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Fading verses at dawn
November 26, well 27 2008
Sometimes I forget my own priorities, what's important and what's not. There were a lot of thoughts during the bath that I don't quite remember right now...I just though, it'll be a great idea if I write all my thoughts before getting older and never be able to rewind those again...I think that's the saddest part of getting older... your head doesn't think too much, you don't think of stupids things all day long; writing a diary when I'm in sophomore year is actually pretty nice, I'm thinking:"My road" to physics is getting harder than I though ... I thought being a "lite-version" physicist would be enough, but when I look at "this" and... gets pretty distant... graduation looks beyond my reach, pressure is getting all over me, and the only things I can think of are stupid desires from my mind a lot of them... They're like demons taking over my head, sometimes I feel that I don't stand any chance.
- Every night is the same, thinking of my future, thinking what I'm going to do in this semester... Don't let your demons take control of YOUR LIFE!!!
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