Stop it!!!I hate this kind of feeling~~

I lost a chance to get the Iphone that I want from Sg,because I'm neither citizen nor PR.

Yeah...It is holiday for me...Ok,honestly,I should say this a week before.Well,I had a wonderful party this week.

Bonding with long lost friends,celebrating party,watchinig the dramas I like are kinda great for me.

好想能够找到能够真正谈心和信任的人，即使是朋友还是情人。。有人说，爱一个人多久，就要用多久的时间来忘记。。。
2年。。。
会太久吗？？？

Today is the first day of the year 2010..haha

It is a  brand new day and it is a great time to set up my new year resolutions

Today is the last day of 2009.

I'm so boring.Thought that I can spend time with my family,who knows my parents end up asking me why don't go out with friends.

 You just don't belong to my world,bella.
I belong with you

Today I screwed up again...
Don't know why I am so stress and feel so loss...

Why?

After so many days i still have the feeling of lossing and being alone in the world.The hurt is still there,I know.

Cold....Cannot imagine that Sg is in a winter season to me....
Arrgh...when will the rain stop???My fingers are freeze and turn into purple color,one jacket is not enough to me at all...
But there is a little  warm touched my heart at some moment,Benedict,who was the one I hated in my class,offered to lend me an extra jacket.

Cold....Cannot imagine that Sg is in a winter season to me....
Arrgh...when will the rain stop???My fingers are freeze and turn into purple color,one jacket is not enough to me at all...
But there is a little  warm touched my heart at some moment,Benedict,who was the one I hated in my class,offered to lend me an extra jacket.

haha ... I finally met the SgPM-Mr Lee Hsien Long but I failed to take picture with him.He has so many bodyguards around him
But it doesn't matter, at least I still managed to take pictures with my fellow friends that I met as voluntary work.Haha, I was one of the performers

Sorry guys, I failed again ... I failed to live and standtall by myself.Actually I was in the verge of emotional breakdown these few days.Death was really the term came to my mind ...
The reason seemed to be very simple.But, if u have seen the efforts and sacrifices that I did. You will think that it is not so simple ... I was very tired of living in this life which full of stress, unfairness, quarrelsome, suffers < br>
Thanks Derek, you have taught me how to believe in myself, always show me the bright side of the life ..

Today, out of money...

You are failure! This is your answer to me.

Frustration mounted in me as I began to curse the reason why I was'trapped'in this poor excuse for staying here.

She is better than me .........