Whats with the world ?

dear diary,
this is the first time i am writing this entry here.
okay, so perhaps you arent supposed to be posted up since its mostly what i really feel deep down, but yeah, sometimes is good to share? oh whatever.
sixteen years of life , i haven much felt being exposed to the true,naked society.
where-money,masks,backstabbing,lies are so common.
last sixteen years, i wished i could be an adult .
now, i only want to go back to my childhood .
look people, have you ever thought that:
-when you are younger, are you exposed to death? no .
-when you are younger, do you know how harsh when arguements,quarrels start? no.
-when you are younger, you have lesser stress and the world is like so cute! yes.
and most importantly, when you are younger, you laugh more and feel happy most of the time.
what will life be ?
i am sixteen now , and like during the 10s to 20s, you worry for your education and future.
when you are 20s to 30s, you worry for your marriage and career.
30s to 40s, you totally involved in your own family and career.
40s to 50s, you worry about your teenager kids, your health blah blah.
its like the whole life after childhood meant more trouble, more stress.
its a weird phenomenon, right, diary?
well, of course there is things that spice up life, i guess.
love from your loved ones.
and well maybe a little... crush?
crush...
not crush anymore?
i dont really know.
well, thats not my priority now.
my priority, study and granny to get well real soon.
theres nothing better than being healthy , i guess.
bye bye diary.
see you soon.
:)
the words i really want to say.