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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KYUHYUNN!!~ - essecax發表於2010-02-03 20:16:17
February 8, 2010

PLEASE PROTECT HER.

SEND YOUR ANGELS?

God will make a way,
when there seems to be no way
He works in ways, we cannot see,
He will make a way for me

He will be my guide,
hold me closely to His side,
with love and strength for each new day,
He will make a way, He will make a way.

By a roadway in the wilderness, He'll lead me
and rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and Earth will fade, but His Word will still remain,
and He will do something new today.


heal her heart, i beg you.


essecax at 無名小站 at 09:18 PM post | Reply(0) | Trackback(0) | prosecute
February 3, 2010

drowning.

homework is the sea,
and i can't swim.
(woah, ms tan! i used a metaphor! or issit a simile??)

anyway, HAPPYBIRTHDAY KYUHYUNNNN! :D
ahhh, i'm so in love with your singing, gosh! <3

and omg!
my maid just said that KEY is HANDSOME! :D
wahahha, awesomeness.
DIVA FTW <333


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February 1, 2010

LAUGH AT ME LORH.

i know it's hilarious to people about how retardedly lame i am,
to be depressed over such a thing.
laugh la!
i don't care, i mean seriously :D
just laugh.

dahlia and liting totally understand my "pain" ):
hahahha.
i can't believe they went and they were PART OF THE RIOT!!
i was like, "eh! i heard got riots leh!"
and dahlia went, "YEAH! WE WERE PART OF IT!"
we went mad again, walking to the bus stop.
"omg, this picture is nice!!"
"omg, sungmin looks so cool in this picture!"
"omg, wahaha, ryeowook so cute here!!"

oh yes and.
although shinee made me sad/depressed/stone in school,
them in the papers made me happy((:
YAY.
 
anyway, nadene your party was awesome! (:
i learnt one thing from your party,
'NEVER STAND BESIDE CHOO LIYING WHEN TAKING PICTURES'.
you'll really look damn fat.
she's like skinnier than a bamboo stick lorh!


 

 

 
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love you people ttm!!!!! <3


just watched music bank! :D
i really gotta thank my mum for subscribing to kbs world for me(:
omg, shinee performed ring ding dong AND jojo!
shit la, looking at them made me sad again ):
ahhh sigh.
i loooove Beast's Mystery! i don't know why!
and i watched hello baby with my sis again.
onew is so cute can ):
ahhh shit man.
this sucks.


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January 30, 2010

i'm in a bad bad mood):

FT Island and SHInee are both here.
AWESOME, I DON'T GET TO SEE THEM.
i'm damn freaking sad la):
natasha and i were like sad freaks today.
URGHH.
(on a side note, shinee's hello baby is damn funny, it cheers me up! :D but seeing them still makes me feel sad)): )


I SOOOO NEED PERCY JACKSON TO CHEER ME UP.
FEB 11 !!!
logan lerman looks wayyyy better than daniel radcliff.


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January 22, 2010

2H):

yeah okok, i keep harping on it.
I MISS 2H.
sigh, i hate sec 3.
it sucks like hell.

saeyun was trying to teach me korean during guides!
hahha, i damn fail la.
she kept correcting my pronunciations.
and she kept telling me that it isn't "heechoool" but "heechil",
that it isn't "ee teeyuuk" but "ee tek" (or something like that la)
that it isn't "dong hae" but "dongae" (then what's the point of putting 'h' there!?)
that it isn't "sung min" but "soong min"
that it isn't "ryeowook" but "lyeowook"
gosh! then why are their english names spelt that way!?
hahahh.

AND. I LEARNT SOMETHING ELSE.
i learnt how to say SHUT UP in korean hahaha :D
awesome.

anyway, walked "to the bus stop" with dahlia and liting on tuesday.
hahah, we went bonkers.
it's hard to control, i know XD

chinese compre was freaking hard can!
whatthenehneh la.
what crap about some 英雄会被毁灭, 但不会被击败,
or something around there la.
what on earth is that!!
any smarty pants out there can come and enlighten me.
i'm serious.
i really want to know what it means.

oh and i found out that tenyee likes SHINee! hahah.
she likes jonghyun!
(hint hint, beverleigh kam! your dinosaur's gonna get stolen away...)
replay replay replay... stuck in my head, shit.

my dad FINALLY came back from china/taiwan today.
after like 2 weeks?
he bought 4 CDs for me!! AWESOMENESS.
super show, super girl, tri-angle, and together <3
i have been wanting super show for like ages already.
THANKYOUDADDY!

guess what my dad said to me,
"no problem. you're my most favourite younger daughter."
i feel so honoured.. -,-
wth, as if you got many younger daughters to choose from -,-
lame siah.


anyway, i don't like YOU! (no, i'm not talking about my dad anymore!)
i don't like you!
you should jolly well know that ok! :D
i don't think you like me either.
yay!
~life couldn't get better!

annyeong.
zaijian.
sayonara.
byebye.


edit: OH RIGHT, AND MEL'S LONG OVERDUE BIRTHDAY PICTURES! :D
happy belated birthday mel!









mel, you look like you're gonna cry! lol.













i totally wanted to lick adeline's hand..



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January 21, 2010

HEHE SO FUNNY.

it's funny how you think so many people love you,

and honestly, i don't like

you :P


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January 15, 2010

we took pictures on a circle bench.

met debbie tan today! :D
went all the way to Great World City,
cos' we initially wanted to watch a movie,
AND yunzhi wanted to eat her stupid porridge -,-
talked and talked for like really long.
deborah's accent is really weird.
singlish will like pop out of no where,
and then suddenly her australian accent will come,
and sometimes it's some alien unknown accent.

