12 Oct 2011
8.26pm

Out of a sudden..
This particular question-mark pop into my mind...

"What is the scariest when your age hits 26?"

a) The "aging" number you're hitting each year?
b) or ... Our apperance begans to age??

Hahahah...
Basically none of it comes into my mind...other than..

*It's the year whereby our buddies will booombard us with tons & TONS...& T.O.N.S of  wedding invitiation !!"

OH MY GAWD.....~~
I could definetly feels a hole as Deeep as "Batu Caves" within my little small pocket.....LOL~~~~~
Nevertheless, what's really excited me the most is seeing each of them getting married with the one that they really wish to build their little family together.. : )
THAT  is what matter the most....

Each time i see them walking down the aisle with the one that they love..
Wondering to myself..
When will it be my turn...
Holding hands with the one i love..
Saying " I DO"..
Leading our life together during our ups and downs...: )
Sounded simple...yet it's not...

To find someone who's able to lead their life together is definetly hard...
A good example?
*Pointing to myself*..... Haha...
Sounded miserable? Haha
Maybe Yes...Maybe No....
Life still goes on.....
Leave it to faith...

If Faith says "Hey, jas..u've found the right one to say *I-DO*"....
And i will defitnely grab him & scream with excitement " I DO"....hahahahaahhaha.....~~
As for now....
Just wait little faith to whisper some good news to me.. : )

10 Oct 11
7.17pm

I noe this post should be done wayyy long before...
yet suddenly i've have the feel to blog again (yeap...after nearly half year did not blog.. =_="..can u believe it!)



Wif Savvy... : )

First it was Chris, who flew to lion city to work..
Now it's Savvy...:*(
One by one our gang is flying over there....
I've to add oil d.....Hahaha...

Nevertheless, we did have a simple farewell gathering for savvy... : )
As usual, am the "master-planner" for our gathering...=___="
Hence i've called the closest buddy which is still around in msia..(sorry jayden & chris...you guys in lion city jor.. :*(..or else it will be fun having u guys here too )



With my handsome hunks..Des, Eygenn, Savvy & Dy...hehehe.. : )












Savvy with the little half-finish scrap-book i've made for him...:P

Sorry, savvy...haha....time limit...only manage to finish half of it... the other half of the remaining pages..hehe u can continue with your own "diary scrap"... hehehhehe

Well...will definetly miss savvy now....
Nevertheless, hahhahahha we can talkbox now...:D Free-of-charge....hehehhehe
All the best to you !!!!
Make sure you're there when i come spore ! Hehehehe.....

27 April 11
11.15pm

Craving.......

Have you ever wanting to eat something so badly that you decide :

"No !! Today i M.U.S.T have it no matter what"??? o.0"""

Hahahha..

That's what i did today !!

Frankly speaking, since weeeks ago i have been ever craving to have bulgogi.~~~~
And at last i did today, together with CL... : )







With our dishes....
It does looks a lot, yet all the serving are bery bery little...o.0"




Our Korean soup... : )

With the current stress am having..
Having my long craving food definetly makes me smile again... : )

25 April 2011
11.20pm

The day has arrived..
At last your big day has arrive, d : )


 

Check out how smiley our bird-day boy gave us.. : )

Really say million thanks to everyone who took their special time and celebrating D's birthday together : )




Zoom straight after work,..
Met up with everyone at Tropicana Mall before we began our simple yet full-filing dinner together..
Catching up with each and everyone since it's quite some time since we last gather in a group....





Me and our big *ahem* boy.. *giggling*..

Overall, happy bird-day, D...
Hope whateva you wish for will achieve soon...
You're the best !!
*hugz*...... : )

19 April 2011
8.30pm

Today, another day has passed...
Feeling much better from the last...
I do missed what i've missed yet am slowly slowly coping now...: )
And i should really thank you for that.....
You've made me realise the fact that i'm trying to avoid...
Hoping my luck will change....
Yet, it won't...
Nevertheless, i know you did mean well....
Thanks a lotz, buddy...... : )

Had another good swim today straight after work....
Been trying to excercise a little since i'm slowly slowly gaining weight..
Hahahahahahha..
Thanks to all the good food that i've been eating lately....*Oh No*... haha

Nothing special has been happen much these past few days..
Been -silent- down... : )
Looking at the bright side,
It's a good thing too....: )

At least silent down for past few days..
Before another few hectic for next the next few days...
Hehe balance a little... : P

18 April 2011
8.30pm


The moment i received your reply....
Tears started slowly flooded.....
Yet told myself i did that i have to be strong.....
Please do not tears......

That's when my buddy decided to cheer me up...
He just spoken one short sentence which sounded :

"We're two fallen ducks trying to remain floating in a river"...

