My dear friend,

This is something I've been thinking of doing since a while ago. I think it's time for me to come clear with you because we should be frank to each other in order to become real good friends rite?

OMG.. today kim told me tht someone out of our group is able to see the internal conflicts.

Perhaps we did not know how to keep those frustration deep inside ourselves or we simply do not want to keep it to ourselves anymore?

It seems only a few days ago i was emo n now again, emo emo emo... what the heck!

I can't seem to understand wht really made me tht emotional.. Haiz.. feeling like crying if someone ever ask me anything about it... perhaps no one should ask...

这些人：

常常会有人为他辩护

我想我应该使患上了强迫症。这样的人很让人讨厌因为天下没有一个人喜欢被强迫的。反省后也懂我那强迫的心态已经导致很多人的怨恨。

我可以接受我们功课做不好被老师指责，却不能接受老师认为我们没有把心思放在功课上。

最近究竟是怎么了？为什么一切的事情都好令我烦恼，心烦？

就连一个我只看了一眼的东西也要搞失踪。重要关头没了它，该要怎么过？到底这样东西在那里？哪一个角落？谁拿了？我已经把可以找的角落翻转再反转还是找不到。要如何交待？

I've just read something.

Something tht hurts me till i've got to write this stupid post.

哎哟，上星期五去Station One看了张智成。

Oh My Goodness, 他很帅！

好开心哦，差不多三个星期没有碰我那生病的lappie。终于，它痊愈了！Yippie..

它回来后，我不再需要当难民

我好像永远都是局外者， 每一次家里发生了什么事情我都好像是最后一个知道甚至也被埋在鼓里的那一个。

我弟弟又再一次的离家出走。

刚才毛毛告诉我她在Blog写了一篇Jonnie的post。

害我看了后还伤心一阵子因为她叫我沈大姨。

最近一连串发生了很多不愉快的事情，让我心情起伏不定甚至也到了一种控制不了的地步。

今天，发现其中一只猫（阿珠）死了。阿金也好像要死了。看来过不了今晚。

On 16th Mac, something very strange happened. I think it could be listed as the world's weirdest thing to happen. I was scolded in a sudden, not knowing wht happen n was cursed. I felt very innocent but yet angry!!

Perhaps you r reading this... but tell u wht.. u r extremely childish and i did not even feel tht u've grow up even after wht happened in foundation.