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April 4, 2009

Something important...

I guess a month ago, we already started to plan something good for our best friend. especially after we knew about what might happen to him, we took his birthday even more seriously. We wanted it to be a surprise party, yet, we can't think of any reason to make him come to the place without questioning. It started with a crazy thought between me and pear that may be we should fight, so that one of us will cry in front of him and make him worry. The biggest problem is we don't know what to fight about. Even me and pear do have times that we both are holding different opinions, we rarely have a serious fight. The only thing we know is that this method might end up having him pissed about us. We kept this as a reference though and started to think of a reason to argue about. Pear had a chat with Errol, his host brother, and Errol agreed to help. Plan changed to Errol asking him to come out instead. Puff, that is a way better plan. Yet, end up Errol was not free on that day. By the time we thought that we need to think of a reason to argue again, Yi told us that he is avaliable that weekend and he can be the one to ask him out. Everything goes pretty well by asking each one of his friends not to say "Happy Birthday" to him... Pear came up with the idea that we should record a video to say Happy Birthday from each of his friends. She filmed most of the videos a week before the actual party. As for me and her, we used the weekend before the party to do it, or I should say the time before he came out to watch movie with us. We were thinking to go to starbucks, but it's too quiet; restaurants and shopping malls're too noisy and awkward. Ended up we went to hotel Vancouver, the place between the two doors. People passing by looking at us as freaks I guess, but who cares, we filmed so much...=.= We came up to an idea to put photos into videos, too. So, I am responsible for it. That night we watched "I love you, Man", a good friendship movie!! We went to Tim Hortons after the movie, no one wanted to go home... Sometimes I really want that we are living together. That closeness of ours became family kind I think. Chatted and had fun, I had to leave to the other side of the street. After getting back home, I started to search for photos of him... I never knew that he is so hard to find. Balancing my studies and making the movie is not easy. Finished the Squamish edition on Wednesday, I sent to Pear. It is a memory of everything. Even though I was not in some of them, they were as fun. I finished the Vancouver edition on Friday afternoon. Phoning Pear and thought that I can sent it to her, she told me that she was trapped in his house. His landlord was talking to both him and Yi, because she doesn't understand Chinese.. we thought that they were being caught by the landlord about shui staying here. She couldn't leave, nor go to the bathroom...=.= I started to work on the present while talking on the phone with her, hoping that the conversation would end soon. Ended up, they were just talking about random stuff and pear couldn't go home. "He talked about his birthday..." she said, I was shocked and our plan kinda messed up. They said they pretended that they forgot, and Yi and him were arguing about the lunar and western calender. Luckily, they were good actor and actress, seemed fine after. I was asking about the colour for my present in the phone, but he was next to pear. He started to tease about she doesn't know anything about colours, so funny. I went to bed before finishing the present, so tired...=.= getting up around 10:00am, I finished the present by 3:00pm. Wrote something for him, getting ready, make ups, etc. Phone calls in between giving news to me is that, pear and yi were in pear's place and burning the video cd; shui, jiqing, philip and him were in metrotown watching movie. Hoping that he would not suspect what's going on, we had to ask two of them to leave him behind with jiqing. So that he thought that they were going back. Shui and philip lied that they need to buy stuff for MM. Yi hurried back to metro to bring him and jiqing to the restaurant we booked. The two boys met us the girls in hotel Vancouver and went to the restaurant and wait. (Shui kept on saying I looked pretty that day...haha) Yi lied that he was going to treat him for missing his birthday. We saw his head and started to hide. He was totally shocked I can tell. With a smile of "wtf" on his face, we shouted "Happy Birthday, hahah, we lied" We started to eat right away, everyone was so hungry. yet, he was not eating for 10 mins, thinking about what happened. so full...=0= Ceci helped to book the Karaoke place and alice was coming too. We went to Metro and the whole way, I could still feel the thankfulness in his eyes. Started to sing, my deep voice surprised everyone, I guess, hahaha... Me and Pear were singing "I wished myself happy birthday", and gave him the present. Ceci came and Alice came, me and pear went out to get the cake and walked into the room together. "Happy Birthday to you, Leiting" the funniest part is the Happy Birthday song, "how old are you now"<--I never knew that this song has this lyrics.hahah We left around 11:30pm, I was feeling sad I guess... I don't know if I am going to see him again in short term. We hugged, like tightly... When alice and I were changing bus, he phoned... He said he doesn't know what to say, those memories were what he treasure... if he really can't come back, the memories from these three years are hard to leave I guess... I said, "I am glad that you are happy." the other day, he sent me and pear an email... I replied, "i am really glad that you are happy... this is the very first time that I helped out in a surprise party, the process was difficult. yet, all of us cooperate and came to a success. it's hard to lie to a friend like you, you know...=.=? I believe that every single friend of yours is happy to see your happiness and that happiness is the best payback of all our hard work." to be honest, I really glad that you are my friend, you let me have a taste of strong friendship. It's because you are who you are, your friends spent so much time for you.. I am jealous of you=3= I really hope that you will be my friend forever... my 2nd close boy friend, you helped a lot! we are like family... I wish you all the best... I love you, man~


