May 22, 2011

無奈.



明明不想笑.
卻又要自己裝起笑容..
明明很'想哭.
卻又要自己堅強不准哭..
明明生氣了
卻又要自己對他釋出微笑..

為什麼要維持這種個性會這麼累....?

我不懂..
為什麼有些人做到這種地步了
看起來還是那麼輕鬆?
而有一些人可以很自然的做自己0.0?
這種壓力誰能懂0.0?

幸福的綠光何時會出現?
我不懂..
為什麼小說的結局永遠是好的
而現實的結局永遠是殘酷的..

小說裡的故事說得多好多好
這讓我十分憧憬
但.漸漸的我了解到
現實是現實
小說是小說
小說只是為了鼓勵人而寫的

舊日的記憶如潮水般的將我淹沒.
遲來的懲罰依舊痛難當..

唯獨贊同小說裡的一句話!!

最近又看了一本書:天空裡的精靈

它說:幸福.不是從此不再難過.而是當我難過時.你就在我身邊
一開始覺得很好
但...故事的起頭和結尾差太多= =
令我不怎麼能相信...

而且兩人因為充滿力量的諾言----
我在這裡.我會一直陪著你

攜手度過他們的第一場暴風雨
但你能相信嗎0.0?
故事的男女主角一開始根本在講話
但到後來卻是這麼好的朋友0.0
鬼才相信好嗎?!

另一本更扯:一堂叫原諒的課
到了故事結尾都還沒起色的兩人
竟然結局那男的會說:以後你在動她.就是找我麻煩

哇靠= =
超不可思議的-.-


厭倦了  真的
能不能別再介意別人的眼光
能不能別再看別人的臉色過日子
能不能好好做自己就好?...
這些對大家稀鬆平常的事
為什麼我會覺得如此困難0.0?



殘酷的現實
永遠比不上那完美結局的小說
為什麼不能好好做自己
為什麼要被這種假面具給綁住
我好氣我自己....



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