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In loving memory of Stephen Gately..
You're gone but not forgotten,
Now, you're in Heaven,
With the Angels you gained deliverance.

I'm devastated,
I weep,
Although you may have gone,
You will not sink into oblivion.
In memories your spirit stays,
Forever it's immortal.

                                                  Jhan

I wrote one article about him early of the year. Stephen Gately . Just follow the link.
I fancy him for quite a long time. Although he's gay, I love him No Matter What.

Aunt came to my house at 5pm. She asked me to open JiaHui's wedding video. I did as i was told. A song was heard when the dvd was played. The 1s few notes were just too familiar to me. I was high and lol.
Aunt: Who sings that?
Me: Stephen Gately.
Aunt: Who?
Me: from Boyzone
Pa( who suddenly talked): God! I read the news on net just now about Boyzone member death!
I started to tremble. Buterflies were in my stomach.
I prayed and started googling. I prayed and i opened my eyes. I prayed but i saw the name: Stephen Gately.
I can't believe it's you
I can't believe it's true...- I Needed You

I started to scream like hell.

Six years later, finally, i had a chance to meet Wilber again. For me, last two weeks were two completely tough weeks, but, after today, I feel it's worthy. So much worthy.
Heng and I went to KTAR's hall by 4pm. Ah Shan helped us to buy 2 VIP entrance tickets, which means we had spent a lot. Well, in fact, it didn't show us VIP. Everyone got a chance to get into the VIP's area. Nevermind. I'm generously kind.
About 5 something, they started to dim off the light. We became so anxious.
And then,
"You wanna say Love love love love love love "
It's双人舞! The hectic moment was coming! WUHA!
Everyone was screaming non-stop, and so was i.
Followed by  无重力 and Be With You. Han died in "lamness".
It was so great. He was so cute, so cool, so hot, so man, so handsome, so goodlooking, sounded great.
He had cute gestures. It was born. Natural cuteness.
They had some game session for fans. I put my hands up high in the air and yet, I took it off seconds later. Urm, guess why? They said:"You have to dance". WTH, I never dance in my lifetime.
Two boys, famous dancers in KTAR and a girl in white dress. Xiaowei, the dancer taught them how to dance 双人舞.
Speak about the girl,HNG!
How dare she requested to dance with Weibo. I shouted "bu4 ke2 yi3!!" for thousands times but the emcee didn't care. Whatsoever, he did hear someone said "bu4 ke2 yi3" and he told Weibo. But..... Weibo danced with the c*nt and he even put his hand on her waist. OMB!!!!!! my heart was broken.
When they mentioned about group photos, Heng and I stood on the chairs and held our albums up high. I even heard someone said"Wah, ane hiong, bek ki qi ngau yi". But, hatefully, 'Weier bang' stupid members took up their banner and hid us from view. Argh!
"Now, please queue up and come foward to the stage"
Heng and I tried hard to made our ways to the front. Suddenly, Heng said "your card! At the seat!" I sprinted off and grabbed my specially DIY birthday card. And then I squeezed squeezed and squeezed, I made my way to the front again. =APPLAUDS=
Due to his injured right hand, he couldn't sign for us. Instead, a sticker was stuck on our albums. The handsome album was on my hand when the crew stuck the sticker on it. I was like ==...... 'cause I was the only one who got the sticker first while i was almost sunk in the crowd. And everyone was looking at my album and the crew weirdily. But after a few seconds, people started to react wildly. They jostled their ways into the crowd. Cari mati. Cis.Who am I huh? Im ferocious Han. I didn't care who i pushed and how hurt they were.
By the way, Heng got two stickers^^
After we got the stickers, we went on the stage and had a chance to touch(it was true) his hand.
I gifted him my HANmade card and he stunned 'cause there was no one gifted him anything, not even 'Weier bang' members. "Happy belated birthday", I said, in a shy way, well I really did, very shy indeed, just if you believed it~ He thanked me but  still didn't react. I became speechless and held out my right hand and hoping to shake his right hand while he grabbed(blek, it was really the way it happened ) it with his left hand and he looked into my eyes and smiled in a I-Can't-Touch-Your-Hand-With-My-Right-Hand-XD way. (Even my sis said:"WTH both of you stunned so long?!") HAN D.I.P.
His small eyes didn't affect his handsomeness.

