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最近的生活只能用一個字來形容 - 累
很累, 暴累, 累到快昏倒了。
好羨慕學生阿~
The word "pejorative" has been stuck in my head for days; it's not like i'm gonna see it again in my life or something; i really hate words like that.
I tried to test myself with the entrance exam for KMU this year, as of now, I've only answered the English portion and few parts in Biology. I did pretty okay with the English part but I still would like to rant about it. I don't know, I mean, I never took any English proficiency test (I don't need to. My university diploma suffices), I have no idea if exams are really this strange. I hate run-on sentences, I hate confusing subjects, I hate strange words!!! Seriously, what's the point of learning words that you're not gonna encounter the second time in your life? We're not lit majors or lawyers-to-be, what the hell is with those vocabularies? Pejorative, subterraneous, panacea, moribund, millenarian... say what? Okay, fine, I've met these guys at least once in my life before... but who'd expect to see them again? My teacher always tell us that " 'I thought...' kills". So true, and I'm so dead. I need to start practicing writing essays now. Dear lord, I hope I can still write. Technology has crippled my ability of spelling and whatnots (the green lines, the red lines... you know what I'm talking about...)
I need a space to let out the angsts in me; from all the frustrations building up from unachieved dreams, from all the unsatisfying self remarks that I have against myself, from the nonacceptance of the harshness of the cruel, in-your-face reality. Wanking on a personal diary will not help improve the situation concretely however, it does alleviate my sanity level a little. Just a little. But enough.
I am talking to myself. Trying to lecture the wild child that wantoned around too much. Too much liberty is hazardous, especially to persons like me who does not know how to exercise self restriction at all. Such a shame that I still am not practicing my priorities right. Time is ticking away fast yet here I am, choosing to whine over the 'soon to be spilled milk' instead of avoiding it. Ostrich mentality! CRAP mentality. Loser mentality.