am i really so materialistic? will i betray myself just for that 2k/month? will i make myself suffer for another 1year (365 days), when i'm suffering like insane these 17weeks? left with 9 days, and i'm still so xinku.
R.I.P xiao s. 070809, mickey. 220809, xiaohei. 221009, xiaoyanjing. 161109, dayanjing. 081209, xiaozhu. 211209, xiaobai. 030210. ='(
i really can't fucking take it anymore. i think i'm gonna die. i want to die. i'm so fucking stressed, why am i so unlucky?
for a moment, i thought i was gonna die. when everyone came and squeezed us to the glass door. -.-