August 22, 2010

媽媽替杰儒打的第一篇網誌

今天是杰儒的"滿七"(習俗稱過世的第四十九天)。

過去近兩個月的每個逢七日,我們全家人都會到南投國姓的菩提寺 - 杰儒最後休息的地方 - 去祭拜他。每一次車子快到目的地時,我的眼淚總會不自覺的流下來;心裡雖知道車停後就可以看到杰儒,但事實上卻又不能真地見到他!這種錐心刺骨的痛,應該只有像我們這樣失去至親的人才體會得出來吧...

廟裡一個能通靈的師父告訴我們,杰儒每天都笑咪咪地跟著師父們一起修行念經,因此也要我們學會放下,這樣他才可以早日修成佛道,真正地無牽無掛!聽完雖然很替杰儒開心,但我們畢竟是凡夫俗子,要如何不常惦記著他、不再看到有關他的種種就淚眼婆娑,可能只有靠著時間慢慢來撫平我們的傷口了。

杰儒應該不會喜歡我在他的無名發表文章吧(他一定會覺得媽媽寫的很遜!)?但看著他生病後的網誌內容一片空白,心中真的感觸萬千!或許日後我也不會常替他寫網誌,但希望杰儒的親朋好友們,當大家想起他時,還是可以來這裡逛逛,甚至留言給他;相信在天上的他,都會看得到,也會很高興的!

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  • 121樓

    121樓

    Someone has been here earlier than us this
    morning. No matter who you are, thanks for
    still remembering Jerry!

  • Mommy at March 8, 2013 09:56 AM comment
  • 122樓

    122樓

    Very big earthquake! Did you feel that, Jerry?

  • at March 27, 2013 10:23 AM comment
  • 123樓

    123樓

    每逢佳節倍思親!

  • at April 4, 2013 02:26 AM comment
  • 124樓

    124樓

    杰儒,君切切拿到證照了,她超高興的!!

  • at April 16, 2013 10:34 AM comment
  • 125樓

    125樓

    杰儒,今天是君切切國曆生日,也是二姑姑農曆生
    日.很巧吧,爸比有替你祝她們生日快樂喔!!

  • at May 2, 2013 11:13 PM comment
  • 126樓

    126樓

    You were in my dream this morning, finally.
    Thanks for letting me see you again, Jerry,
    and knowing that you're fine, which makes this
    Mom's Day (though it was two days ago)
    complete!

  • at May 14, 2013 10:54 AM comment
  • 127樓

    127樓

    今天是你小弟生日,老爸有幫你對他說生日快樂!!

  • at May 18, 2013 12:33 AM comment
  • 128樓

    128樓

    爸比今天換了台新電腦主機, 灌了不熟悉的Win 7,
    好多東西又得重新開始了!

  • at June 11, 2013 10:34 AM comment
  • 129樓

    129樓

    杰儒,暑假了,小弟跟阿公阿媽.三菇菇去日本玩.寶貝你要跟
    好喔!!

  • at June 29, 2013 09:45 AM comment
  • 130樓

    130樓

    Sur le pont d'Avignon,
    L'on y danse, l'on y danse.
    Sur le pont d'Avignon,
    L'on y danse tout en rond.


    This is the first & only French song I'd taught
    you, and I remembered you sang it aloud in the
    Taipei Zoo last time we were there. Didn't know
    how you had the courage to do that, but You were
    s~~~o cute then!

    Miss you on the very day of the third year
    without you...

  • at July 5, 2013 12:08 AM comment
  • 131樓

    131樓

    無時無刻想念你

  • at July 5, 2013 01:09 AM comment
  • 132樓

    132樓

    Jerry亞寧姐姊要當空姐了

  • at July 9, 2013 01:25 AM comment
  • 133樓

    133樓

    A very big typhoon, Sulik!
    We're going back to grandparents'
    house in Taipei this afternoon. Wish us
    luck and safety!

  • at July 13, 2013 09:55 AM comment
  • 134樓

    134樓

    We had a very good time there, thanks
    to your shelter.
    Ready for the next trip, eh? Be
    prepared!

  • at July 16, 2013 12:07 PM comment
  • 135樓

    135樓

    Teacher Jane is having a baby boy; will
    see them this morning. Going with us?

  • at July 18, 2013 10:21 AM comment
  • 136樓

    136樓

    你過得好嗎?老爸非常想念你...

  • at July 24, 2013 06:47 AM comment
  • 137樓

    137樓

    This afternoon we're going to throw an
    80th birthday party for Grandpa &
    celebrate Dad's Day for all fathers in our
    family as well. You'll be there, won't
    you?

    We all miss you so much!

  • at July 28, 2013 10:34 AM comment
  • 138樓

    138樓

    Today is your Aunt Mendy's bday. Let's
    wish her happy & carefree together!

  • at August 2, 2013 03:35 PM comment
  • 139樓

    139樓

    Father's Day, again!

  • at August 8, 2013 09:22 AM comment
  • 140樓

    140樓

    Every holiday, there are always people
    celebrating together happily. Also, some
    will spend it alone, or sadly without the
    one(s) they love.

    It's difficult for parents like us to be
    completely happy again. I'm trying, really
    hard, for I know you are there, watching
    us at all times!

  • at August 9, 2013 09:59 AM comment
  • 141樓

    141樓

    Julius' new harp is home today. He's
    very excited, but still not diligent
    enough...

  • at August 10, 2013 03:07 PM comment
  • 142樓

    142樓

    Two little brothers are going to play the
    harp in Fran's concert tomorrow
    afternoon. Wish them best luck & good
    performance!

  • at August 16, 2013 11:01 AM comment
  • 143樓

    143樓

    They had a fierce argument, which made
    me sleepless these days. Cannot but
    keep thinking what it would be like if you
    were still here. But is it anything to do
    with you? Really unfair to get you
    involved.
    Don't know what I can do; just have my
    fingers crossed and hopefully everything
    will be okay soon...

  • at August 20, 2013 10:34 AM comment
  • 144樓

    144樓

    Aunt 語瑄 is going to work in Shanghai.
    You'll watch her and wish her good luck,
    wherever she is or we are, right?

  • at August 22, 2013 10:53 AM comment
  • 145樓

    145樓

    Let's go to Taipei & Ilan today, and make
    this summer vacation a happy ending,
    Jerry!

  • at August 25, 2013 08:52 AM comment
  • 146樓

    146樓

    Coming back, exhausted but fulfilled. Did
    you have a good time too?

  • at August 28, 2013 01:09 AM comment
  • 147樓

    147樓

    無名年底要關閉?!
    要怎麼把你的網誌保存下來, 又不需要公開給所有人
    知道呢? 該先想想了...

  • at August 30, 2013 09:32 PM comment
  • 148樓

    148樓

    The other night, I saw you, on your
    little brother's face...

    He was giggling on bed, feeling that I
    thought he was asleep. When I heard
    the laughter, because of
    nearsightedness, I got closer to him
    and suddenly saw you were there!
    Though shocked, I felt quite relieved
    and satisfied. Thank you for letting me
    look at you, again!

  • at September 14, 2013 10:54 AM comment
  • 149樓

    149樓

    Happy Moon Festival, Jerry!

  • at September 19, 2013 02:31 PM comment
  • 150樓

    150樓

    Jerry老爸有幫你跟你媽媽說"生日快樂"

  • at September 25, 2013 11:56 PM comment
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