歌劇貓的紫色皇冠

近日在家中閒來無事

這是我第一次希望假期快點結束

以前總是對未知的未來存有恐懼

讓我很驚豔的

今天跟馬克斯聊天

You can take away all my love

我從來就不是個喜歡寫記敘文的人

開心的逛了半天的街後

最近不知道中了什麼毒

I have to be honest that sorry means nothing to me

受不了老是用髒話參差對話的男生

Last night was the turning point of my life. No big talk from adults or friends, but I was as conscious as striken by a lightening. Looking into the mirrow at myself, I know it is time for me to change. Come to think of it, I have lived for 20 years. After all the incidents and events I have gone through in these two decades, I am supposed to be mature enough to figure out what kind of path I am going to get through. After all, I cannot depend on others all the time, can I?

They say that opportunity is for the one who is ready. But what if that person does not know how to get ready? It is easy to say but hard to do after all, isn't it? When I was a freshman of NCKU, I was full of dreams. I got dreams about my future mate, job and life, but now they all fade away. Things change so quickly that I can hardly notice them. It is not that I want to give them up or I am too chicken to hang on to them but I just do not know what in the hell I truely want in my life. I am waiting for something. Something that can linger in my dreams no matter I am asleep or awake, something that can inspire me when I am lost in the dark, and something that can make me die with smile even if I am alone. That is something that I am looking for.