*~Hu|yuan (: 此生为伊自转

ok.
this shall be my latestestestestestestestest post, and then i will shut down my lappy and bring it to faraway zhejiang.

My hubby decided to blog like one  month after his last post, and make me swoon over his words again. =D


photo by ashin 2009

今年的台北像是任性的女孩。
跨年的時候，冷得只差沒有下雪了。
前幾天，又在二月裡，演出六月的炎熱劇情。

從10度到30度，
在地球的生物帶，其實不算太大的差距。

還記得第一次到哈爾濱，
出了機場，有人對我們說：
「你們來的正好，這兩天不冷呢，正好、正好。」

那時候是零下16度...。是說，零下30度才能算冷。

這麼說來，
台北不算任性囉？

不，
他就在我半夜去買咖啡準備繼續寫歌的時候，
給我下雨了。

忽冷忽熱，挺好的，也挺壞的，
我的台北。
______________________________________

然后我就很没劲地想起了Ah cheng 在year 1时给我们听的：
“台北不是我的家 我的家乡没有霓虹灯”
ROFL!!!!!!!

他把台北和天气拟人化了。
厉害。=D
不愧是摇滚诗人。
wheeeeeeee~~~~

然后我觉得新加坡的天气也很任性。
每天都在下雨。
是因为我要走了，天空在为我哭泣吗？
XDDDDDD
然后我的两件STAYREAL不可以干。
LOL.

oh.
昨天经过harbourfront时，看到一间发廊：


MASA HAIRDRESSING.
玛莎发廊。

我希望店主不是五月天粉丝。
=X

拜托，玛莎和头发，这关系太不搭了吧？
XD

他或许可以来这里尝试修理头发。
ROFL.

很好。
我就以这个很无聊的po结束了我Wretch的生涯。
ROFL.

就这样。
blogspot 见！=D

i realise, i havent been blogging properly ever since modlit ended, SIMPLY BECAUSE, 
I HAVE NO TIMEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
WAS SO BUSY WITH THAT DAMN FAREWELL VIDEO CAN!!!!!! D:

and by the time i know it, im alr blogging my last post in wretch!
好不舍得哦！
and this is also my last proper post in singapore! D:

i was still looking in awe @ my seniors who were leaving last year @ terminal 3, shuang crying like siao, and all those 依依不舍, and was still wondering how would it be like for my turn...

and its like going to happen 22hours later! OMFG!

ok! i shall date back to 20/02/2009!
modlit exam: omfg i almost broke my hand from writing 674837475663622 chinese words that day during the paper. D:

the 名词解释 part, i CHIOOOOOONGGGGGGGGGGG AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
(scene of many warriors charging with their horses appearing)
and my handwriting turned into what's in my caifang notebook.
火星文。=D

and then SHOOOOOOOOOOOOTINGGGGGGGG came out! D:
and so, i CHIOOOOOOOOOONGGGGGGGGGGGG AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
*hands breaking ing*

and then the last part my hand left one bone liao.
and 狂人日记 came out, and i dont know what was i writing. ROFL.

ok!
AND I MANAGED TO FINISH THE WHOLE DAMN FARKLOAD PAPER!!!!!!!
WOOOOOHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!!!!!

and then went to hms office to meet shuang, take XX assignment,  bitch with the juniors, blah,LOl.

and went makan place with senior jessica, shuang, zhai to bitch again.

and then we set off to yoga concert!!!!

fark bus 11 @ kallang!!!!nabeh! forever wait so long one,and forever not comingggg!!!!!!
so me and shuang decided to hail for a cab to send us to indoor!!!!

for yoga concerttt!




went with shuang, jess, bel, zhai, and mnujie!!!
called mnujie up @ last minute, and she cancelled her appointment!
WOOHOO! =D