April 26, 2007

累了...好累了...

我已經不想再為了她們的事去管她們,
好累...真的好累...
是因為我發現我在她們心目中根本就沒有位置,
常常就只會說一套做一套...

我是真的要放手吧,
像女朋友把男朋友放走一樣,
即使是把她們當成多親密的家人,
她們又有否回應我的感情呢...
是我的感情太重了吧...


April 7, 2007

我又再發夢見到你...

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March 30, 2007

想不到...

人原來真的很化學,
一下子就死掉了...

可憐的父母親朋們,
節哀順變吧...
他會繼續在某處好好過的...



2007年3月27日晚上7時30分左右,我校(Howe Sound Secondary School @ Squamish)有一名15歲的grade 11男學生被一名19歲來自ontario的男子刺傷,倒地昏迷,結果延至第二天早上不治。兇徒事後逃脫,警方通霄搜查,並派出直昇機及封鎖valley clief一帶與highway。到早上大概11時,直昇機終於在樹林中發現兇徒,狗隻搜索隊立即到場並將其拘捕。


March 27, 2007

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March 25, 2007

要忘記,從來就不是易事...

再看《戰神》,
感受更深,
綺羅說的每一句話都插入我心...
原來前兩次我看的時候都把心門關起來了...

對,
我是在逃避,
那個不知道什麼時候才肯結疤的傷口,
會在跟大家說的那一刻血流不止,
還是真正的結上疤痕?


March 23, 2007

從沒試過...

看童話故事哭得如河堤堤缺,
亦沒想過那個作者那麼狠心的把自己作的人物殺掉,
知道童話幻滅的感覺是很痛苦的...

沒有人提,
也想不起那一瞬間遺忘的感覺...
我也曾經想像過不可思議的東西,
只不過,
大人一手就把它掐碎了...
還說了一個「狼來了」的故事說那些東西是謊話,


March 23, 2007

究竟...

要點死法,
先至係最好o既死法呢?









March 19, 2007

sleepover with ceci[2] (day1-2)

 星期五的早上,
ceci居然沒有上學...
一直在擔心的我在臨去pit stop的前2分鐘才敢開口問frankie...
他說她沒有回來,
但會來我家的...
所以飛奔去pit stop...


mcdougall叫了另外一個女孩來幫我開pit stop,
不過結果lunch time的時候她沒有show up...
我都不知道lunch是杯麵,


March 14, 2007

我跟你講...

以後, 不要偷...











March 14, 2007

sleepover with ceci (day 2)

 大概11時多起床吧,
ceci一直在睡呀睡的...
刷牙洗臉回來她就醒了,
我先去洗澡,
因為昨天沒有洗嘛...


第一次用她推薦了好久的洗頭水,
感覺很不錯,
也用了她的沐浴露,
有點不好意思啦...


March 12, 2007

sleepover with ceci (day 1)

星期五fiona載我回學校,
因為她要上班啦~


星期五的最後一課是maths,
也是和ceci同一課...
因為之前sara叫我在她cooking class的時候去找她,
所以我就以去廁所為由,
去找她了...
不過湯已經被她吃完了



March 11, 2007

比誰都清楚...

被遺棄,
被討厭的感覺,
我比誰都清楚...

請不要令我討厭你,
我不想做傷害別人的人...
否則我跟你緣份到此...


March 9, 2007

比矛盾更矛盾...

有時候,逃避不是辦法...



但很多時候,
人會選擇逃避...





March 2, 2007

Vancouver Trip with Ceci...

march 2nd, 2007


早上8:00起床,
梳洗,吃早餐,看電視...
9:30有greyhound bus在brackendale停,
所以就換衣服,
拿著brad昨天給我的免費車票,
在cafe對面等了好久...


中途遇到鄰居問我要不要乘我一程,