Heng and I were trying to get back to the seat to take Heng's bag. The crews blocked us and we pleased them in a very nice feminine way,well, believe it or not. After Heng got her bag, we were just standing beside the crews and looked at the stage where Weibo keep touching people's hand. They didn't shoo us away. London bridge is falling down.

While we were waiting for ma to come, Heng and I were guessing which door was he going to leave. When the back gate closed, we knew it right away. It's the front gate then. We walked to the front gate and a big white car was heading to our way. We saw him in the car, he was jus looking at the front and doing nothing. In the mean while, the other girls screamed when a white van passed, a bandaged hand showed up. Everyone thought that he was Weibo. Well, he was Xiaowei, one of the dancers. Speechless.

I had a chance to capture a lot of his photos and video. Will be posted later.

Today is the best day in my life. I appreciate it. His perfectness is always perfect. Indeed, nobody can understand what I'd went through for these years. This year is the 8th year.

Kris tweeted this 9 hours ago:
I know I was supposed to do conan on wed, but there was a death in my family. But everyone watch @Allison4Realzzz on Wed. She is filling in.


Best wishes to Kris and his family.

Guess who was the light bulb?
It was Me!
I was like the most powerful light bulb in the world! At least 2500watt i think.

Well, here goes the story:

My baby-Mingli, Dai lou-Yan,Jiejie-Meen and I went to Gurney today.
Dai lou was the first person who dumped us away when she met up with Horn-Yuezheng. Then we met JieJie seconds after we were dumped. Her mom was cute and funny and passionate. Jiejie went back with her mom and now, Mingli and i bought 2 doughnuts and had it on Xfloor. Ate and hand washed, Mok-Mingli's came.
I was like: OMB! Im scared!
Baby: Scared of what?
Han: Im afraid that i might fight with her later!
Baby: =tsk me=
Had a awkward "HI" with Mok and I felt more awkward than ever.Faint. Mok said that she was hungry and we went to the food court to have her meal. My switch was switched on and i started to glow like the sun. Glowing, glowing and glowing. I was so embarrassed,so, i texted dailou to ask for her help. After they came, worse. Horn agreed that I was an enormously glowing light bulb.
tic-toc-tic-toc
Time passed and we went to the cinema. As everyone was in pairs and I was the lonely one, so, a gf of mine appeared out of thin air. Say hi to Xiao XXX(forgotten). My baby hated "her" while Mok called her Daddy(since Mingli called me mummy)
Mok bought tickets and I was about to sit alone(For single's sake) but my baby did not allow. So what then? Continue my life time career as a light bulb again.
Before the movie, we went to arcade. I played nothing but watching. Still felt uncomfortable with my 'light bulb appearance'. But at least Mok did make some cold jokes which i was == all the time.
After playing, we went for the movie - Ice Age 3. Just to say frankly, it was much funnier and more laughable than Monsters v.s Aliens. By the way, non of us laugh like my baby's babe.
When the movie was about to end, Mingli received a threatening message from her parents. She was really upset. Pity girl, who showed her exam results to her parents just before she went out.
Then, it was dailou's turn to become upset 'cause there was nobody to fetch Horn home later.
As a light bulb, I did my best to dim off my light.
The funny thing was, Dai Lou and Horn was wandered their way to 4th flour while Mok was paying the parking fee at 6th floor. And of course, Mok was still playing with her cold jokes.
As we are carless and licensedless, Mok acted kind to fetch us to school.
Mingli finally called her father and the atmosphere turned grey. She was scolded and her father wanted to fetch her by his own. Mok was angry and said something like: Im like sampah.
We were scared. Plus, it was raining tiger-sized cats and bear-sized dogs.
Frankly, I thought i was about to die when we were heading off to the school. You know, when the driver was pissed.
Dailou and horn's problem solved and we arived, safely. And Mingli finally curved her lips a little bit. Thanks to Mok, we din't get wet at all. We went to the hall to join Meen, Kiam and Adeline.
I couldn't really enjoy at first, until i received a msg from Huizhen: "Kradam is on fly fm". I got really excited and borrowed Kiam's earphone and turned on Fly fm. Din't hear much but i was so lucky to hear this part:
About the crush of Adam on Kris.
I forgot the exact words but you gotta be proud for how much I can remember.

