Lady's Secret

have a little catch up with my 'soulmates' last weekend. it was great. super great.

i knew i was a bit lose control this few weeks. get angry easily. get frustrated easily. get hot temper easily. get emo easily. get tear easily. A small matter also can make me crazy and wanted to argue for no reason. Those living with me get piss of me, I guess if i continue to be this, she gonna give me a big slap on the face, and said:" wake up, dun u feel childish?"

i have no idea why i become like this. hormone imbalance, she said. But I would just say it is mendal disorder.

my mood is swinging in the air.with a reason or without a reason.
the internet is so powerful.providing info in the fastest speed. no matter where are you.
that is not a good news.i dun wan to share.
that is not a happy news. it makes me sad.

tiktoktiktok. It's OCTOBER.

time flies and it almost 2010.

I seriously think that sitting in the office and doing something that i dun like is wasting my time.

如果，我能，一直，野蛮，野蛮，野蛮

多好

有什麼事令你很後悔過?

我有,而且很多

多到可以壓死我自己

今天的我，很emo
因为下雨吗？还是荷尔蒙失调？

无所事事一整天，只看见我的个体在行事，但没有灵魂
在城里行尸走肉，从BandarTasikSelatan到MidValley，在从MidValley到BankNegara，再回到MidValley

3rd day in the office. the environment is comfortable as my table is at the corner and no one can see what am i doing. :p

the boss and collagues are nice tho. they like to make fun and try to make their work fun. however, i still feel bored and sleepy all the time. guess i not an officially office lady yet. am still in the student status mood.

anyone tell me what happen to me.................................been headache seriously for few weeks...suffering in the office now...wanted to take MC but this is the 3rd day i work ler.....damn damn damn~

I'm very confuse. with everything.

and my heart beat is getting faster and faster. due to the multiple feeling.

This post is especially for Biskuit Lau, a 8 years fren since high school.

Today is your birthday. and i represent all of them wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

hahaha.

Back from Bali, as expected, tanned like hell. and the parent wanted me to quarantine at home for 1 week. for my own good and also others.

so pissed off!! although i broke the rule, and met up with him who back from UK last night. lol.

A song was actually hit me down when it randomly played in the ipod. Obviously, the game was over and the player get a red card. Everything should put a full stop on it.

Officially 22nd and thank for those wish me although some might only remember when they log in the facebook.wtf.

oh ya, give a big fucking kiss to tasha who gathered all the ppl for the dinner. :)

i'm tanned after sunway lagoon water park, 2 times down to malacca and the very "amazing" broga hill. non stop sweating as i felt like engage with the sun. HE is just so hot. omg!! for your information, i still have to go Tekam, Pahang tomolo and Bali on wed. Guess i gonna be super extremely very absolutely tannnnnnnnnnnnnnnneeeeeeeeeed!!!

"好朋友，好朋友"，我们总喜欢这样称呼对方 

言语中带点轻佻，然而我们却很肯定彼此心中的地位
每个人扮演不同的角色，有着不一样的背景
缘分让我们相识，时间让我们相知 

Listening to the ipod, our photo in Cameron suffle randomly. I been thinking a lot this few days after you talked to me. 1 more week, then my status will change to socialite, or perhaps unemployee? I was so depressed by the uncertainty of the future. Working or continue with my study? Too many thing to be concerned and considered. Once again, I lose my direction.

You said, dun worry and wanted me to make my mind clear. Never simply get a 9am to 5pm job and regret as what you did. I know you dun wish me to follow your step, working like a dog in a very suck environment. 

The burden on you seem so heavy, and I, being a part of the family, never share it with you. I felt so shame because all these while I been so mean and do not understand your situations. You're trying so hard to give us a comfortable life, and I? Undeniable, you are a 100% daughter, others always give u thumb thumb up up up. We really proud of you.

两个星期后，我就不能用学生证享受特价
两个星期后，我可能不会再有学校假期
两个星期后，我会坐在那很大的Multipurpose Hall考最后一张试卷
两个星期后，我会离开这所大学
就两个星期，还有两个星期，剩下的两个星期，

4 assignments.....countable
RM33 in the bank......countable
32 days in the uni......countable

currently mood......uncountable

蓝蓝的    天
却带不走    那一丝丝的忧愁

太阳    给了我希望
雨水    还回了失望