感想，思考，发泄

不知不觉，
已到了十一月中，
接近尾声了。
看看我该做的东西好像还有很多，
计划着旅行，计划该带我妈去哪，
还有报告要打，
天啊！

就快回去了，
既开心，又感伤，
想念着每个人，但，爱上了国外，爱上了欧洲，爱上了旅行（其实早爱上了）
回想着，一个人旅行，是独立的，是自由的，种种，让我难忘怀。
想想，明年虎年，
天啊，你说快不快，
虎年过了就兔年，
我就二十四岁了！！
真是感憾。

妈又催了，
又来了。
Ms koh, my mum asked me again..
if u and cliff is a couple..
can u go tell her..-_-
i actually hope the ans is yes..but i know..=X

Counting dwn: 39 days =)
Counting dwn: 9 days hooray
Counting dwn: 23 days =P

erm..dunno what to blog..
just that..today is sat..but it doesnt seem like sat to me..
nvm..haha..erm..dunno why am i here to blog too...
anyway..my in-training report..
i typed till 1000 words..
and have not type personal engagement part..
but really super sianz..so..maybe shall cont. when having my nxt off..

finally..dec is increasing its step..=)
im happy..coz i miss my families and friends..
this 1 year..lots of changes..
shall do reflection when its near to yr end..haha..
currenly my work schedule super hell..
coz..other than 9 working days set for me for dec..
the rest is still unsure..
and i cant simply plan my trip..
mum come --.heading to spain and some tour ard in Switzerland..
before that..if i got time..
im still thinking..france or germany??
NICE?LYON?CHAMPAGNE?MUNICH?BERLIN?
im a spoiled girl..
i super need travelling..
i can give up getting a bally bag, a freitag bag..
to travel ard..
but..i dunno where to go..=X
i thnk bro eye red when i told him i felt like going to NICE or LYON..
coz he ask me to stay in Swiss..-_-
all his fault can..show me that 世界那么大 show..haiz..

anyway..darling mandy..
if u reading this..let me know when u leaving spore??
im so sorry..i bot the choc waffle wanna send tgt de..
but off day never step out of htl..lolx..
are u leaving like soon?real soon?
i go back cannot see u le..=( so sad..
I WANNA SEE YOU DARLING!!! =P

Counting down:40 days
Counting down:10 days
Counting down:23 days

Hmm..actually hor..wanna blog..then dun wanna blog..
aiya..for those who know what i say right..
like got a moment wanna blog..
then when come to the com, don't wanna blog le..
haha..
Usually when I'm working I'll start to think today what I shall blog..lolx.
and same thing..once faced with the com, who cares about blogging..=X
anyway.today was thinking..
我和他，是这么开始的，
中四，十六岁的我，在二月二十四号吧，
与他开始了将近四年的感情，
所以，是在二十岁散的，哈哈，
现在的我，也只不过二十二啦，
所以，GREEDY ONION, 我等了两年半左右而已啦,
I mean, you shld listen to auntie nancy one..haha..
haha..okie..this is a rubbish tots, wanna tell u that I din wait so long la..=)
遗憾，是有的，
心痛，曾经 =)

hmm..yes yes..the counting dwn days is getting lesser..
I'll be back soon?
looking forward??
those who don't look forward, you may leave your comment here to tell me..
those who look forward..please leave comment too..
so that we can arrange meet-ups..=)
I guess maybe coz going back soon..
the missing getting stronger also..
i miss my families, friends, fishes, veggies..
bascially is miss all la..
and called ah ma like 2 days ago..
had a great chat with her..
promised her I'll bring her ard when im back..
so..haiz..needa start to get familiar with the car again when got back..=S

What have I done recently..hmm..nothing much actually,
watching shows, looking for jobs, head cracking report..
and I only done like one sentence for the report..
haiz..hope i can get it done more by tmr or wed..=X

Dear Dream Job,
please find your way to Jiang Yuan Ling Vian =)
coz im seeking the way out to you =)

Counting Dwn: 45 Days more
Counting Dwn: 15 Days more
Counting Dwn: 28 Days more

My off days have come to an end =(
so sad..haiz.
and I didn really fully use it la..
didn go downtown..
really cope myself up in the hotel for 3 days lorz..
to think i so powerful..haiz..
should have go travel..dammit..wasted..haha..
say only..actaully wanna save money..
making my bank to be with more money..=X

Rmb I mentioned the planning list that i wanna do..
let's see...

