November 20, 2009

寧靜暴風雨

總算是
告一段落了
人生終究得經過的幾場風風雨雨之ㄧ

發生了不少事呢...
留下了不少痕跡呢...

短短一個月
卻又是冗長的四個七天

直到
看到黎明的那道曙光
我知道地球依然轉動
我依然呼吸著 活著
態度 決定自我

因為那道曙光 我選擇生活 而不只是單單活著

獻給我那最笨最愚蠢的朋友

很開心 很高興 很感動
第一次喜極而泣
就從你終於有痛覺開始

愚蠢到在深夜飆車
非要飆到時速186
非要讓自己無法控制
然後失去平衡
然後車禍
然後被路人送去醫院
然後叫你你不應
然後對強光沒有反應
然後用針刺你也無動於衷 所謂昏迷指數3
然後住進加護病房
然後家人朋友為你提心吊膽哭泣流淚整整5天
終於你的眼珠開始轉動
終於你開始對我們的祈禱產生反應
終於你開始感覺到痛了
你不知道我拿針刺你可以得到多大的希望
期待 你眼睛張開的那一刻
期待 你說出 對不起讓你們擔心了 然後我說 沒關係 人活著就好
害怕 你問起她
害怕 我得告訴你事實 再也見不到了
害怕 你開始恨自己
到時候 考驗才開始
到時候 我們要堅強
到時候 要勇於面對 不管代價是多少眼淚

總之 你回來了就好 慢慢的回來 這樣也好



獻給擁有全世界最勇敢 最美麗的一顆心的 Gabriel Holliway

Dear friend
Finally, it has come to this dead end.
I couldn't believe that the chances for me to see you again is no longer exsisting.
I think I have better start accepting the truth as reality,isn't it?

When your mother called me and sent me the black mail about you got in to the hospital again.
I began to memorize the memory we built together.

Well....

I suck at football and track
But you're just good at them
You suck at tennis and basketball
But i'm actually good at them
We always laugh at each other by those absurd things.
But we never mad at each other through these absurd things.
We taught each other and we both grow stonger and no body could beat us down....

My friend....
You had taught me so much
You came to me and became my first friend in America
You showed me the plus of the U.S.
And the best friends has appeared were us
You called me asshole and I called you jackass all the time
And only we knew we didn't hate each other
We transformed the most terrible words into the most friendly language
Only the closest friends can achieve this.

You taught me the importance of believing in something simply.
And you are the best paragon, aren't you?
When the bad news were spread.
Everyone was shocked, include in you.
But only you stay in the positive and believe things will get better.
For the previous one year,  you fought with Leukemia.
And you impressed all the doctors.
Even things come to the end they has known.

I'm glad for you, my friend....
For feeling no more pain....
Just like your name,  you are the angel who was left behind on earth.
But you are free now
You can finally put on your halo, stretch you wings and fly straight up into the sky
Perhaps, you'll disspear for a while
And I won't see you around for sure.
I'm gonna miss you, my friend....
But I know, you're somewhere around, watching us, guarding us, right?

You'll never be forgotten
And one last thing....

Damn it Gabriel!! You're a Jackass but I will miss you for the rest of my life
!!

I'll see you, someday, up there.
Now, rest in peace, my friend, my brother.


是的 所以我失去了一位摯友
也曾經快要失去另一位摯友

然而
很抱歉過去一個月
我戴著一張嘻嘻哈哈的面具
心卻在流淚
很抱歉過去一個月
一直沒有幽默感
很抱歉過去一個月
因為無知和自以為是
我傷害了一個曾經很要好的人
很抱歉過去一個月
在我假不了的人面前
總是心事重重

希望 你們 可以 體諒 然後 原諒
現在 我只想畫下最完美的 句點

最後 我要謝謝
偉大航道上的那座燈塔
路燈都亮那麼久了
我總算習慣夜裡的黑 也比較不怕了
謝謝你
這是一場寧靜的暴風雨
你帶我走向光明
曾經消失不見的那個我
腦殘 愛演 的那個我
與你默契十足的那個我
該是回來的時候了

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  • 1樓

    1樓搶頭香

    感性大文章= =

    需要帶面紙給你嗎?!

    :D

  • david80115 at November 22, 2009 12:25 AM comment | prosecute
  • 哈哈
    就是因為眼淚流乾了才有心情打上來
    不過 都沒事了 我想
    謝謝你囉 兄弟

  • Blog Owner at November 22, 2009 02:22 PM Reply
  • 2樓

    2樓頸推

    靠腰

    讓我想到成大東方翔

    XDD

    超白癡的

  • david80115 at November 22, 2009 05:09 PM comment | prosecute
  • 3樓

    3樓坐沙發

    喔喝
    接下來要草莓口味的生活唷齁!!

  • x5709 at November 22, 2009 09:27 PM comment | prosecute
  • 喔喝
    草莓是哪位

  • Blog Owner at December 6, 2009 11:25 AM Reply
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    福樓

    Sealed

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    專業的5樓

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