**艾美丽地带** eMiLy's PaRaDiSe

Today’s feeling is some sort kinda weird. Emotion and mood also seem to be kinda awkward. Everything seems absurd to me. Maybe I am not prepared for the changes in my life or I am not ready at all? Before this, I never felt so. It happened before but why another awkward feeling occurs again this time?

At least now I feel much better after working out at gym. This morning was indeed sucky. I really hate to be such emotional person sometimes. Erm, perhaps most of the time!!! Been trying my very best to think optimistically. I know I am not doing excellently but still there is tiny improvement I can see if compared to the brand old Emily. Changes ain’t easy to be made but sometimes it is ought to be made, especially when these changes will for sure benefit me. I will try my very best not to repeat those mistakes I have made before.

Anyway, really wish to have a long long vacation. Well, my Taiwan trip has been dumped into the trash since long ago. In addition, now doesn’t seem to be a suitable moment to go there too. Actually, I just wanna get rid of this city temporarily where the place is without stress, without people that I know, with cosy room, with cool breeze from outside and of course with extremely stunning sunset view. If not, a place like Cameron Highlands also seems to be not bad since I have not even been there before. What a shame! Gosh, by thinking to be at such places, it really soothes my mind perfectly. However, this can only be visualized and imagined at the moment. Forget about it, haih! Alright, that’s it for now. After gym-ing, feel kinda exhausted though. It is not a bad thing, anyway. Hopefully tonight I am able to get into deep sleep. Night everyone and sleep tight! :)

*Emily is playing Wang Lee Hom - Heartbeat*

如果我变成回忆，世界会变成怎样？事情会变成怎样？你，会变成怎样。。。

What is inpatient? Inpatient means patient who needs to be admitted into the hospital. This month is really a suffering and bad experience for me. My LUCKY month huh? My ever first time to get admitted into hospital and it was due to gastritis problem. Another amazing thing is the admission was on the first day of September, right after Merdeka!!! What a celebration for me! Did Gastroscope, did Ultrasound and spent 3 days 2 nights. The moment as a patient in the ward was suffering, very suffering. Even going to the washroom also I needed to go with the "don't know what machine" that inserted Controloc (type of Gastric medicine in liquid form) in my body during my entire period of admission. Brushing teeth and washing face were another 2 huge problems for me too. Never ever mention about bathing which was totally mission impossible. Really felt like a useless fella or 废材 during my stay there. Oh yeah, even eating time also needed to be spoon-fed. What the hell???? Goshhhhh I must take care well of my gastric problem. Hopefully this will be the first and last time for this kinda admission. Namo namo namo, amitabha, amituofo~!!!



~Both of my swollen hands due to Controloc which needed to be inserted via vein~

Kinda like this song lately. My vocal instructor also challenges me with this song as well. Gosh... will try to tackle this song. Enjoy the MV below ya!

Been feeling moodless since yesterday. I thought today would be better but I am extremely wrong. From the moment I woke and crawled up from my bed this morning, I knew that I will feel even worse today. Indeed very true. What’s wrong with me? I have no answer for this query as well. Perhaps I am too tired and lots of things wandering in my mind. Kinda miss my hometown and family too. Almost gonna be 1 month that I did not go back. This week is another week that I am not able to go back again due to my full time job which requires me to stay back for blood donation event on Saturday. Hate this kinda event which makes me even more moodless and helpless? Isk, hate this hate this!!! Arrggghhhh, tons of tasks I have not completed especially for my singing career. Website, performance, new songs, practice, recording, profile… god damn it!!! When can I complete it especially the most important one, the WEBSITE!!! Shit, shit shit!! Been procrastinating it for god damn long! Must try to continue working on already since now is already in the mid of July. Goshhhh, time has passed by just like a blink of an eye. Duhhhhh!!! Okay okay, enough for all the hoo-haa over here. Get back to work you insane emo fella!!! >.<


So nice to be a baby! No worries, no problems, no headache! Look at her, sooooo cute!!!

I received this email from my friend and I found it quite meaningful. Therefore, share with you guys here! Enjoy ya!