Fallen ducks? Floating in a river?
I chuckle when i re-read it again & again....
Smile to myself thinking back what he mention....
Truthfully..
No matter where..how..when...
I'm always the fallen duckling...
As long as i tried my best to float & stayed cheerful sunny.....
Everything will gets better...

It's won't be as easy as it sounded..
Yet..at least i've tried..
I know i will overcome it soon....
TIme is all i need.... : )

18 April 2011
12.30pm

It's been weeks that i've been keeping it to myself.....
In the end......
I've spoken it out..........
What i've in mind....
What been going round and round my own head....

Been thinking thrice before i gave courage to voice it out...
Yet...
Guess it didn't turns out well...
Maybe i should keep to myself instead.....

I've just lost faith.... Really really lost it....
Sometimes i'm just tired of these...
But life still goes on........
Don't worry...
You won't hear me any longer...
Eventhough it's hard....
I will be as silent as a lamb........... : )

16 April 11
9.45am

Got a *zap* yesterday from one of my buddy which sounded :

Guy   : *knock* knock*..-peeping- where have u been? so silent?

Me : *peeping*.... Still here....*smiling*

Guy    : Hardly see you MSN, Skype, FB (not much wall post)...taught you gone-with-the-wind.....Lol~

I just *smile* seeing his zap....

Yea...been Missing-In-Action (M.I.A) lately....
Hardly on my MSN, Skype or wallpost on FB much these days...
Suddenly just feels like quiet down for a period of time...
Why?
Been asking the same said question myself too....
Maybe this is wat we called "aging period" ...Hahahahaha
Drinking session...Clubbing session..is totally cross out from my dictionary these days UNLESS  there's a special occasion (eg: Birthday..)
But if food gatherings with buddies,..
I will surely go if i'm free and not back hometown... : )

Lately...
Going back hometown is quite an excitement for me...
Eating homecook food by mom (on weekends) and dad (If i manage to speed back after work on friday itself) ..
Spending my weekends with parents & Bei, my naughty white poodle..
It's priceless.... : )
As years past by, everyone tends to age...so does our parents...
Hence, intend to squeeze whateva possible time i have for them... : )

Eventhough PJ -> Hometown only takes 45 to 1 hour drive..
Yet, frankly speaking....
It's really hard for me to go back as often since weekend is sooo little (one month, we only have at least 4 weekends..=_=)
And 4 weekends a month is just not enough for me....: (
2 Weekends for parents, 1 weekends for friends, 1 weekends just spending time for myself solo-ly... : )
But yet, lately weekends is just too pack for me...........
And i've to re-shedule my weekends plan again so i could spend more time with family...

Lately, mom forwarded me an email from her long-lost-friend during their youngers days, which sounded :

"Glad to meet you & your daughter after all these years. Imagine haven't seen your daugher & she's now a grown-up young pleasant lady. Glad for you. If she can sit all those hours listening to us and not bothered about shopping. I see she's quite a patient girl who will take care of you & respect you*

I just went *touche* when i read...
Exspecially from mom's best buddy...
It's been quite a number of years (20+ or more years) that they last meet..
And recently they've manage to contact each other & plan for a met up in KLCC last month..
Hence i just tagg along and had lunch with them while listening to their good-old-days....: )
Frankly speaking, while they're nicely catching up..
Was also wondering to myself, wouldn't it nice to met up wif our old buddies when we're in our 50s & 60s ??
Keeping in touch...seeing their kids grow up.....It's totally priceless... : )

Hopefully i do have my chance seeing my buddies kids grow up beautifully & handsomely....
Imagine when we grow old,
Yet kids just reminds us of our good old days....

-Priceless-........ : )

30 March 11
7.45pm






The moment our clock strike 4.45pm S.H.A.R.P..
We just shouted :

JOM MALACCA !!!!!

Hahaha
Yeap..you heard me right.....
Me, Yana & Ros was going for our 3D2N Malacca trip !!
Straight after work last friday,
Zoom straight down to Malacca...
By the time we check in was around 8pm...: )

Fenix Inn was the simple accomdation for our 2 nights in melaka....
Basically we just heart it there..
Eventhough it's not as classy as the others 4stars Hotel,
Yet we just love the LOCATION of it...
Walking distance to both Mahkota Parade & Dataran Pahlawan..
What can we say more... : )

Nevertheless,
We had our dinner at SIMPLY FISH.~!!
And yeap! It's also a walking distance of 3 min from our hotel : )




I just missed this place soooo sooo much : )
Still remember during my uni days, i heart coming here to eat !!!!
Brings back good old uni memories it gave me.. : )



My favourite dishes of all....: )



Check out the flaming,man... : )






Both Me & Yana even manage to give a scary post with the chef of Simply Fish..Hehe

We even manage to have a short night walk around our hotel area after our fullfilling dinner : )





Had an extremly great night sleep for our next morning's food marathon.. : )



Had an early stroll around the red building..









