因为陌生，所以勇敢，因为距离，所以美丽

29-11-08

OMG!!! i need to hand in my report on the coming thur yet i not even close to finish...still gt tones to do....shit...i am so dead.....so little timeyet so many things to do....this teaches me that next time gt report dun all stack up and do...muz do asap if not when is time i will die....haiz.....

keep telling myself to be able complete by this weekend yet...i did not really get very far...still at the same point.....tis is bad......haiz......luckily this is not the only thing happen ard me.....sis getting marry next week....so hehehehehe......so nice....i even bought dress for the day....and nite....but due to some reasons...sis bought me a dress too.. super nice....i loved it!!!!!

went to kelong with huiyun, joey, joann, xy and yaling on sunday...fun and nice.....hang over again...as drink too much liao.....

it was fun....something different...go there once a while is ok...but not stay over...not used to it....

i am so confused.....is he true or is he juz playing ard....OMG!!!!! i hate that kind of feeling....dunnoe is true or not...

i really though he will no sms me so often liao....as i think is juz a moment of passion....but he continue to sms me...say alot of sweet things....but i dunnoe to trust or not....i dunnoe him welll....

Is Jess birthday yesterday, we meet up at Manhattan fish market tgt with other frens for dinner....it was nice and full....so happy to see them after such a long time.....

After the dinner, they plan to go for clubbing, which me and shikin say lazy, dun wan...but we end up going there too....is was kind of boring at the start...as jess gt her own fren to attend to, jia qian and kleo meet some of their frens, left me, shikin and eli chit chat....but things gt a bit higher when a couple of drinks down the throat....and the party start, music, smoke and light....everyone down to the dance floor....so high... as we keep dancing and dancing....jess is a bit drunk but was ok...she is very high...dance super nice....guys attract....eli and us abit worried of the guys...

Finally graduate from NYP liao....offically not poly student liao although i start working and studying liao....see alot of old frens....chat...abit diff but feel something similiar....look as if like last time...

but everyone change more or less....no one will be the same forever.....going to miss those days back then...juz like b4....all of us will be less contact as working at diff places...diff timing...drift even further apart without realising it....

super busy with work and studies....tired.....hardly wan to blog....hahaha...new course start...trying my very best to adapt into it....tgt wif work....so abit drain of energy....

like the course but so stress and need to learn chem....head pain till drop....need to ask ppl teach me chem sia.....hahahaha...muz manage time properly...which sometime i did..but sometimes no...den when see my timetable...i stress...

so fast....been one week i work.....really in the clinic.....but so far so good...hope it maintain the way it is now....pray hard....

hahaha...been seeing fiona and shikin....although fiona more as we same clinic.......glad to have a fren there...meet alot ppl....have fun too...

first day of work.... the clinic is so diff from ward life.....although is busy but it also gt relax time but....it can be tiring as i need to learn everything again....

maybe long time no work liao..so super tired....although start at 9am tmr but i am tired....luckily sat no work..but promise mum help her out at stall so that she can help me go find uniform....

so tired today....going interview at 4.30pm at taka....in the end recieve a call ask to go early....due to tis call was wake up super early...not enough sleep...

interview last a short while only await for ans....though that only gt a ans by end of this week...yet....me and shikin got a call frm them saying that can start work tis week....

been more than 2 weeks ba...hahaha...busy life....hahaha...been and back frm taiwan.....fun not bad...but next time will choose to go there free and easy....

is like singapore....travel is easy due to chinese and english.....hahahaha....enjoy myself.....wish to go another time...but need to wait for a long time....haiz as sch start in the april...

went to eat chocolate fundue with shikin while watitng for K last friday....the shop is super nice...atmosphere super nice

been so fast...chinese new year already...so fast..i no longer a poly student but a post graduate looking for jobs....ddd...so sian....