1.很清楚的知道她不合適自己，可是更確定的是他不會主動說分手。他只是耗著等著，直到有一天女生自己受不了忽冷忽熱、若即若離的態度，或是等到年華老去不得不下決定時，自己選擇離開。妳的主動離開，我沒有負心，反而是尊重與成全妳的決定。

2.半年後發現，他居然可以跟一個只認識三個月的女生步入禮堂，令她晴天霹靂，才明白他不是不想結婚，不是真的不婚主義者，說穿了只是他不想跟妳結婚。八年的愛情長跑比不上三個月的感情。

3.這位故事中的男生是我的朋友，現在也已經結婚半年。當他聽到劉若英的「後來」，居然會無法克制的流眼淚，想起的是他交往八年的前任女友。為什麼會難過，因為妻子身上有著前任女友的影子，他才明白其實他喜歡的就是這種類型的女孩。

4.可是人往往很矛盾，喜歡她的倔強與有性格，卻受不了她的嬌縱。喜歡她的落落大方，卻受不了她的朋友一堆；你愛她的小家碧玉，就不要怪她不夠大方；你愛她的活潑大方，就不要批評她像花蝴蝶一樣。戀愛談的愈長，結婚的可能性就愈低，所以有時候戀愛的長度與結婚的可能性成反比。

5.喜新厭舊是人性，日子久了，會結婚不是為了愛情，而是責任感的驅使。婚後的他才慢慢的發現，當時的那一段感情其實不是不愛，是時間太久了太長了，把愛情給磨掉了，再遇到另一個女孩點燃了愛情的火苗，星星之火足以遼源，把枯竭已久的愛情給予生命，所以倉促的決定結婚。等到真的結婚後，愛情降了溫，才慢慢的發現其實妻子的身上有著許多前任女友的影子，他比較愛的人其實還是前任女友，可是他娶的卻不是她。這樣的情節不知道是不是也在別處同樣上演著？

6.學生時代的愛情很單純，出社會以後總想等工作穩定以後再結婚，工作穩定以後又想等有一點積蓄買車子、買房子以後再結婚，等著等著，等到愛情被時光給消磨，等到第三者介入點燃了對方心中激情的火苗，乾柴烈火不可收拾以後，曾經在年少一起織夢的理想全都抵擋不了新鮮感的激情，所以琵琶別抱，到最後步入禮堂的都不是在一起同甘共苦、共同經歷過寒、暑假，等當兵的人。

7.所以奉勸各位女孩子，如果對方真的是你想結婚的對象，不要想著有房子有車子有金子，有了一切再結婚。現實是，等他有了一切，他的身價暴漲是有價值的單身貴族，他必需要面臨的是更多的誘惑，妳長久以來的等待與年輕時許下的山盟海誓都難以抵擋誘惑排山倒海的來。就像我現在若不嫁他，非得等到他有車子有房子還有存款時再結婚，那時新娘有極高的可能不是我。因為要等到什麼都有還要幾年？有能力的男人就像酒愈久愈香醇，女人則像麵包一樣有賞味期限，青春是女人的天敵。如果我是他，等到我三十五歲，什麼都有是個有上千萬身價的黃金單身漢，我並不需要一個很有能力而年過三十的女人來幫襯我，我寧可選個如花似玉，年輕貌美的女生，也許沒有什麼工作能力，至少發揮了賞心悅目的功能，一個真正有能力的男人，不會在乎一個女人是否能在他的財富上加乘。遇上對的人，莫等待莫蹉跎，也許沒有房子沒有車子，只要他認真上進，他就是張有潛力的積優股，早點進場獲利更高。

8.也提醒各位男士，如果對方真的是你想好好疼愛的女人，別讓她等太久，有她一起陪你奮鬥應該是很美好的一件事除非你心中有其他的想法，否則別讓愛情等太久，把真愛都磨掉了！雖然聽起來很殘忍,但身邊的家人朋友都有類似的例子。

真愛，就不要等，除非是不想結婚......