SO ANYWAY. PICTURES ARE HERE!(:

yes yunzhi, we know you love spongebob.



yunzhi HAD to be the big face -,-


















OK, I TOTALLY HAD TO BLUR THAT OUT.
yunzhi freaking pushed my face suddenly,
so my eye totally looks distorted.



yunzhi claims she's uh... acting sexy.



wahlao, she totally spoiled the whole picture la!













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January 10, 2010

how is it?

got a new blogskin.
my old black one seems to be so dull ):
this blogskin isn't any better though,
but at least it looks more cheerful, uh right?

been really dead recently.
still dead now.
super lethargic nowadays.
HELP.

but anyway, something that made me happy,
I FINALLY GOT MY PIGGYBANK!
my father was so pleased with me.

oh yes and sec 1 campfire was really awesome(:
this year's batch is super enthu.

linette's party yesterday was awesome too!
sorry linette! wish i could have stayed longer but i really had to go!
hope you like the present!
and andrea, hope you like your present too! :D


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January 6, 2010

i need help, i want help, i cried.

This is a protected article. Please input the password:
Hint: if you know me well enough. I LOVE..


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January 6, 2010

it hurts.

i'm so sorry for what i did,
i don't know why but it just came out of my mouth.
i don't know if you're immune to such stuff of whatever,
but i really really feel very bad.
i feel mean and i think it really would have hurt you.
i apologise, ok?

and set that aside.
i feel like everything i do and say seems to be wrong now.
i insulted like 2 people today without even wanting to.
i mean like, i really never had the thought of hating them or whatsoever but the words just came out.
shit.
and you don't seem to be accepting me,
i don't know, revenge?
like maybe you thought i tried to leave you out last time? :/
but seriously, i never did that.
or maybe i just can't click with you now,
or maybe it's just me that's different.
anyway, school's been really horrible.
everyone in my class is hardworking and i don't know if i can handle the pressure.
i think it's gonna be hell for me.
ok, it already is.


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January 2, 2010

it's 2010 already):

2010, damn, the start of a new year.
noooo, i don't want to go back to school.
and i'm falling sick already,
totally couldn't concentrate during my last game.
oh wells, i never really cared about that anyway.

anyway, i'm finally updating after, a week?
which seemed much longer.

christmas was as awesome as ever(:
Christmas Stomp was seriously good!
damn alot of salvations, PTL! :D
 

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and then came Christmas Day itself! (:
had to have my mum's buffet, as usual.
 
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AND THEN.
VIETNAM!
can't say i really enjoyed it though :/


ok, i was in a bad mood when we took this photo.
which explains why i'm not really smiling, haha.

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and there are soooo many things with "LIEN" in vietnam! hhaha.
lien, you're famous there! XD
 
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December 26, 2009

BYEE~!

BYE!!
OFF TO VIETNAM!
BACK ON MONDAY.


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December 22, 2009

I GOT LOST IN THOMSON FOR 45MINUTES.

met deborah [tan] today!
finally! after so long :D
but before that,
there's another hilarious yet irritating story to tell.

i was supposed to meet yunzhi and dorcas at 10:30am at Casuarina Curry (or however you spell it)
and (to me) the most hilarious thing was that i woke up at 10:40am.
i stared at my clock and i was like,
"ohmygosh, yunzhi's gonna kill me."
but being the ever-so-nice person she is, she didn't.
THANK GOD.
so anyway,
i called her and apologised profusely. (i'm serious)
and so, i rushed to get a cab and headed for thomson plaza.
which was a really bad idea since Thomson Plaza isn't near Casuarina Curry,
BUT, the thing is that,
i didn't know that! -,-
and so, i had to take the bus.
and guess what!
I TOOK THE WRONG BUS!
awesomeness right.
i eventually ended up in ang mo kio,
sweeet.
SO, i walked for like 25min to try to find the correct bus stop.
and i swear,
singapore's weather is wayyyyy hotter than australia's.
and what's with 3 petrol kiosks being right beside each other?
i walked past Shell, then suddenly there was Esso, and yet there was Caltex.
gosh, that place must seriously really stink.
and so, i finally found the bus stop.
i asked yunzhi to check what the bus stop name was,
and she was like,
"BEFFFF YIO CHU KANG ROAD"
fyi, the sign said "bef yio chu kang rd"
i was like, what's BEF!?

yeah long story cut short,
i made it there eventually (duh)
but i was like 1 hour late :P

so anyway,
met deborah after that.
went to dairy farm to eat awesome noodles :D
then dog-ass's house to playyy.
yunzhi brought Quelf, [some boardgame]
well yeah, it was really fun!
deborah's so damn skinny now!
she's like skin and bones!!

oh and and and..
OMG, WAIT, SHIT, IT'S 11PM!?
damn, i got to go read the stupid chinese book.
idiotic book la.
i haven't even started on a single piece of homework yet.


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December 21, 2009

WHY!?

urgh,
first DBSK,
now hankyung.
screw SME la seriously.
 i feel like crying my heart out.

(ok, not literally, but you get my point.)
i like just stated yesterday in my post about my hankyung craze,
and suddenly today the freaking news about him comes out.
and suddenly the freaking news tells me that he's terminating his contract with SME.
OH.MY.GOSH.
but seriously, i have a gut feeling that it's all fake.
like how on earth would the media get hold of the document la.


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