FYI, Han kena NS.
 =applauds=
Like what i just told Chea Haw
It feels like the Apocalypse is approaching!!!!!!!



bi4.....

They interview each other.
Seriously funny!




Allison's special

Michael Jackson is announced dead yesterday after a cardiac arrest. His death is a great loss to music world. He had made a lot of music and his contribution must not and will not be forgotten.

It just doesn't seem real, it's a great shock. MJ's music changed our lives.

Let's all mourn the death of The King of Pop.




bi4....

我用了毕生的力气
终于读完那浪漫到不行的部落格
我只能说..我觉得自己也升华了
变得更加..喜欢看真正现实的恐怖片了
对了
Kitty喜欢人没有罪
只是我真的很惊讶(哈先生更惊讶吧？hiakhiak)

最近我疯狂地爱上恐怖片(托金范的福)
我之前看的恐怖片其实都是为了今天
The Exorcist!
我全家人的童年阴影
不
应该说是70年代世界影界的阴影
其实还好啦
除了那呕吐物有点浓绸之外
不过看完后
我的肺有点怪怪的
像Bkor 说的
有强烈的压迫感

给我一点点的时间
我就要看It了！
我的童年阴影
也是Bkor的童年阴影
谁叫他在我5岁时让我看？
害我每天晚上醒来就会闹着要妈妈陪我打开水亮龙头看有没有血流出来
结果
我们都很怕小丑

From Billboard:
Lambert's recent revelation of the straight boy crush he has on his former "Idol" roommate has left Allen unfazed.

"He was so funny," Allen says. "He texted me that day, like, 'I'm so embarrassed.' I'm like, 'No, are you serious? Don't be embarassed. I think that's hiliarious.' My wife, she's so funny. She was like, 'Tell Adam I have a crush on HIM.' "

See? Kris said it was hillarious 'cause he din't want to make Adam felt embarrased.
HE IS REALLY A SUPER NICE GUY!

Although Adam came out of the closet( which he said he'd never in), there's still a little hope. Who will be the lucky woman? Search me. I hope it's me though:P

Adam Lambert said his feelings to Kris is not fleeting. For Adam (and for me as well), Kris is a good looking guy, except that he is married.

Heart-broken Adam is still looking for his true love? Perhaps it will be a girl, i mean, who knows, right? Neither does he.




One of my favourite


Who will take the top bunk on the American Idol tour bus?
Bloody hell! Look at what Adam'd said? "I like the top"...Followed with a little bit lewd laugh with Kris "This is inappropriate". I like the way Kris laugh.

What are you most excited about the coming up American Idol tour?
Kris: I don't know. Adam: My jacket! Adam always makes Kris laugh. And Kris even said that he will try to put on Adam's outfits! That's kwl.




Funny Kris

yeah! Capes!
What do i care? I WON. That's hillarious!

Kris kept popping out, Adam and Paul looked funny, and after all those should have been and deserved..."it's too late to apologize"

After Adam's admission -- his crush on Kris, they were spotted heading off together to a recording studio in LA hapilly ( Adam looked calm on the photo while Kris in his typical mouth-opened look, again). This might not be a big deal but it means their friendship is not easy influenced, even after Adam's outspoken confession.

Kris has responded to Adam's crush through people. He said  "I'm flattered and think it's hillarious". He indicated it was flattering! How cute is he!

I mean, they are bezzy mates, they were roommates throughout the competition and they sleep next to each other, I'm sure that Kris will know Adam is gay in the first place as he is not an airhead. They had spoken out in a press that they've never seen each other naked and were insisted on it. Come on, Kris is not dumb, he won't be naked in front of Adam after he knew his sexuality.

