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November 24, 2009

Our sweetest songs are those that tell of the saddest thoughts

went for an interview 2dae
i must say again
if i was to get thru
miracle will happen
i will believe in fate
muahahhaha
there is like 1/2 of the chance i wil get chosen
i really really hoped that i will get thru
do i really hoped for that??

hmm
as i said before
i really suck at interview
aaaahhhhh
hhahahah

lesson as usual
clap clap
i did not sleep in lectures
and i DID pay attention during tutorial
muahahahha

first day without amanda is weird
feel like missing something in class

had a really fun/weird convo with twin sister 2dae
we were talking about poly students
then i said something about sp girls and guys
he started to ask me

j: i help you scan the lecture hall for handsome guy
me: no need, me lol
j: hahaha..lol
j: then i scan for pretty girl
me: no need, me lol
j:i wanna puke le
me: you pregnant again? how many times in this year le? 16?
j: the no 15 miscarrage
me: hahahha




November 23, 2009

i wasnt there by chance, i was all always there till you noticed me

i should be sleepin at this time
just dont know why i am still awake
tired but awake
weird...
aaaaahhhhhhh

gonna shared about some post quotes i found in fb


its worse when you stay online forevverr waiting for them to come on,

and feeling sad when they don’t

after they sign out i wait about an extra hour
just in case their internet went and they were coming back on.

Its like even though you don't talk ,but you just wanna wait til he goes to sleep
then you decided its time for you to go sleep too.

he loves her, i love him, he doesnt know....

when the person you like,doesnt talk to you or
that you are staying online for them, is it still worth it?

okie
nth to post anymore
bye bye
nighhts nighhts

hmmm
just being random
i wonder who visited my blog
do you humans mind taggin at the tag board?
cause it like i thinking who came to my blog

to tag
press go first
then write a message
then send again
=)
hahahhaha
nighhts nighhts




November 22, 2009

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew


hasnt been updating for 2days
first on fri
was too tired and lazy to update
muahhahah
then on sat
went ko-ed
around 7 plus
so did not update too

couldnt rmb why i on my lappy for
so decided to post something on my blog

fri
had astro and meet up for the tico club
so happy that we can finally meet up after so long long time
=)

lesson as usual
but i gt to say that miracle did happened
hahahah
i pass my spss without studying
muahahhahah
cant believed it myself
=)

then lesson go so boring
cher said to finish the lesson in 32 min
but ended up using the whole 2 hours
haiz

astro was kinda about black hole and videoing something to put in the school web
i gt kinda high
really had a bad headache
poor daphne
had to 'looked after' me
sadly to say that
astroventure was cancel
sad sia
=(

sat

trainin as usual
did some scoring
happy that my scores was better compared to my previous scoring
gt kinda sleepy at first
hahahaha
=)
had to say that archery is the best time to go
aaaaaaahhhhh
and hahahhaha
=)

i promised to train harder
since i know where are my mistakes are
i should not let my yellow destroyers down=)

another pictureless post
hahahha
gonna find something to put
w8w8
finding in progress
hahahah



November 19, 2009

close my eyes trying to pretend nth had happen when everthing had happened

i need someone to listen to me
i need someone to trust me
i need to vent my anger/unhappiness

i dont know when the freaking thing started
it may started long time ago
but i just pretend it never happen

until recently it started to get worst
im not trying to say that you had changed
maybe is the fact that i could not pretend nth had happen
and still pretend to act like a fool in yr life

i dont know where to start
i dont know how to start
i dont know how to express the things in the right words
i afraid that things might get worst after that




November 19, 2009

pls forgive my selfishness. i just too selfish to let you go

rushing day 2day
nothing fall according to plan
totally forgot about meeting
the guys at westmall at 2.30
untill one of them reminded me
had to rushed there like siao
lucky i not the last
went to westmall
muahahaha
but really ps
you all have to wait for me for like almost 2 hours
leave early from the mob discussion

just hate rainin
make me feel so sick

just when i gonna tot 2day gonna be the worst day ever
the mob tutor called me
said that i got into the scholarship
and asked me to go for an interview on tue=)
yata
muahhaha