Yoga was a great performer, loved his attitude for standing firm to what he thinks and believes, and not being swayed by the commercialised music industry.
his concert was filled with 冷门 songs!!!!!
to the extent it was overly leng men, but nevermind!!!!
he dug out alot of the songs being buried in my memories, like
陈绮贞《躺在你的衣柜》(stuck in my head ever since the concert!)
陈奕迅《对不起谢谢》
范晓萱《我要我们在一起》（哎哟哎哟哎哟哎哟哎哟~~~~XDDDDD）
and he sang alot of his 冷门 songs in his album, like 《请说》、《慢一点》!!!WOOHOOOOO!!!!
and alot of old songs!!! from 《对你爱不完》、《青苹果乐园》、《叉烧包》 and to songs i never even hear before!!!!! ROFL!
and he danced! D:

and i screamed at most of the songs he sang that i like,LOL!
and when he sang 神秘嘉宾, i was very moved and that is why i decide to put the song in my class farewell video.

and somehow i think 星光帮 is really something that 伴随 me in CHS, i still rmb-ed how HAWWTTTT were they when i was in year 1, seniors bel jess yao blah and me was like talking about them all the time. =D
and that time the hottest song was 《因为我相信》！that song even became their farewell video song! =D
and i still rmb how we used to K 《我爱的人》 all the time after yoga sang it,hahaha.

and that is why when he sang that song that day, many yr1 small small memories started 2 come out in my head.
and 《走钢索的人》！！！！
screameddddddd!!!!!!!!!
i was so afraid he wont sing this song!!!!
i still rmb when i was in yr1, that song is on repeat mode in my mp3!LOL!
wooooohooooooo!!!!!!!!

and who said his attitude sucked?
he just hold firm to what he believed in, that's all.
只要他爽，我们爽，其他人管什么？
and so he said, he wil sing until his 假音没有掉。
woooohoooooo!!! and so he had 2 encores! 
but both times, to our disappointment, he did not sing 《伯乐》！
was so disappointed!!!!

and guess what?
the last 2 songs he sang, i had no idea what song was it, and that the last song's title got to be something like......

狂人日记。

right.its eason chans song. D:

and i was happy that because of yoga, i fell in love with this song!
by 四分卫！
its called 《雨和眼泪》！
very touching song, and very nice!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8D_KuyRglBQ
watch it! =D

yoga! rocks! =D
because he's a MAYDAY FAN!
but he nv sing their songs that night leh. =X

and saturday! i miraculously woke up for work! =D

and i was so happy!

because.....

 

I GOT A CHANCE TO DO A HEADLINE, LIKE FINALLY!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOHOOOOOO!!!!!!

I interviewed the BIGGEST SHOT IN SINGAPORE'S TABLE TENNIS SCENE!
shall not comment much here though, but felt super satisfied with myself when my boss said,
“不错不错” to me! =D

and boss treated office to a chinese restaraunt called Peach Garden to send me off!
the 北京烤鸭！ yumyum! =D
skin super crispy ! =D

seriously, i hope to go back to SPH for internship! =Dseriously, i hope to go back to SPH for internship! =D
the people there are nice! =D

sunday!

went to meet mayday khakis for Fish & Co @ dhoby.!!
thanks for the treat!
lets go for manhattan fish market when i come back!
(ie. lets not go back to fish and co,haha!) 

and then went to shopshop, and bought my 《盛夏光年》OST @ sembawang!
wanted to go look for Joanna's album, but sold out.
Khalil Fong's album also sold out. =X
but i rmb i told myself the other time i go sembawang and saw the OST, if the next time i come and the cd is still there, i will buy it! and so its there! and so i bought it! HAHA!



WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
ASHIN ASHIN!!!!!!!
@ A DISCOUNTED PRICE, AND LAST PIECE! LOL!
(IM TALKING ABOUT THE OST, NOT THE HUMAN)

and then they accompanied me to eat ice monster one last time before i fly,
buy tones of toiletries and stuff i need for china!
thank you! i hope you guys enjoyed ice monster! HAHAHA!

and i went home for a while 2 sleep, and then went to meet shuang and bel, @ plaza sing.
(ie. same place)

went to eat xin wang hk cafe, and bel saw cruz!hahaha! so funny lor their convo, me and shuang were eating and laughing on our own while hearing them talk.LOL.
and went to eat the famous rochor road tao huay!!!!!!
and bitched until the stupid servers there chased us away!!!!
wah lao nabeh u know how rude are they or not?

we put one spoon that is dropped on the floor on the tray on our table, then the server just THROW the spoon on our table and walk away can!!!!kao!

