大學最後一個暑假

July 1, 2012

隨著時光飛逝.我也到了要思索未來出路的時間了
最近真的很忙.忙到沒時間浩朋友吃飯.
第一次這麼布希望暑假的到來，最近真的很羨慕許多同學到Disney國外打工
或遊學.我知道不該羨慕別人.但對比自己的生活，真的很平淡無趣.忙到沒自己時間
最近也感覺自己改變了，但不是太好的方向
從聽西洋high歌到聽悲傷情歌
出門逛街必買衣服的到現在提不起勁又懶得逛街
只要有一天不用坐著讀書6小時就很開心，想想有點可悲
這可是我大學最後一個暑假ㄚ
昨天朋友線上聊天，他說:你是誰?
雖然他是開玩笑的說，但我也想自己真的改變很多
越來越情緒化~說哭就哭，不知向哪個朋友訴說，父母也不懂
朋友不是'在國外或有事在忙，又不想影響別人的心情
越來越不Sunny，我想是太寂寞了！原來有人陪伴是多麼重要
我真的很想很想也出國去Disney打工而不是虛晃我的最後一個暑假
畢業後的工作的事真的值得我犧牲這最後一個暑假ㄇ?什麼是我的目標?
I just want to do some meaningful things to make good memory on my last summer vacation.
Af ter that,I have to be a mature man and face the uncertainty of my job.
I don't want to envy other people .But I can't control myself.
To live well is an difficult thing,I can't tell other what I am worried about because no one can tell me the answer.
Exercise is the only entertainment for me now. crying is the only way that I can do to express my emotion.
To forgive others is the same as forfive myself.
I don't like myself now ,I want to be happy and sunny girl.
The only thing I feel good is that I become thinner than before and stomach as well.