December 18, 2008

愛 情 的 第 三 者

 





   一份感情,能夠三人成行嗎?

一切要我等待的理由,我能深信不疑嗎?

面對一個不確定的結果,還能繼續投入殷殷期盼嗎?








   

   一連串的疑問轟炸得人深夜難以成眠,

今天你說了上千種無法與她分開的原因,

我的情緒不能自已的縮進了自我的保護殼,

從這段感情開始以來,第一次有了想要退卻的心,

想要恢復自己單身雖然偶爾寂寞,

但心理沒有負擔的生活。









   我從來無法克服的是,大大方方昭告親友自己有男朋友,

因為你同時也是別人的,說來令人心虛、連自己都騙不了自己。

無法放開心胸和你親密漫步在街頭,因為深怕撞見你的另一個她,

甚至她的親朋好友。每次難得的約會,總怕聽見電話鈴聲響起,

因為每一次她的來電,總令我甜蜜雀躍的心迅速滑落谷底,

拼命說服自己不去在意,努力隱藏自己的情緒,

但心頭的那一抹沉重,卻依然漸漸佔領我的心,

又悄悄侵蝕我的情意。









   今晚覺得好累,

想放棄一切恢復以往好友般的知己情誼比任何時刻都要來得強烈,

更懊悔自己為何當初要跨越那到戀人的界限。









   愛情的甜蜜漸漸在第三者的道德愧疚感中消磨殆盡,

對你的感情,也在一切曖昧不明的情況下,

由百分之百的認定到如無根浮萍般的四處游移、舉棋不定。









   在這一段甜蜜的日子裡,淚水卻成了常造訪的不速之客,

有時是因為朋友質詢的委屈,有時是因為內心壓力的宣洩。

戀愛兩個月哭泣的次數總比一整年還多。但我從來不愛說,

因為知道你煩心事多,不想多增加你的煩惱與壓力。

直到情緒瀕臨界點,靠著淚水來排解。








   也許放下令人不捨,或許愛戀難以分割。








   但如果能夠因此擁有一段長遠的友誼,

給自己一顆平靜的心,也許自己該揮揮衣袖,斬斷一切,

還給她一個完整原本就屬於她的他,也給自己一片嶄新的天空。

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