My Birthday’s Resolution:
a) Improve and upgrade my singing skills (on-going)
b) Strive and gain more opportunities (performances) in my singing career (on-going)
c) Have own album with Infinity (planning to be out in 2010)
d) Have own concert (planning in my dream, muahaha!)
e) Bring mom/family for a trip to Taiwan (sigh stupid H1N1, when are you gonna stop?)
f) Singing while playing keyboard (on-going)
g) Playing guitar (errr, future on-going)
h) Get good figure with the work out at gym (on-going)
i) Meal at Tenji Japanese Buffet Restaurant (mission accomplished on 5 July 2009 with family!!! Thanks daddy!!! ^_^)

My Birthday’s List:
1) Beauty care products (on-going, left serum and eye gel to be bought)
2) Make up products (on-going, almost have complete set)
3) Evening gown for hotel performance (planning, planning)
4) Singing/vocal Teaching Book “Singing for Dummies” (planning to buy at MPH for teaching purpose, sabar-sabar)
5) Dye and highlight my hair (now I look a bit noob with my black hair when on stage! -.-“)
6) What else??? Can’t think of it now….

Alright, I must accomplish most of the missions here in this year. Ganbatte ar!!! Anyway, today is my didi’s birthday. So hereby, wishing you a very extremely HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY. Be a good boy yea!!! ^_^

The day when Emily sang with her duckling voice on AiFM~

Finally I have done with my performance at Champs, Centre Point (Bandar Utama) for these 2 weeks. Yesterday only I got to know from the boss/owner of Champs that this café/mini restaurant has been in operation for almost 12 years!!! Ehhh how come I did not know about it? Well, it does not seem to be a surprise for me since I seldom loiter around PJ area especially Bandar Utama.

Anyway, let’s talk about the performance for these 2 weeks as mentioned earlier. For your further information, I only replaced these 2 weeks at Champs on Tuesday. The boss there is a very extremely strict kinda person who really focuses and emphasizes about quality. Not only talking whether it is about food, his customers and of course the performers as well. He is very particular on all these. I still remember that a friend of mine performed there as a keyboardist 3 weeks ago. The female vocalist who sang with the band was being sacked right after the first set. Imagine and see that if you were there and after the first set, second and third sets were only instrumental music without any vocalist/singer singing there. That would be so obvious and embarrassing, gosh! If I were the girl, I really would not know how to react. The hurt would be extremely deep with big impact in my singing life. How do I rate myself anyway for these 2 weeks? Hmmm seriously, last Tuesday was extremely super sucky. Most probably it was due to the environment there. The boss not only wants English but also light and easy kinda songs. I can sing English songs actually but if I would really like to compare, I sing more to Chinese songs all these while. As for English songs, normally it is my style to sing soft rock or groovy kinda songs. Therefore, singing at Champs is indeed a massive challenge for me (till now). The pressure is extremely huge too. Indescribable!!! So in conclusion, last week was really a bad performance of mine but still I felt fortunate that the boss did actually say this phrase to me, “Emily, see you on next Tuesday!” This phrase actually gave me a slight minute relief but still my bad performance affected my mood for last few days.

Alright, yesterday was considered my last night performing there tentatively. I was really grateful that the boss was very happy with my performance and kept saying that I sang well. I will not really say that I sang excellently but at least I have tried my best and I was satisfied though it could still be improved. Plus with my bad condition of having bad flu and sore throat. Oh please people, not H1N1 or whatever!!! At the moment, I do not think I will continue performing there. More English songs need to be prepared. When I am ready and the opportunity happens to be still available there, then only I will take up the challenge again. Although it was only 2 times of performance, lots of experiences were gained. Singing light and easy kinda songs is totally different. More challenges coming ahead, Emily!!! Ganbatte!!

Oh yea, I will be interviewed on AiFM (FM 89.3) on Thursday (2 July 2009). The slot is from 4pm-5pm. I will be singing 2 songs and will be interviewed as one of the representatives of Mainstream Music Centre where I attend for my vocal class currently. Do stay tune if you are able to listen to it on radio station or online ya! See ya and do support me~!!! ^_^

Just an update for all of you here. I will be performing with my band, Infinity at Champs, Centre Point (Bandar Utama) on Tuesday at 9.00pm - 12.30am for the remaining weeks in June. In short, if everything goes smoothly, Infinity will be performing in these 2 weeks in June. Do feel free to drop by there if you guys have the leisure time.

Please see the details below:

Venue: Champs, Centre Point (BU)
Date 23 & 30 June 2009 (Tuesday)
Time: 9pm-12.30am
Band: Infinity
Type of Performance: Light & Easy (more to English Songs)

Hope to see you guys there. See ya!