1. Tidy up my room --->not done..=P its just the table though, but I didn pack =P
2. Start sorting out stuffs to be sent, ----> not done too, I mean, I dunno which to be sent,
but I pack all my summer clothes in the luggage le..
winter clothes all out..and most prob summer clothes will be in the item list to be sent.=)
3. Open up a travel blog -->not yet, no time to read HTML code.=P
4. Open up a sales blog --> not done too, same excuse, HTML code kills =P,
i can take whole day de you know.
5. Look out for travel info for my yr end travel with mum..=) --> finally, something done..
haha, look up info on spain and germany..but still indecisive on where to go,
should I head up to Germany for like 3 days,
and head to spain (Barcelona and Madrid) for liike 5 days..
or either one of them?
coz, still..im gonna bring my mum ard swiss..=P
shall talk to my in-charge abt my work schedule first..=)

Where will my next destination be??

Counting dwn:57 days.

Here comes my 3 off days,
lovely off days,
short off days, whereby I cant go too far away from Swiss.
Therefore, I think I should guai guai stay in my hotel ba.
so as to save money also,
just walk out of my hotel to go town need money le..
stay in hotel, use net, save money. =)
like that then can get my shopping list done at yr end.
OH MY OH MY..
year end....so happy, my shopping list is sehr long de..
now waiting for joc for her long to give her news on burberry..
then i zoom down to zurich le...=)
simply cant wait to get that bag sia..
hope its cheap, i mean..if its within 400-450CHF i think im so gonna get it le..
currently it is selling at 790CHF?correct not ar angela?haha..
singapore selling at 1010SGD if im not wrong, or 1100?
and its out of stock in sing le!!damn, singaporeans are rich lorz..-_-

Anyway, i've been thinking..
since having these 3 days, what can I do,
thus,..i've planned something for myself to do..
instead of rotting and keep watching drama,
i guess..i should...

1. Tidy up my room, its way messy, I felt...
2. Start sorting out stuffs to be sent, though I done some..=X
3. Open up a travel blog -- been thinking should I do that not,
but then, I think I still wanna travel and my travelling won't just stop there, why not..=)
(Mum even asked me go write up a travel book. Gosh, gonna start digging pictures)
Since secondary, I was lucky enuff to be able to travel to different country like Korea, Japan, TW, China etc.
Past travel experience shall be updated when Im back in Singapore,
This year travel experience can be updated as I got the pictures...muahaha..=) and itinerary. =P
4. Open up a sales blog -- having this planning long time ago with boon le..
but haven execute only..boon, I'm gonna open the blog then we sell tgt k..=)
but currently I have the intention to sell branded goods..
5. Look out for travel info for my yr end travel with mum..=)
She simply cant make up her mind where to go..=X

Stay tune for my 2 blogs =)

Counting down: 60 days =)

Don't felt like blogging,
but don't know what to do..=X
Anyway I just felt that I'm a seriously contradicting person.
When I look at my countdown,
I felt that time really flies,
but the next moment I look at it again,
I start to wonder, why time fly so slow and why cant it go faster abit.
This is super contradicting right,
I bet that's life.=P
Recently have a change of view towards my supervisor,
but then, I think I'm taking back that change of view,
she is really 情绪变化多端,
sometimes can be really good to you, friendly to you.
next moment can change her face and not happy with everything you do.
Yesterday she said something to me which I'll remember for life man.
This is what she said: Everytime I do you also do.
I was thinking at that moment, if I don't do you say me, xie yan kan wo,
I do you said this to me.
Good Good Good, you good. Nevermind.