WTF!

but we dont care,LOL. and continued 2 eat our taohuay and bitch.HAHAHHA.
our order hor,standard one.
one taohuay, one taohuay zui, one taohuay plus taohuay zui.HAHAHA. 
i will miss it in china man!

monday! went to meet morbid, lil bird and yueniang monster to WASH photos @ chinatown.hahha. for me to paste on my wall @ china.HAHAHA.
and then went to eat! they ate oyster egg while i ate chicken rice, with sugar cane for all of us.
oh man we will miss such food can.omfg.
I CANT IMAGINE I CANT HAVE SUGAR CANE FOR 4MONTHS!!!!! AAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
*spews F*

then went to buy insurance @ ntuc income.wah lao talk 2 the person can puke blood de siah.
and why bel can buy the daily insurance  plan for 50bucks last while i have 2 buy the monthly one @ 132.68 bucks!!!!!
argh!
but to play safe, wat to do.
argh.

and then went to jab myself @ my dad's doctor @ orchard!
and then went to kino and shop!
and randomly bought wanwan's book! 



HHAHAHHAHA. havent read yet.=X
and ate four seasons durian pancake!!!!
I CANT IMAGINE I CANT EAT THAT FOR 4PLUS MONTHS!!!!!
AAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!
*spews F again*

tuesday!
went to toa payoh famous amos to buy cookies and brownies for my colleagues!!!!!!
then went to SPH to look for them during lunch!
hahaha!
Its been a long time since i went up to the canteen, like, since the last day of my internship, when i stayed until very late and went up to buy cookie to eat? LOL.

then went to meet my another gang of colleagues @ botak, and they gobbled the cookies down in a jiffy. but i was happy! at least they got eat!haha! =D

then chiong cab down to np for farewell rehersal, and when i reached zoe that mad woman junior slammed herself on me and refused to let go.
so horrifying.hahahahaha!!!!

and she went mad @ my farewell video song, cos got her 《神秘嘉宾》 what!!!LOL!!!

then went to meet shuang, and she pass me one whole stack of notes and a 古文 book.
OMFG. D:
LIKE, OMFG. D:

then it was farewell! LOL!
machiam like video session siah! video after video after video!
and though the whole process was messy, but it was very funny!
laughters were everywhere!!!
and though t02 反应冷淡， but at least our gang of siaokias cheered for everything!!!LOL!
and the juniors put in great effort too!
the videos edited though can fail ah cheng's module, but the subtitles were funny!LOL!

and i teared during liyi laoshi's video! luckily she left that time liao,LOL!
the part she sang what 想起我 song, omfg damn sad can.
she not teaching us and not teaching in chs anymore.
she's like such a good lecturer we will never forget. =(

and stone was touched for being number 1!
LOL!
叫她第一名!LOL!

I hoped my class liked my video. *cross fingers*

and i became 凉茶天后 that day. D:

wed!

met sijia yongern lizhen and shar for dinner @ vivocity sushitei!!!!!
my gawd how long i nv see the jc people liao ah?
alamak. D:

but they are still as funny and 无厘头 as ever, esp YONGERN. D:
we still click very well. =D
Shar ordered some wild plant udon, which like the whole bowl was WILD PLANT.
EDIBLE. =X

was damn full so went to 3banks 2 see yongern take money and update her PASSBOOKSSSSSS,
and then went to coffeebean.
ordered mocha! too sweet for my liking!
=X

and chatted till 11pm.
and some mad man approached us 2 BUY 4D NUMBERS.
=="
3588, see tmr will open or not. =X
we nv buy from him lah apparently, he so scary. =X

okayz!!!
i hope u din faint from reading!!! =D
i spend my time doing up my new blogspot, which i will be using in china!
here it is!!!

http://huiyuan-tiongkok-ing.blogspot.com/

HAHHA!
simple blog, but yahh lahh, not as hua qiao as my usual style, but do until sian liao lor.