==========================================
pls think about this
and see how true this can be

from my dad:
all humans are born in this way
selfish, stubborn, self-centered and like to take advantage of others
it is only how much you showed it to the world
people may looked willing on the outside
but maybe cursing the hell out of you from the inside
=========================================
i thinked i was complaining to my dad about
the ppl from the mrt not giving up seats and so on


November 18, 2009

the smile is alr gone



hmm
2012
cant imagine is like selling damn fast
need to 'fly' there to buy the tickets
sooo lucky that we still can get seats
for 8 ppl
muahhahahahaha
the movie was okie
hmmm
worth to watch
but not the second time
thank guys
new moon next
muahhahahah
=)

things to do before 2012 come

  1. buy plane
  2. learn to fly a plane
  3. leave singapore to china or africa( cape of good hope)
  4. learn to drive


another thing
i wanna be 18
why cant i be 18
bro gt concert tickets for fahrenheit
but need 18 then can go
somemore is vip one
aaaaaaahhhhhhhh
why?!

hmmm
is it possible if i bring 1 above 18 ppl
go with me?
aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh
i wanna go!!!!!!!!!


November 17, 2009

just go away..pretend i never exist

finally
i done with my itab
is like phew
muahahhahah
yeah
finally
1 thing less to worry
=)


November 17, 2009

No matter how many times I try and move on, my heart always takes me back here to you

aaaaaaahhhhhhhh
i still cannot sleep
had to do my itab
omg omg
lucky doin the tittle on my hobby
still can write archery down
phew
should be easy?
i guess
more pictures than words
die!!!!!
i wanna sleep

ps:
gonna take pictures from blogs/fb/etc..
=)


November 15, 2009

Love is born with a smile, grows with a kiss, and dies with a tear

muhahahaha
=)

sat trainin with
Chung Cheng High npcc
it like kinda teachin them on how to shoot
we have to like teach a grp of students
like 2 to 3
i gt a easy job=)
out of the 3 students
2 of them know archery
muahhahaha

gt like tko for the students
group name:
GERALDINE
they said cannot think of name
then used my name
aaaaaahhhhhh
\hahahhaha
=)

end up we gotten 190/240
second
lost to dan grp
aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh
hahahahha
dan's grp gt him as the imba coach
i think he fed them with his imba pills
ahhahaha
=)

after 2
we started shootin
shot 30m for a while
and went back to short distance shooting
field was damn muddy
i need to wash my shoes again!!!!!!!!!!!!!

good news!!!!!!!!!
shiyan can go to punggai with us
yeah yeah yeah
=)

tico club gonna go overseas!!!!!!!!


November 14, 2009

Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.

gonna continue with my previous blog
laptop went RIP
before i can post the results out






the result as followed
lakers with121
muahhahaha
the scores was pulled nearer at around
1 min plus in the last qrt
end of bball
waiting for lakers next match
any lakers fans here??
esp kobe bryant
hahahha

has been rainin for the past few days
just hate rainin
cant really shoot
aaaaahhhhh
hope it dont rain 2moro
gonna have archery with dont know what sch
i really thinkin
i gonna have stm soon
aaaaaahhhhh
dear humans
if you are curious about the sch
pls check the web yrself
hahahah
=)

gt kinda bored
so went google
and fb for nice quotes
found some quotes and stories

===================================================

Letting go of your past and memories are also extremely hard.
Even though old memories can be tormenting,
yet you might hold on to the past and refuse to move forward.
However, by refusing to let go of the painful past, it'll serve as a roadblock to love.

Some people say the worst way to miss someone
is when they are right next to you and you know you can't have them,
but it's worse when you thought you didn't want them anymore
and then all of a sudden you realize you can't live without them.
 
I can't escape the thought of you.
Even in my dreams you are there.
It's not fair how your gone, and how you're moving on so fast,
while I am still living in the past.

Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person,
but when you see him smile
you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him
to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours.
====================================================
i super like the last quote=)

gonna zZz soon
gonna wake uo at 6 2moro
for cca
that gonna start at 8.30
but only get to shoot after 2( i think so)
yawn
nighhts nighhts
=)


November 13, 2009

you are the special one that made me smile




LAKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
currently at 4th quarter
with a score of 75-98
lakers win!!!!=)
not sure yet
but i hoped so....
waiting for the end results

oh result now  lakers with 100
yata=)

cant watch the real show
cant loading is damn slow
only can see the play by play
and the shot chart

gonna watch later=)

 


November 12, 2009

i feared that every steps i take,you will move back

went to west mall after study
i must say
even have super early/ boring lesson in the mornin
at 8
but still can go home at 2



swensens!!!!!!!
the pic cant change
dont know who to edit it
so pls human
move yr head to see
hahahahha

bball at arcade!!!!!!!
had been a long long time since i last played it
my skills had not 'deprove' 
hahahhaha
still can gt 230+
not bad alr

playing bball make me miss my netball
miss those times when we shouted across the field
and always getting scolded by teachers for being too noisy
miss the time when i shoot and defend
being GK GD and GS
miss those times when we went to compy 
just miss netball
abit regret not takin netball for my cca
had been playing netball for like since pri school
aaaaaaaaahhhhhh


just happened to see one quote 2dae
i feel that it is very meaningful
it goes like this

failure doesnt mean ending
you just have to destroy all the evidences you had
and start all over again
=)

okie
end of post nighhts


November 12, 2009

Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.

i totally suck st pacc
it damn hard
maybe i have not been paying much attention
to what the lecturer had been talking about
hmm
even i did
i still can confrim that i still dont understand
muhahahah

gonna redo my tutorial 3 and 4 of my pacc
gonna do my research soon
gonna do alot alot of things 2dae

oh ya
msn with sean yesterday
he said he wanna join archery
hmmm
but he must wait till next time then can join
cause now cannot add in ppl le

see
i can 'attract' ppl to cca
hahahhaha=)




know what is this??
hahahha
i just knew it
from dan khairul and rauysan
they said it is the attendance machine lol (edited after being corrected by dan and khairul)
cool right
why our sb block dont have
sad sia

hahahah
nth more to talk about
=)


November 12, 2009

Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.

da ta
finally fin my pacc
okie
to be exact
not really finished
i just write the format down
i think
it time for me to buck up my pacc
i dont wanna fail it

i need to study harder
i need to practice harder to get my form
i need to listen to what the lecture say



btw:
to ans khairul questions
most of the quotes are found
here
http://quotations.about.com/


November 11, 2009

i just too dumb to fall into yr love game




shot by dan
distance not 18 or 30
is 50m!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he damn imba sia
first time try can shoot like that
i shall have you to be the president of yellow destroyers
no wait
you are alr the president
muahhahaha

for me
shooting 50m was damn fun
cant really shoot to the board
but who cares
muahhaha
gt the feeling can le
oh ya
gt grp okie
at the green=)
muahhahha

hazel was like
only 2dae you all can shoot 50
sat must be serious ah

oh ya
btw
we as in the year 1 psp gang
hmm
also the yellow destroyers grp
are having a movie outing next wed
to see 2012
interested ppl can comment here
all ppl are welcome=)

back to archery
too long did not shoot 30m
like so ailen to me
cant really shoot to yellow at first
after a while...
hmm
after a long long time
then can shoot a grp near yellow
but no all the time=(

then follow after
play mission with khairul
=)
mission was totally diff from what we played b4
cause the previous one was no fun anymore
cause all can shoot the yellow

nth much to say
i totally suck at interview
muahhahhahaha

i hate thurs!!!!!!!!!

i made a mistake
but it too late to change it now
i gonna go with the mistake that i done
hope it will be the last time
and it must be the last time