Oh god, I am in a very very extremely sleepy mode right now. My eyelids are so heavy as if there are tons of tree trunks being put on them. Okay okay, try to ignore about it and focus on… blogging! Haha, will start working later, later ya! :P

Alright, yesterday went to Champs at Centre Point, Bandar Utama to support my 2 band members, Hao Chen and Carace. Of course to support Steven as well since 3 of them have just started performing there. If I am not mistaken, yesterday was their third time performing there. As for me, yesterday was my first time to go there. Ambience wise is not bad, I would say and it was kinda crowded with lots of working people and foreigners. Everyday has different bands/performers. Mainly English songs will be performed and sung there. It has been decades that I did not really enjoy myself as a customer/guest while listening to my friends singing live. All this while also I am the one who entertain and sing for others but yesterday I had the privilege to be entertained with the songs I requested. Haha! In short, yesterday it was kinda relaxing to be there though I was kinda worn out as well. Been kinda of occupied recently. Oh yea, yesterday a regular customer of Champs got to know that I am actually one of the members in Infinity. So, what else? Being forced, oppps I mean being REQUESTED to sing a song. Yea I did sing not only one, but 2 songs! -.-“ Anyway, why am I not with them this time? Many of you have been asking me this question for infinity times. Where am I performing now? Where should you go to see my singing? And the list goes on. Hehehe! Because Miss Emily would like to have a rest first. If not, she will perish soon. Let my lovely partners perform and capture the audience’s hearts. I will perform when I am ready ya! Meanwhile, I can get ready with more songs for future events or performances. This sounds better, right? Hehe! Oh yea, forgot to mention to my partners. Great show yesterday! Eh Carace, I just love the way you sing those blues and jazzy songs especially the song by Alicia Keys – If I Ain’t Got You! So for those music lovers, do visit and support my partners at Champs, Centre Point every Thursday night. 3 of them will give you a great Thursday night every week~!!! ^_^

Another thing to share with you guys! Finally, I am not staying alone ANYMORE!!! A very young leng zai is staying with me now. Haha, there are pros and cons actually. If I were staying alone, I could just conquer the whole house. Even running naked in the house also no one would bother. Haha! Anyhow, having a housemate also is not bad. At least when I am sick, I do not have to risk my life driving to the hospital just to consult doctor and get MC. Now, I have a driver when I fall sick? Haha what is this!?? >.< Alright, back to the topic. Wanna know who is the young leng zai??? Please refer to the photo below!!!

Deng Deng Deng DENG!!! Who is he??? My little brother aka my didi la!!! Hahaha what a face!!!???

Harlo my bloggie! I guess this is my first time to freeze my bloggie for so long. Extremely occupied with lots of thingy lately. Next month is gonna be worsen. Today also I just realize that my schedule for July is indeed very packed. Two continuous Sundays that I need to work. Then, it will be followed by a confirmed Wedding performance and another pending performance/show. I guess next month will be an "exciting" and "happening" month again for me with my full and part time jobs. Think positively, Emily! Busy is much better than doing nothing, right? There are more challenges ahead that are coming on. Must really get prepared to go through every one of them.

This and next week, I am going back to hometown. Yea, is continuously 2 weeks for me to go back. I do not know what is wrong with me lately. At least these 2 days I am much better. I was not in very good and stable condition before this. My full time is one of the contributors that causes me to be in great pressure. Although my part time also brings me lots of pressure and busyness, at least I gain more things from this compared to my full time. Just like my most recent performance that just finished last week. It was a wedding performance and of course we, Infinity went and performed together there. Thank god that I chose to perform at Kuantan instead of going to Genting for an open show at Arena Star. No, I should rephrase the whole thing. Of course both performances would be able to give me different experience but till now, I never feel regretted by choosing the wedding performance at Kuantan. This performance gave me lots of precious experiences. I really appreciate that and I am glad too that most of the audiences did really enjoy themselves. The applauses and cheers gave me were indescribable support and motivation for me. As for Genting show, I know I would gain different experience too since it is not easy to have the chance performing there. Anyway, nothing is perfect in this world. Since both events were coincidently being held on the same weekend, I could only choose one of them. There will be more chances ahead if I still keep believing.