Visited one of the muzium near the red building.. :)






After our red building scanning..
Went to have our brunch at Mahkota Parade.

Tried Breeks Cafe there...

22 March 11
9.00pm

Sigh.......
I know i shouldn't have this :( feeling.....
Instead...
I should be really really happy for you.......
Because this is what you really intend to achieve since the past years....
But what i know is..
I will really terribly missed you........

When you told me that you'll be leaving in 1+ week time...
I just went stunt....
I mean...
It's just too fast for me as i taught of meeting u up early april for catch up....
I know tears of sadness i shouldn't give...
Instead....
Tears of happiness and a smile i would give...

Say is easier than done..
if i'm to send you off...
I know i will be crying flooded with tears... *shit,man*
After this,
I just won't know when will i be able to see you again.....



I will missed you a lotz.... : ( : ( : ( : (

20 March 11
12.30am





It was a day to remember as it was just a day after his birthday....
Decided to give him a small surprise birthday celebration for him..
Instead, "heart-attack" he gave us.....Haha..






With his bended knees,
He proposed to her longtime sweetheart...



It totally took us by surprise, Mr.Macho Man...Haha
But we do extremly excited happy for both of you...
Congrats again, Boon Boon & WN...: )



Hmm..Wonder when is your R.O.M...*can't wait*...Hehe

17 March 11
4.25am

It seems so real....
Just so real.......
As if i'm really really IN it myself....

The last you've come "visited" me in my dream was 4+months back (20th October 2010)..
And this round..
You came again & gave me another cheerful dream......

Dream started when the moment i step back home...
Surprisingly, mom was in a room & her eyes are in tears.....
Was aware another "ceremony" is held in our place
When i looked at the body lying on the bed..
I realised it's someone i know....not a relative.....
By looking at the body lying stone on the bed...
Strangely it just gave me a feeling that i know this old lady well...
As though i've seen her somewhere & an old friend of popo....

And then the scenery jumped into another room..
That's where i saw you lying stone on the bed....
You're still the same old you, with your favourite black clothes...: )
Surprisingly, in my dream..
I'm already aware & know that you've already *left*  us long time ago & is already in a much better place..
But to see you lying beautifully on the bed..in our home totally surprise me...
Was about to asked mom why-popo's-body-in-our-room...
Mom just looked at me while smiling said to me :

"Just for one day, dear...Just for a day...Go to bed"...

Was about to turn walking to my room,
That's when popo body move herself....sit up....eyes open & smiling looked at me as if normal...
Frankly speaking..
I was just stunt...speechless...
Cause what had just happen was...

My popo which has already passed away 1+ year back is sitting right in front of me as nothing had happen at all.. o.0"

Scenery jumped again..yet it's still in my house (as if everything been fast forward)...
This time i was in bed...sharing with mom.......
That's when Popo smiling walking came towards our bed & sleep beside me... o.0""
It didn't really scares me since the moment i saw her "wake-up" earlier...
But gave me a very strange lost-longging-feeling-of-her-near-me....Yes. I missed her.....
And the next part was even freakier...
The old lady which passedt away & had her ceremony held in our house earlier  woke-up-from-death where she just sits up from the bed she slept during the ceremony..
(Yeah! Surprisingly, don't know why the ceremony is held in one of our other addtional bedrooms next to my bedroom)
So all she did was walk towards my room & sleep next to me....
Strangly again..... this particular old lady gave me a long-lost feeling...just the same like popo gave me...
As if i know this old-lady well...
So now the bed that i'm sleeping is squeeeze together with Popo, The-Old-Lady & Mom.....

I looked at mom sweating, giving her my look of "what-is-happening-now?"
With one smile....Mom repeat again smiling ::

"Just for a day....Just for a day...Go & sleep"...

That's when i slowly realise that Popo is "given-a-day @ 24 hours" to come down & visit us again..
She looks the same old healthy her..
With a cheerful looked on her face...Wearing her favourite black attire, with her normal hair-styled... : )
All these while in my dream (which looks extremly real to me..as if i'm really in it myself)..
Popo just looked at me & smile.....No words been spoken .
Yet i know...
Looking into her smiling eyes...she's really happy over there....: )

That's when i woke up...
And the time on my lappy showed : "4.25am @ 17 March 2011"...
Decided to blog it down since the beautiful dream i had of her was still extremly fresh on my mind...
Ain't know why i've this strange feeling that she's happily over there...not to mention, she had her buddy (the old lady) to accompany her over there).
Since you've left us; 5 Dec 2009...i still missed you a lot...........

