媽媽替杰儒打的第一篇網誌
今天是杰儒的"滿七"(習俗稱過世的第四十九天)。
過去近兩個月的每個逢七日,我們全家人都會到南投國姓的菩提寺 - 杰儒最後休息的地方 - 去祭拜他。每一次車子快到目的地時,我的眼淚總會不自覺的流下來;心裡雖知道車停後就可以看到杰儒,但事實上卻又不能真地見到他!這種錐心刺骨的痛,應該只有像我們這樣失去至親的人才體會得出來吧...
廟裡一個能通靈的師父告訴我們,杰儒每天都笑咪咪地跟著師父們一起修行念經,因此也要我們學會放下,這樣他才可以早日修成佛道,真正地無牽無掛!聽完雖然很替杰儒開心,但我們畢竟是凡夫俗子,要如何不常惦記著他、不再看到有關他的種種就淚眼婆娑,可能只有靠著時間慢慢來撫平我們的傷口了。
杰儒應該不會喜歡我在他的無名發表文章吧(他一定會覺得媽媽寫的很遜!)?但看著他生病後的網誌內容一片空白,心中真的感觸萬千!或許日後我也不會常替他寫網誌,但希望杰儒的親朋好友們,當大家想起他時,還是可以來這裡逛逛,甚至留言給他;相信在天上的他,都會看得到,也會很高興的!
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Someone has been here earlier than us this
morning. No matter who you are, thanks for
still remembering Jerry!
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Very big earthquake! Did you feel that, Jerry?
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每逢佳節倍思親!
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杰儒,君切切拿到證照了,她超高興的!!
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杰儒,今天是君切切國曆生日,也是二姑姑農曆生
日.很巧吧,爸比有替你祝她們生日快樂喔!!
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You were in my dream this morning, finally.
Thanks for letting me see you again, Jerry,
and knowing that you're fine, which makes this
Mom's Day (though it was two days ago)
complete!
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今天是你小弟生日,老爸有幫你對他說生日快樂!!
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爸比今天換了台新電腦主機, 灌了不熟悉的Win 7,
好多東西又得重新開始了!
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杰儒,暑假了,小弟跟阿公阿媽.三菇菇去日本玩.寶貝你要跟
好喔!!
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Sur le pont d'Avignon,
L'on y danse, l'on y danse.
Sur le pont d'Avignon,
L'on y danse tout en rond.
This is the first & only French song I'd taught
you, and I remembered you sang it aloud in the
Taipei Zoo last time we were there. Didn't know
how you had the courage to do that, but You were
s~~~o cute then!
Miss you on the very day of the third year
without you...
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無時無刻想念你
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Jerry亞寧姐姊要當空姐了
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A very big typhoon, Sulik!
We're going back to grandparents'
house in Taipei this afternoon. Wish us
luck and safety!
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We had a very good time there, thanks
to your shelter.
Ready for the next trip, eh? Be
prepared!
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Teacher Jane is having a baby boy; will
see them this morning. Going with us?
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你過得好嗎?老爸非常想念你...
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This afternoon we're going to throw an
80th birthday party for Grandpa &
celebrate Dad's Day for all fathers in our
family as well. You'll be there, won't
you?
We all miss you so much!
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Today is your Aunt Mendy's bday. Let's
wish her happy & carefree together!
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Father's Day, again!
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Every holiday, there are always people
celebrating together happily. Also, some
will spend it alone, or sadly without the
one(s) they love.
It's difficult for parents like us to be
completely happy again. I'm trying, really
hard, for I know you are there, watching
us at all times!
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Julius' new harp is home today. He's
very excited, but still not diligent
enough...
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Two little brothers are going to play the
harp in Fran's concert tomorrow
afternoon. Wish them best luck & good
performance!
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They had a fierce argument, which made
me sleepless these days. Cannot but
keep thinking what it would be like if you
were still here. But is it anything to do
with you? Really unfair to get you
involved.
Don't know what I can do; just have my
fingers crossed and hopefully everything
will be okay soon...
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Aunt 語瑄 is going to work in Shanghai.
You'll watch her and wish her good luck,
wherever she is or we are, right?
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Let's go to Taipei & Ilan today, and make
this summer vacation a happy ending,
Jerry!
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Coming back, exhausted but fulfilled. Did
you have a good time too?
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無名年底要關閉?!
要怎麼把你的網誌保存下來, 又不需要公開給所有人
知道呢? 該先想想了...
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The other night, I saw you, on your
little brother's face...
He was giggling on bed, feeling that I
thought he was asleep. When I heard
the laughter, because of
nearsightedness, I got closer to him
and suddenly saw you were there!
Though shocked, I felt quite relieved
and satisfied. Thank you for letting me
look at you, again!
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Happy Moon Festival, Jerry!
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Jerry老爸有幫你跟你媽媽說"生日快樂"