Anyway, gonna tell you guys that I most probably will be able to start meeting all of you from the start of 10 Jan.
Reason: Arrive in Singapore can't meet up de right,
2 Jan ah ma birthday celebration, 阿嫲大多任何人..
then, 4 Jan Mon, cant meet up de as most know its my family day.
and.......most importantly and exciting..
haha..I'm leaving Sing again on 5 Jan to 9 Jan.
haha..therefore will be only available from 10 Jan =X
But then if those don't mind next day working we can meet on 3 Jan too..=)

Counting down:64 days

Daylight saving time had officially ends..
on 25 Oct 2009, 3.00am
which means..
now spore is 7 hrs ahead of swiss.
and..its getting tougher for me to stay in touch with my loved ones..
when i finished work at 4 plus, its already 11 plus in spore..
who will still be up man..
1 hr do make a big diff..haiz..

Anyway, later gonna try using yoghurt as mask,
yes, you didn see wrongly..
Y-O-G-H-U-R-T..
according to my bro..
he say its gd..and say shld try..
okie..since here got yoghurt for me to use..
y not rite..
haha..and is not those cheap type somemore..
hope it will make my skin look brighter..haha...
erm..realise got more ppl come view my blog..
pls leave comments..=)

Counting dwn:67 days...

Hoho, rmb i said that boon, lan and jolleen sent me a parcel..
lolx..unexpectedly..
so here i am to post my great thank you to them.. with the pic..=) The parcel

The items =)

 
Haha, today did sth crazy, asked someone a silly qn..
and in turn, like out of nowhere,
suddenly another person asked me the same qn..
i mean..similar la..lolx. i find it damn funny,.

=X mude..nacht.
Counting dwn:neunundsechzig Tage.
Erm, did i spell correctly?haha.

是的，我受宠若惊
Thanks to Boon, Lan and Jolleen.=)
was working then suddenly the receptionist came up and brought a parcel to me..
then..i was seeing.singapore post..
cfm its for me de la..haha.
then..next..when i see the name..
i had a great shock..
and was like.omg..boon sent me things..gosh..
gosh gosh gosh..
cant wait for my break..
haha..then after that after lunch i bring the parcel back to room to open..
and gosh..i was like..this silly ger..
then..i go open up the card..
while i read it..i cried le..=X
erm..coz the thing is..
u dun expect it you know..
and..when i see the name on the parcel i nearly cried le..
though im smiling happily la..
today was wonderful..though I have to work sudden split shift..
and seriously..thanks you guys..
for the xmas pressie =X =P
izit xmas pressie??haha
but seriously..i really love you..=)
thanks..though u made me cried..haha..
Love Love Love.

Counting dwn:71 days

Yuppy..
today is Mum & Dad Wedding Anniversary..
29th year..
and their current location: Bali..
ever since the 25th I think,
they have been spending their anniversary overseas...
anyway,

By the way, I used bro age to rmb their anni.
haha..anyway..it had been a long way they come..
and bringing us up...
mum, dad, I promise I'll do my part..
Gosh, 29 years, indeed a long way isn't it..
I wonder if I can find my true love and last that long not..haha..
Nevertheless, I always think im lucky..=P
Next year 30th le..gosh..
sounds like something big..
guess have to really find a job quick and save up le..
thinking to sponsor them trip to overseas during their 30th anni,.
or....just get a gift..and is 2 lorz..=X
sis say give anything also divide by income..like that i jia lat le..
nxt yr only I work lelx, bro and sis still working..lugi..
now I can feel how bro feel last time le..haha..
okie..Im thinking of sponsoring trip..
but have not thought of places yet..
got 1 YEAR lelx!!!

Mum, Dad, I LOVE YOU,
THANK YOU BOTH FOR EVERYTHING =)
IM REALLY LUCKY TO HAVE YOU BOTH AS MY PARENTS.
though I do argue, quarrel, 顶嘴, lie to you, and do viele things and disappoint both of u..
you two have never ever give up on me..
and always shower me with love and care and concern..
放任我任性，撒娇，挥霍，
我真的好爱好爱你们，
Really..miss you both..想念.

Greedy Onion,
as your wish..I've called you..
and sing happy birthday song to you..
haha..did you know its a short version??
lolx..and Im the first to wish you in FB o..
haha..as promised..I'll wish you here as well..

erm..I shall not disclose your age here k..haha..

Im bored bored bored..
hai..mummy and daddy went to Bali..
and this makes me so bored..
haha..though me and mum will chat and watch our own show..-_-

cold cold cold..

