August 10, 2009

omg. omg. omg.

orh gosh. OH GOSH.
God, are you testing my patience? well. thanks. im totally challenged by this task. i wanted to get angry and just shout out LOUD to release this anger and hard feelings in my heart SO BADLY. so so so so badly.

i didnt want to say who is that. but this person always gets on my nerves. and i dont know why it's only me. or other people just dont care?
seriously, i couldnt stand him. and it's not that i've never endured and tried to love him. I DID. God, i really did my best.
just after UL we talked about "words". and why doesnt he just really absorb and think about that? think about the tears that he might cause.
i knew You talked to me, i shouldnt focus on people but YOU. i shouldnt please people but YOU.
i know Lord. i want to do it for YOU, but give me strength. it's been SO LONG that i am constantly n continuously tested by all these challenges!
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

okay. mould me. i'll just give You everything. T_T. im tired. just take whateva You want. just take it Lord. i have nothing left since the day i was born. i know. ahhhhhhh. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i dont want to be alone anymore.
it's either You take away this loneliness or You just IGNORE me.

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