永 . 遠 。

曾經沒有憂愁，曾經風和日麗，曾經看著風箏滑翔在天真歲月裡。
曾經身邊的人們給我最溫暖的天氣。

我把對你的感謝藏在照片裡。
我把你送給我的曾經，往最遠的永遠延續。

Luxun tried to eat me up.
he ate me.
he digested me.
and i came out of him, ALIVE.

ROFL!



My dear @ Pin Guan's hongkong concert!
mnujie, i prefer this cap with the black words, rather than the white one.
but im not spending $ on it.
because, I HAVE NO MORE MONEY TO CONTRIBUTE TO HIS FATS HIM ANYMORE. 
D:



I LIKE THIS PICTURE!!!!!!!
SO CUTE SO KAWAIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL!!!!!!!
Once again sings;
“如果我爱上你的笑容， 要怎么收藏要怎么拥有？”
XDDDDDDDDDD

ok apparently, modlit drove me crazy.
i sat through a 2.5 hour darn Ah Q movie, which is FANTASTICALLY BORING, fark.
its worse than the 活着 i watched last night @ 3am can.OMFG.
(apparently because, Ashin recommended the story, and that pulled me through the whole damn show. oh yes gongli as well, she was goddamit pretty. :D )

And Ah Q is irritating. 
GODDAMIT IRRITATING. D:

anws, IM GOING TO YOGA CONCERT WITH DEAREST SHUANGYING JIEJIE AFTER MY DARN FARKING MODLIT  AND HER PRESENTATION TMR!!!!!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

ok its approaching 11.
i better 准备好，
要上城去见陈奂生和他爹，高晓声了。
D:

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吴晗育大明星经典名言：

卑鄙是俺的authorize pass;
high crass,是高尚点的木薯糕。


我可以想象两老的感受。真的。D:

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pause my blog song and hear this!!!!LOL!!!!!
SO FUNNY LAH ASHIN,LOL!

bunch of crappers but yeah, they make me happy all the time!LOL!
XD
that's the POWER OF MAYDAY.=D

五月天阿信（也就是本人的相公）曾经写道：

我非常喜欢余华的《活着》这本书，每次重读，都确切的感受到活在城市中的我，其实没有什么好感叹的，因为走出了城市，有很多生命是每天都和自然与命运的无常力量搏斗着。 
 ----阿信《摇滚诗的诞生与转生》

很好。非常好。
无言。 D:

人家可是在一年内读完上百本书的 变态 书生。

好的。还有，题外话。
阿信也有妹妹头。
所以，杨雪珠，你是唯一的村姑。


(ROFL ROFL ROFL!!!!!!!)

i shall go FRY my hair to make it golden brown.HAHA!

and yes, im going back to study the "world's most crucial MAIN plot of LAND's" LITERATURE.
AND SHOW MY ALMIGHTY LOVE FOR THE COUNTRY. =="
(that line above came from my senior jessica, btw.)

/五月天 阿信         歌手、词曲创作者、音乐制作人与文字写作者，现居台北。

一座壞城，才會要你為它而哭。那麼，好城呢？                          
吊詭的是，一個你從未為了它而掉淚的城市，你怎麼確知那是一座好城？     
                                                                     

    「這就是我們心目中的世界末日。」

    在你的心中，這個城市的「世界末日」會是什麼樣子？

    人們會在路上瘋狂的奔逃，找尋不存在的明天嗎？酒吧裡會擠滿喝的酩酊
大醉的人們嗎？街道是不是佈滿狼煙、哭嚎與碎玻璃？你正與緣盡的戀人耳鬢
廝磨、淚濕髮際，在絕望的心碎中痛苦地享受此生最後一次約會？