Erm..Ms koh..this entry meant for you de..
im so sorry that I forget..
but you know..busy people tends to forget things easily??
erm..okie..rubbish, excuses..
i recalled le..this year didn't get to celebrate with you..
you know why la hor..
since I missed everybody's..
but I promised I'll call tomorrow..
I don't break promises..=P
Anyway last year you and smelly went to Shangri La for high tea..
I guess that timing I have class and project meetings ba?
thus missed it..
and I look back to you blog comments, I actually wanna find you after that de..
but you met ur friends le..=X
I'll get comestics back for you k?
haha..since Im gonna get..
you don't drink also cannot ge you liquor ma..=X
sorry la hor..Im really seriously very guilty now le..

Plus, I tried to find out by all means le..
I even looked back to my blog entries in Oct '08 lorz..
haha..and while feeling guilty and anxious to find out
why I missed out the celebration last year..
I cant helped laughing at myself..=X
for my stubborness, childishness..haha..=P
erm..coz of those I cant forget him..I miss him post..
and mind filled with him..
cant believe that I can actually type so well on it lorz..=P
i guessed...i really come a long way to let go man..
haha..i still rmb..a phrase..
i cant take back my heart immed..
but i'll take it back slowly..give me time etc de..=P
okie..im laughing at myself..while feeling guilty at the same time..

Hmm..I hope I not a burden to you..=X
at least I gave you my blessings..lolx..
I bet I'm not a burden..haha..

Cant stand any longer in the room,
decided to go down town to walk around,
with no intention to buy anything ofcourse..
however, the moment I went into H&M,
i saw the jumper skirt that i eyed on that time..
and its on sale costing 20CHF instead of the usual 50CHF..
so...good buy right..
so i get lorz..
but didn't see till another thing i eyed on that time tgt with the jumper de..
which is the vest..
haha..yes yes..wanna get the vest but never see till..sad sad..
should I go zurich and check it out??haha..
just kidding..keep spending..terrible..

anyway..the weather really change dramatically lorz..
last sun was hot like crazy..
then mon rain..
then 接下来 the temperature is cooling..
not to cold like siao..
but now..from yest onwards is very cold le..
currently my heater is on, im wearing long sleeve with jacket..
arrgghh..juz now came back on the way was super duper cold like siao..
xiao lan will know..
coz both of us was chatting..haiz..
regret not bringing my scarf and gloves out..
haha..now..coz afraid of inconvenience,
never wear gloves, hands are cold..
haiz..真的，好想念他那双温暖的手啊..
i think just now wear not enough,
migraine back..painnnnnn...haiz..
heard frm angela that this year the coldness will come earlier..
gosh..im wearing skirt for work de lelx..omg..jia lat...

Counting dwn: 78 days.

Hmm..I know this is super long ago lorz..
like..when im in sec sch??
haha..but happened to came across it again in FB..
someone sharing it..
and thus, i went to watch again..
and same thing again..i cried..
lolx..and i went ahead watching the chi version too..
没有你的每一天..
used to be my fav k song..
或许是因为固执，
不肯放开，
想念着曾经，所以成了我最爱唱的,
haha..used to be..but somehow..something is missing le..
haha..the feeling =P i guess i wun be K-ing that song in ktv again =X
but nevermind..haha..
anyway..wanna share it here also..
with eng subtitles..
I still love the mtv lots..
its really super duper touching..
i guess im gonna go learn how to play this when i got back to spore le..
needa find the scores for it first..=)


My friends, no tissue to offer you..very far away..haha..

Weather changing, body adjusting..and thus...sick.....

I had one more day off which is today..
intially supposed to work today..
but due to the weather forecast stating that today weather nicht gut..
plus there is no guests around..
the mgr decided to give me 1 more day off..
unexpected off day came too last min..
i cant go overseas..
if not 4 days off just nice I just go Germany de lorz..haiz..

been trying hard to upload the pictures to FB..
but I don't know what had happened to it.
It just don't work on me..zzz 好纳闷啊

我想，
我真的已经放开了，
太替自己高兴了。
能很舒畅地与他聊天，
像平时与朋友聊天似，
这一切，
终于，告一段落了 =)