August 22, 2010

媽媽替杰儒打的第一篇網誌

今天是杰儒的"滿七"(習俗稱過世的第四十九天)。

過去近兩個月的每個逢七日,我們全家人都會到南投國姓的菩提寺 - 杰儒最後休息的地方 - 去祭拜他。每一次車子快到目的地時,我的眼淚總會不自覺的流下來;心裡雖知道車停後就可以看到杰儒,但事實上卻又不能真地見到他!這種錐心刺骨的痛,應該只有像我們這樣失去至親的人才體會得出來吧...

廟裡一個能通靈的師父告訴我們,杰儒每天都笑咪咪地跟著師父們一起修行念經,因此也要我們學會放下,這樣他才可以早日修成佛道,真正地無牽無掛!聽完雖然很替杰儒開心,但我們畢竟是凡夫俗子,要如何不常惦記著他、不再看到有關他的種種就淚眼婆娑,可能只有靠著時間慢慢來撫平我們的傷口了。

杰儒應該不會喜歡我在他的無名發表文章吧(他一定會覺得媽媽寫的很遜!)?但看著他生病後的網誌內容一片空白,心中真的感觸萬千!或許日後我也不會常替他寫網誌,但希望杰儒的親朋好友們,當大家想起他時,還是可以來這裡逛逛,甚至留言給他;相信在天上的他,都會看得到,也會很高興的!

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  • 91樓

    91樓

    爸比今天的心情不好, 因為三年前的五月廿日, 是
    你進手術房的日子...

  • Mommy at May 20, 2012 03:32 PM comment
  • 92樓

    92樓

    永遠的大寶貝,愛你!

  • 老爸 at June 4, 2012 01:59 PM comment
  • 93樓

    93樓

    You're the best son we've ever had.
    Do what you have to do in another world and
    we'll keep praying and giving our best wishes
    for you, till the day we meet!

  • at June 11, 2012 09:38 AM comment
  • 94樓

    94樓

    這個星期五, 你東大附中的同學們畢業了.
    下個星期, 你的小學同學也會陸續舉辦畢業典禮.
    杰勳弟弟也即將參加他自己的小學畢業慶典!

    杰儒呢? 應該正在天堂的學苑努力修行著吧!
    不論在哪裡, 杰儒永遠都是個最努力, 認真的學生!
    Keep working hard, as you always do!

  • at June 17, 2012 11:14 AM comment
  • 95樓

    95樓

    今天杰勳國小畢業了,小菩薩Jerry跟媽媽回你母校
    幫弟弟慶賀吧!

  • 爸比 at June 19, 2012 10:25 AM comment
  • 96樓

    96樓

    今天小寶貝唸了100多次阿彌陀佛迴向給你!

  • at June 20, 2012 09:18 PM comment
  • 97樓

    97樓

    特別的日子,特別的想念你

  • at July 5, 2012 11:58 AM comment
  • 98樓

    98樓

    It's been two years...

    Life, without you, is like living in a dream -
    only it's a nightmare!

    Best wishes to you, still, whevever you are!

  • at July 5, 2012 01:28 PM comment
  • 99樓

    愛你99樓

    嗨杰儒 兩年了 我已經畢業囉 你大概會嘲笑我念很久很遜 你在
    天上一定過的很開心 應該也長的比姐姐高了吧 miss U
    and be good :)))

  • at July 6, 2012 12:57 AM comment
  • 100樓

    100樓

    大寶貝,愛你!

  • at July 9, 2012 04:33 PM comment
  • 101樓

    台北101大樓

    昨天晚上君姐姐載了一車大的小的去逢甲夜市玩,
    超high的! You were also there having fun,
    right?

  • at July 12, 2012 09:55 AM comment
  • 102樓

    102樓

    感謝東大附中的師生們在畢冊中留了位置給我最
    愛的兒子..Jerry,謝謝!

  • at July 24, 2012 12:49 PM comment
  • 103樓

    103樓

    語暄阿姨從台北過來看你了, 雖然你的兩個弟弟把
    她吵得不可開交 - 當然主要還是那個最小的! ==

  • at July 31, 2012 01:42 PM comment
  • 104樓

    104樓

    東大附中的張老師打電話來告訴我們, 她留了一本
    國中紀念冊準備送給你 - 雖然裡面只有一張你略
    顯模糊的國小照片, 依舊又讓我們流下了感傷及感
    恩的眼淚...

    再次謝謝附中裡所有曾經幫助過我們的主任、老
    師及同學, 祝福大家, 也祝福杰儒!!!