By the time Adam kissed kris's ear( which caused me hysterical for days), i assure you that Kris'd known Adam's sexuality for months, but he didn't dodge off. he is an honourable guy.

I couldn't believe how great is their friendship. During the top2 elimination, Adam put on a blue-black nailpolish on Kris's thumbnail and removed his, which carried the meaning of if Kris can carry around of piece of Adam and in return, he can do the same for Kris. Implying that they wanted to go to the finale with each other and say byebye to Gokey.

They said(means idk the proof) Kris doesn't drink coffee, instead, he loves tea. When they were out, Adam will put a teabag in Kris's cup.

Have you meet the man behind Adam? He is Drake Labry. Kris said they are cool combination while I think they are both humorous(How did i know? I watched thousands of Kradam's video k). Besides, in my personal opinion, Adam's Shia LaBeouf-alike boyf Drake Labry is so not Shia LaBeouf-alike. I found Drake is quite cute though.
Blimey! Cute guys are either married or gay!

The world is so unfair!








bi4...

Adam told Rolling Stone that he is gay
And he confessed that HE HAD A CRUSH ON KRIS, frankly
OMG!!!!!!

Rolling Stone:
"I don’t think it should be a surprise for anyone to hear that I’m gay. I've been living in Los Angeles for eight years as a gay man."
On his thoughts when he was placed as Kris Allen's roommate in the Idol mansion: "They put me with the cute guy. Distracting! He's the one guy I found attractive in the whole group on the show: nice, nonchalant, pretty and totally my type — except that he has a wife. I mean he's open-minded and liberal, but he's definitely 100% straight."

Although that's hurt, he had feelings with Kris!He saw Kris out off 35 contestants while nobody noticed Kris!He noticed Kris even though the camera seldom focused on Kris! They were roommates throughout the show since top 36 tough. I told you, they had an odd relationship. Adam likes Kris, there's no doubts. The only disappointment is Kris is married.

This two roommates became the final 2, it's insane.

The front cover of rolling stone was freaking me out. Adam had taken all his photos with the little greenish snake.
Adam also admitted that he had had drugs, but he knew the limits.

Anyway, I like the way that Adam had a crush on Kris.
Hope Kris will make a right choice.


No matter what, I support both Kris and Adam.





bi4...

Be With You
wei3 bo2 hen3 shuai4!


wei3 bo2 hen3 shuai4!!
Lee Da Hae hen3 mei3!!
aiz...
wu2 yan2






bi4...

Today is another mad day
I purposely woke up at 2.30am to listen Adam Lambert's
Blimey
I've lost my marbles!

I brought my cell which is a melting pot of all kind of music(but mostly Adam's and Kris's now) to school
My prior intent was to listen Adam's and Kris's with YuQing on bus
Altough we couldn't sleep on bus
We shared a moment of excitation

I wanted to share with dai lou
But she prefered pattor than friends-sharing moment
I've already learned to disregard her colourful manner long time ago

We had the add maths paper just now
And it was outrageously stimulating
The questions were nuts
It was the first time that i felt like taking an exam, while the 2-weeks-exam is actually going to meet an end
It's ironic
But no matter what
This is not my main point
My essentials is
During the exam
My mind was like a short circuit radio
The songs of Adam's and Kris's were playing unstoppable in my head
It almost drove me crazy

Adam's and Kris's sensational voices are undecribable
I just can't take my headset off for a second right now
They are like drugs

Woke up at 4 this morning
And guess what was i doing
..
I was listening to Adam's "Mad World" again and again for 45 minutes!

Adam is so talented
Every songs he sang is just perfect for me

I've read remarks from Adam's fans
Some of them accepted the truth that Kris'd won and they felt happy for Kris
Some of them, who are more extreme
They scolded and insulted Kris everywhere that is related with American Idol
Please
Kris'd won
He won in just
Be a good sport
Please stop insulting him


Adam
Adam
I love his voice
I love him as who he is
I love him when he said "It's me!"
He has charisma
He has everything that everyone dreamed of
He is different
He is my prince charming
and
He is Yyan's prince charming, too