    在我們繼續聊世界末日之前，我們先回顧這個城市裡曾經存在的唱片行。

    城市裡的麥當勞與肯德基不層減少，便利商店倍數增加，街廓上妳能找到
潮流服裝店、網咖、機車行、咖啡館、腳底按摩中心、小吃店、檳榔攤、甚至
巨大的書店，但當你想要買一張唱片的時候，你會發現越來越難在城市裡找到
一家唱片行了。

    唱片行，曾經是那麼叱吒風雲的一種所在，販賣著世界各地無數天才之腦
所榨取的菁華汁液。每個星期六下午，逛唱片行，曾經是我們行程裡不可或缺
的儀式，也是我們澆灌孤獨靈魂的加油站。穿著制服到西門町吃了一碗麵線與
玉米牛乳冰，然後我們搖晃著空的帆布書包，往我們的金銀島前進。

    當時，我們每個星期都會光顧這座碩大無朋的唱片行。三層樓高，通體黃
澄的唱片行，矗立在西門町入口最明顯的地段。那是音樂產業依然稱為帝國的
年代。西門町的臉就是圓環後面第一排建築，由麥當勞、真善美大戲院、南京
板鴨店的電影看板、以及黃底紅字的“Tower Records”所組成。

    每個高中生、大學生，在進行例行的西門町青春搜查之前，第一站必定要
來到這裡傾聽震耳欲聾的當期最潮音樂，選上一兩張心知所屬的照片。熱愛音
樂的店員跑上跑下，穿梭在每層樓的黃色貨架之間，一張張雷射唱片從貨架一
直堆放到走道上。牆壁上佈置著以珍珠板與霓虹燈製作的立體看板、讓無形的
音樂世界塗上華麗的想像色彩。

    在那裡，我遇過樂迷大排長龍包圍唱片行的歌手簽名會，也在水洩不通樓
梯間下親身體驗當時最猛的「刺客」演唱會。美版進口長條大盒裝一套兩張的
Guns ‘n Rose經典Use Your Illusion，趙傳的鐵盒特殊包裝《愛要怎麼說出
口》，Nirvana的Smells like teen spirit 單曲，Beatles的樂團套譜，都是
在這個金銀島上挖出的，最重要的青春期寶藏。

    如果這還不能滿足你特立獨行的飢渴心靈，漢口街的「Cross Line交叉線
唱片行」有一般唱片行不會引進的各種版本單曲與Live。士林小北街的「Viva
Rock搖滾萬歲」灌溉了一個叫做五月天的台灣樂團。光復南路上與國父紀念館
對望的「學友唱片」，蓄長髮穿緊身皮衣的店員推薦著冷門但震撼的水晶唱片
。公館金石堂樓上宇宙城的城主阿達仔，精心打造小型太陽系般的唱片庫。台
大對面的誠品音樂館，以後起之秀的姿態，展示著同樣不俗的音樂品味。

    但如今，往日輝煌的唱片行，退化成鬧區路段勉強賣些日劇韓劇明星的周
邊苦，屈指可數的幾家連鎖唱片。在城市中，它們一如再封中搖搖欲墜的墓
碑，供人憑弔那個音樂的盛世。

    全世界各地的連鎖唱片行，或愛樂者個人經營的另類小店，都一一的倒下
了。洛杉磯日落大道的 Tower Records結束營業之際，數以千計的樂迷趕來共
同哀悼，人們悲傷地把計劃清單裡一直準備收藏的唱片買回家，穿著黑色圍裙
的店員們，依然表情驕傲而倔強地上完了最後一天班。如果不去想這天是
Tower帝國的最後一日，這似乎是平常的一日，唯一不同的是，唱片行門口掛了
一幅布條，上面寫著：「這就是我們心目中的世界末日，感謝你的忠誠」。