13 March 11
8.45pm



Looking at the tons of broshure i've grab today..
It's really time for another deep-fast-survey again....
Basically did not really booked anything at all today as time was slightly rush for me...
Hence,
All i did was just grab..grab..and grab.... o.0"""

To booked on the spot without planning i will not...
Prefer to grab...search...survey then only booked..
Furthermore, some of the promotion even valid after matta fair....(did booked one last year weeks after the matta fair day for my krabi trip)
Eventhough sometimes the price may not be as cheap as matta fair...
Yet...hehe i still prefer to booked few weeks before my trip..
At least i did my homework.... : )

Free & Easy trip is what i love the most...
At least i get to survey places myself.....
Single travelling or with a travel accompanian...i'm fine... : )
As long as travel time is match....
Just click..booked...and fly.....

Getting lost is common when you're travelling...
As long as you've a map with you...
Speaking english or mother-tongue is easy..
Worse if they don't understand...
Pen & paper is important while travelling
As long as you can draw-drawn pictures....Hahaha..
Or Or Or...
Body language is another fast alternative... Hahahahahahha**~

Being the-eldest-&-the-youngest in my family..
I've learned something my parents taught me that i'm really thankfull...
In life.....
If you won't try...You will never know..
If you do get lost...All you do is to asked & answer will be given...
Shy we musn't...or else we will never learn..
If you don't fall....you will never learn from mistake...
Each mistake we made is a slap to make us realise never to make it again....

And yeah..
I just love travelling besides photography.... :)

9 March 11
11.00pm




It was 6.15pm....
Holding onto my i4....
Ain't know why, it was bery warm in sudden....
With just one *zap* (watsapp) message came in...
In seconds...
The whole screen went blank...blackout...hitam-terus...
Tried to type in my password...
Yet nothing came out...
Screen terus blank....
Tried pressing the button tons of times..........
Results of it remains the same... *Blank*...

Requested my buddy to call my handphone...
To check if the screen is working or not...
Dailing tone of my phone went through..
Yet the weird is...
My phone is not ringing..not vibrating...no screen.....just-went-death....

Sigh..
Cut it short...
Have to die die go to Digi Center tomorrow to check it out then.....
Not sure when will i get back my phone...
Yet one thing for sure..
I'll sure kena from my buddies cz i've to re-asked them their contact number if all the contacts are gone in my hp.. =_="
Nevertheless, i'm still contactable by MSN, SKYPE, FB (but the reply will hv to wait till i back home to check it), or my Housephone.. (i forget wat's my house number..so advisable to give me ur contact & i'll miss call you).. =___=""

Life without phone is soooooo UNEASY, man...........



T____________T

7 March 11
11.00pm




The moment i reach back hometown last week....
I saw this parcel of "skynet" on my table....
For once i know it's from him...... *smiling brightly*...

Told me he did since last month that there'll be a parcel for me....
But since i'm still has *lost memory* of my new homeaddress in PJ..
Hence gave him the usual hometown address to him instead....hehehe..
And since i hardly back hometown nowdays...
Manage to retrieve this special give "Flew"  to my doorstep only last week... : (
Really really extremly sorry for the delay....

Nevertheless...
I really really heart the pressie of course !



With the english-style-look-frame..
It just looks beautifully gorgeous..... : )
If there's a pic of you..lagi C.A.N.T.I.K...
HAhahahahHHahahahahHAhahhahHAhaha****~~~
Terpapar-kan muka you saje kat frame tooo....
Limited edition, weiiii....
HAhahahhAHhahAHhahHAhahHAH****~~~

Overall,
Thank You Bery Muchie for the pressie...



I really heart it......

Frankly speaking...
I do missed the feeling of getting snail-mails..
The letters you wrote fill with long-grandma-stories...
Lick it with stamps....
And chuck it to Mr.Postman to be delivered Snail-ly...
It may takes 2 days..3 days..or even 4 days to the so-call destination..
Whereby you'll be siting by the postbox daily...
Counting flower-petals (he came today..he came not..he came today..he came not)..
And in the end..
Mom will be chasing after me as i've destroyed her flowers she grows.. =___=""
That was me..... Haha...... o.0"""

Since the e-technology has exist...
News passes as speed of lighting.....
The Pros is you will get the latest news...
The Cons of E-tech...
You will see everyone started poking their iphones/ handphones...
Messaging each other eventhough they're just siting infront of each other......o.0"""
Cut it short..
No voice need to be spoken loud..
All you need is your finger & your handphone..
Everyone can start doing their *Poking* instanly......

Well...
As time pass....things changes....
Either for better or for worse...... : )