September 28, 2009

Boom!


歇斯底里的瞬間失衡
局部性的覆蓋自以為全部掩蓋
有太多的不明確被規則束縛
進退兩難之間無法尋求平衡
同樣的也被自己困在現實與內心煎熬掙扎
缺乏勇氣面對自己內心
缺罰自信面對關於自己
這些現實依據讓我顯得軟弱
最真實的無法乾脆

欲蓋彌彰
越描越黑
誰也不想讓自己成為沒人性的怪獸

情感也只是短時間掌玩在手心的玩具
隨著時間一件一件替換
次數都足以編織成暗房角落的蜘蛛網

我能做的可能就是繼續再一旁吞食孤寂
一句故意用來掩飾當下強詞奪理的行為解釋
足足能代表太多自己應負起的傷害
只能承受痛苦的人不配給人快樂和享受別人給的快樂

長期心理交戰種種莫名壓力
是該短時間的拋棄一會讓自己鬆懈
把太多抽象思緒綑綁在自己身上
得不到任何喘口氣機會
對自己太殘忍怎還有資格認為那些殘忍

噓!小聲一點安安靜靜的仔細
讓我享受這寧靜的疼痛
看著螢幕的文字跳躍的太快
來不及思考的腦袋反應不來
算了吧隨性讓直覺重組文字

蜷曲縮著與肩同寬的身子
被擊潰在黑暗的角落
畏懼充滿陽光味道

只是談了場交易
用自由買了難過遺憾和失去
所錯過的交易內容無法竄改
雖然附加的習慣依賴被販賣
但無法改變了我只好忍痛在次習慣
我的所謂已經無需體會

一直有細聲在我耳裡呢喃
我好希望那聲音快被攪碎
轉頭用側顏回絕說聲謝謝
不想讓失控情緒持續攪和

默默的開盞舊黃的燈
照著我沉重的眼疲憊的身
很慶幸我現在還能夠在這裡憤世忌俗
憤慨人生的圓缺

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