February 9, 2011

Reason

 



到頭來還是得下站了
太多太多麻痺了心,也了然了好多假想感情
以為的仍和事實不同
真相判決的太快,還沒做好心理準備就接了招
殘酷到足以秒殺
心又一一的又被突如起來的這麼多為什麼纏牢





初始看似平淡的一切,卻不懂席捲而來的浪潮這麼巨大
整件事情的後座力太強,強的我無法招架
後悔........我只能這麼說.........也只能遺憾讓事情變成這樣
如果當時後會知道,也許我不會這麼決定





重新定位了一次心態
但我仍找不到立足點仍找不到存在是好是壞
只感覺,我像個白痴那樣可笑
至於面對我想我已經這麼丟臉了哪來的臉去面對這些人
說真的,我不是沒有感覺
只是我不知道原來笑臉背後藏的是這麼厭惡的表情





我不知道還能相信誰,我也怕我不敢在相信
但我卻好想去相信在我眼前的這些人啊
只是只是只是...
又好怕被出賣,又好怕又讓自己背上插滿刺
又好怕重蹈覆轍,又好怕又讓自己多了到傷疤
因為不會有人憐憫因為不會有人...





有人說,人生就像火車而朋友就像裡頭的乘客
到站了便會下站的過客,幸運點一起乘坐了久些晚點下站
但我想現在是該我下站的時候了
我不想看你們一一下站,所以我只好提前趁早道別





請,再給我一秒鐘讓我卸下所有算一算我擁有過的什麼
盡量減少了難過讓自己回到平靜的生活,不需要來擔心我
說時間是良藥 卻又稱不上解藥
The reason why ,there is Only One Reason
why Coz I know you deserve better and more
 




請為我解讀一遍,關於我
然後 別問我為什麼
已經不知道我是誰而怎樣才是我了



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