    離開這個城市，或許我們還能在東京、新加坡找到，當年唯一能夠與Tower
帝國勢均力敵的HMV人群依舊。試聽機前旁若無人的滑板族踢著Nu Metal 緊閉
雙眼甩動頭髮，打扮精緻的OL穿梭在邦樂區打量著濱崎步歷年造型，精明的爵
士樂迷仔細比較各場live演奏收錄的不同曲目，排隊結帳的人雙眼盯著手上捧
著的唱片進行第一次約會前的想像。而你，也許邂逅了一張將會改變你一生的
唱片。

    但，那也終將抵擋不住時代決定終結實體音樂的鐵血意志，終究會有一天
，任何一個城市裡，都不再擁有任何一家唱片行。那種與音樂相遇的模式，那
鼓塑膠光碟片的味道，將是歷史課本裡不會提起的篇章。

    一個個消失的唱片行，像是回憶的電路板，原本色彩繽紛的電線被粗暴的
扯斷丟棄，只有在腦海中突兀的殘留下焦黑而凌亂的焊接點。

    「這就是我們心目中的世界末日，感謝你的忠誠」。

    太陽依然升起，道路依然車水馬龍，所謂的世界末日後一天，對大部分的
人來說，人們繼續為了生存而奔波在城市裡，音樂盛世所建造的堡壘一個一個
倒下，抱著回憶哭泣的人們在城市裡抱殘守缺的活著，遠遠看就像一切沒有發
生過一般。

    這是令我們留下眼淚的壞城，而我們依然沒有選擇的愛著它。

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原文出處：The Reader / 誠品‧學 issue 0-1 
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我还记得，6年前的我，在新加坡Suntec City 的 Tower Records，拼命苦等半个小时，为的就是要等前面的人听完他想要听的歌曲，然后再轮到我去听。

前面的人也排了很久，所以当他终于有机会拿起headphone听音乐的时候，朋友就告诉他，
“不用紧啦，听久一点没关系，反正你也等了那么久”
完全无视我的存在。

但，我还是继续停留在那里，苦等拿起headphone的那一刻。

我在等着，听到当时最喜欢的摇滚歌曲；
五月天的《武装》。

那是我印象中，第一次为五月天的歌曲疯狂。
小疯狂。XD

那一时刻的小疯狂记忆，也随着Tower Records结束营业，一同流失掉了。

所以，当看到阿信这样写时，觉得，感触良多。

或许，买正版对于一些人来说，算是傻事，
但至少，我们傻的坚持，傻得正直，
傻傻的支持快濒临绝种的正版音乐。

垃圾歌曲不算。=X

我将永远记得，Tower Records,半个小时，五月天，《武装》结合在一起，带个我的一个小小疯狂记忆。

我告诉你。我现在的脑筋处于一个非常、极为、极度、极败朦胧的状态。 

他妈的。

 I TELL YOU, IF THE FUCKING EXAM PAPER IS GOING TO ASK ME ABOUT 朦胧诗 AND ITS FUCKING COMRADES THIS FRIDAY,
 i MIGHT just put this answer: 

其实对朦胧诗，特别是北岛的诗，需要“不求甚解”；如果要强问，问北岛，他恐怕也不能给出答案。
所以，“不求甚解”，吾道不孤也！

 =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD 

*gets slapped*

 and I've yet to finish k-ing my 名词解释,
because SHOOOOOOOOTING IS A BEACH. =D

 and yes, I ONLY SPEND 3HOURS STUDYING MODLIT TODAY, BECAUSE ONCE I TOUCH MY NOTES, I FEEL LIKE FALLING ASLEEP.

 OH THY CONLAN, HOW I MISS YOU THEE! 
I MISS GOING TO YOUR LAND AND EATING CORN! ROFL! 

and I've got to study 10 STUPID STORIES ON HOW ANCIENT WOMAN ARE BEING ABUSED BY MEN. ==" 

and how to SURVIVE being a MAD MAN with a GOLDEN LOCK trying to give his BEST WISHES in the THUNDERSTORM. 

right. =="

 ARGH FARK!