not just say what you want...
but think of what other want...
not that we should live for other...
but at least we need to think of other people...
no matter we do any decision...
dont just go on with it without asking wether other are also ok with it...

life maybe will pass very fast..
we just have no time to regret for what we did...
so think wise when you do something^^

wondering both vy impt d ppl to sum1 cn exist together in 1 time nt...

i m in the middle..
feel so san fu leh...
y dey just cnt peacefully b frenz...
y so mani tinz wil cm out...
jz do wad u al shud do dn enuf la...
if wn hand in wit 1 prob dn jz oso accept the consequences la...
wad for u go hate other 4 dat...
noe wad...
if u din step the first step...
no ppl cn force u to jump to second step...
dun do liao sumtinz dn u let other ppl accept it...
try to tink for other oso...
u din listen advice dat ppl gv dn u shud tanggung urself la...
v r nt ur rubbish collector...
waitin u to dump watever tinz to us to solve...
is d world nw goin on lidat...
protect urself n k bout urself d business...
dun go 8 for other ppl tinz sedangkan u cnt solve ur own prob oso...

happy birthday o sin mun!!!


lol...

ulcer in my mouth a...
that day bite dao wn..nw so damn pain... T.T
eat tinz kip make dao it..
sobzz...

2ml started my math2 irene ttn again..
sien lo...
long time din touch math2 liao...
i tink rust liao lo....
c 2ml hw lo...