  • at August 5, 2012 10:20 AM comment
  • 105樓

    105樓

    Sealed

  • Sealed at August 16, 2012 04:28 PM comment
  • 106樓

    106樓

    安姐姐今天要去澳洲(一年),要保護她喔!

  • at September 19, 2012 03:25 PM comment
  • 107樓

    107樓

    Happy Moon Festival to Jerry in heaven!

  • at September 30, 2012 02:28 PM comment
  • 108樓

    108樓

    以前跟Jerry一起去看中醫年紀最小的德閎弟弟,
    在上個星期二也回到他們主的懷抱永遠安息.

    爸爸代表我們去參加了他的追思會, 哀慟之情, 溢
    於言表 - 雖然我知道爸爸心中想念你的程度與悲
    傷遠超過對逝者的...

    RIP, for those who had been suffering any pain
    in our real world.

  • at October 25, 2012 09:31 AM comment
  • 109樓

    109樓

    老爸真的很想你!

  • at October 26, 2012 06:48 PM comment
  • 110樓

    110樓

    最近天氣冷了
    你那邊一定都是個晴朗的好天氣吧:))

    姊姊都常來看你的無名
    雖然過了很久但是感覺我們坐在fran老師車上尖
    叫甩尾大笑就像是昨天才發生的一樣

    今天冬補 希望Jerry也開心的溫暖愛你的大家
    :))



    米飯人 miss u

  • at November 8, 2012 01:22 AM comment
  • 111樓

    111樓

    謝謝妳, Tina姐姐!
    雖然Jerry給妳取了一個這麼怪的綽號~~~

  • Mommy at November 9, 2012 09:50 AM comment
  • 112樓

    112樓

    拜託 這是Jerry取的 別人都沒有歐 :)))

    我還記得去年玩線上遊戲名字就用米飯人
    感覺戰鬥力也變強哦
    米飯人大概是跟洛克人一樣厲害的傢伙吧!!

    今年的你應該已經帥帥又高高了
    姊姊也要跩跩的跟你說我也美美又漂漂

    miss u , be happy :)

    Rice man !!~

  • at November 12, 2012 10:40 PM comment
  • 113樓

    113樓

    謝謝樓上的Tina姐姐!
    Jerry特別的日子,老爸祝你在上天能天天快樂!!

  • at November 13, 2012 12:07 AM comment
  • 114樓

    114樓

    Tonight at 10:30, when Jerry was born 16
    years ago, all of us sat together and wished
    him a happy birthday.
    Though unable to do anything more but
    herewith is what I want to say to Jerry:


    Oh yeah, I'll tell you something,
    I think you'll understand.
    When I'll say that something
    I want to hold your hand,
    I want to hold your hand,
    I want to hold your hand.


    Oh please, say to me
    You'll let me be your man
    And please, say to me
    You'll let me hold your hand.
    Now let me hold your hand,
    I want to hold your hand.


    And when I touch you I feel happy inside.
    It's such a feeling that my love
    I can't hide, I can't hide, I can't hide.


    Yeah, you've got that something,
    I think you'll understand.
    When I'll say that something
    I want to hold your hand,
    I want to hold your hand,
    I want to hold your hand.



    Be a carefree angel, Jerry!

  • Mommy at November 13, 2012 11:03 PM comment
  • 115樓

    115樓

    There are many people saying to each other "Happy
    New Year!" at this moment. I'd also like to wish Jerry
    a joyful 2013, though with much sorrow in my heart...

  • Mommy at January 1, 2013 12:30 AM comment
  • 116樓

    116樓

    Happy new year!!

  • at January 1, 2013 11:54 AM comment
  • 117樓

    117樓

    We went to Nantou temple this morning, and the master there told Dad you came back to visit them the other day. You're tall, healthy and of course, good-looking, just as we expect. Sad and regrettable cannot see you in person, but good to know you're totally fine in each way

  • denisechting at January 17, 2013 10:23 AM comment | prosecute
  • 118樓

    118樓

    Love u so much!

  • Dad at January 17, 2013 03:54 PM comment
  • 119樓

    119樓

    寒假了,Jerry!

  • at January 20, 2013 03:28 AM comment
  • 120樓

    120樓

    For the last four days, all our family went to
    the southern Taiwan to spend the Chinese New
    Year holidays. You were coming along, weren't
    you?

    Jerry, happy Snake Year and be a good pal of
    your Uncle 欣原.

  • Mommy at February 10, 2013 09:00 PM comment
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