Ugly
I feel so very unattractive
and not pretty
and certainly not beautiful.
And the worst thing about it is that he doesn't make me feel any better
sometimes i think that he agrees with me
and sometimes i think that he only likes me because he's lonely
or because he doesn't have anyone else to like
because i'm the second choice
or the last resort.
I've said this a thousand times
and I've had loads of friends to tell me that i just think too much
but if you really think about it
like, logically
you might even see that it might be a possibility
why does he even like me?
cause he can see i'm lonely too?
the thing that sucks the most
he's clueless about everything
and i'm waiting for a friend or a sister to tell him for me
how i feel
but they're clueless too.
don't they know that most people tell them certain kinds of things
and sometimes it means that they want others to know?
does that even make sense?
i just wish that i find a guy in the future
or that maybe the guy now really might even think
that i'm beautiful
and then he'd make me feel as if i'm worth something
so i wouldn't have to hide behind secrets
so i wouldn't store all this sadness and anger inside me
to have it build up and misplaced
i want someone who really thinks i'm something
who really thinks i'm one in a million
or who even thinks that i'm what he really wants
someone who's thoughtful
and someone who really cares about me
who makes me really think that he loves me.
yeah, that's what i want
i want a guy who shows me that he loves me
that i don't even have to doubt it for a second
so that i really know that he loves me...

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Sealed (Mar 3)
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but i think you're beautiful.