Hey, I feel like crapping over here today. Really don't know what I have mumbled since the minute I started typing out every single word. Anyway, another performance coming soon. Need to get prepared for it again. Of course, few more projects still need to be continued such as our demo recording, photo-shooting and definitely, our website. Must really put more time and effort on it already. Aza aza fighting!!!

This is amazing~! Another youngster with great and beautiful voice. Gift given by god~!!! Enjoy this video and you will be amazed~! :)

Actually lately I am kinda exhausted so thought of heading to bed earlier yesterday. Anyway, it ended up that I was sleeping late again! Why? A long-lost good friend of mine gave me a call at approximately 11.40pm. At first he told me on MSN, saying that the conversation would just take 20 minutes. Mana tau, it took more than an hour. To be exact, it was an hour and 10 minutes. Haha!!! What to do? We have been decades not to share thoughts and updates with each other. We used to update frequently during our MMU life but now, since he’s in Penang, we can hardly meet. I do not have much time to chat with him via MSN/YM nor mobile. However, yesterday was considered as a nice conversation and sharing session.

Recently, I have been a bit lost in my music path. As I mentioned to him, lots of pressure in my mind which causes me to get confused on which path to proceed. Again, he is indeed a good person to share thoughts and get advice from. He is always able to tell me things that I couldn’t see at first. Once he mentioned about it, then only I would realize about it. Same goes to yesterday. I won’t say I got enlightened or what, but at least I know what I should focus on instead of ‘touching’ every single minute aspect that I wished to ‘touch’ before this. Step by step will be the best way to move on now. Nothing comes for free and of course, I have to be determined and strong enough to go through all the obstacles, no matter it is in my life, my career or even my dream. I strongly agree on what he mentioned to me yesterday night. He said many of his friends (even my friends) who used to be excellent students with high goals in life, now turn out to be either very ordinary with normal achievement in life. If not, some are already having their own family. Don’t get me wrong that getting a family now is incorrect. Perhaps for me now, I wish to strive on my dreams and wanna see how far I can attain. 2 or 3 more years for me to fight in this battle? Maybe more? Haha! Therefore, those who always ask me “Emily, when are you going to have your boyfriend” or “Leng Mui, when you wanna settle down and have your own family” blab la bla, and the list goes on!!! -.-“ I am not saying that I won’t get a boyfriend or whatever. Just that for me to have a family, now is not the right time yet. In conclusion, let time and fate lead the way, haha!

Alright, that’s all for today. You guys take care ya! Oh ya before I forget, my upcoming open show in this month will be:

Date: 17 May 2009 (Sunday)
Time: 6pm
Venue: Sungei Wang main stage

It is not my show, anyway. Just as one of the special guests to perform there. If there is any changes, I will post again here. See you guys there~! ^_^

I have found something precious to share with you all...!!! Thanks to Sher Lin who also went together with me that night. She found some of the videos on youtube. Let me share with all of you over here! ^_^

1) Okay, this video shows the part where Lee Hom played violin and till the middle of it, he started to sing the song Luo Ye Gui Gen （落叶归根）. While singing it, the backdrop/back huge screens were showing the photos of him in the movie, "Lust.Caution". I don't think you are able to see Lee Hom here but at least you can enjoy your ears with his sweet violin and of course Lee Hom's great voice~!


2) This second video has better quality and of course with nearer view. Lee Hom was singing an old song of his, Ru Guo Ni Ting Jian Wo De Ge （如果你听见我的歌）.


3) This is one of his songs that I used to sing at cafe last time. I love this song very much and it always touches my heart till now. This song is Di Yi Ge Qing Chen （第一个清晨）.


4) The ending part of the precious moment. All of the audiences sang and cheered together with him. The song, Kiss Goodbye! Ehhh, nono! The last song should be Yao Gun Zen Me Le（摇滚怎么了）which was also the starting song of the night! You can see it at the end of this video.




Well okay, seriously this time I still enjoyed very much during the concert. At least it was totally different feeling compared to the previous one. Even the songs he sang, mostly were not being sung previously. I mean in his previous concert, 盖世英雄. Lots of creativity was made too in this latest concert. Anyway this time, the only thing i was a bit bit disappointed was the special guest. Previously, it was JJ Lin （林俊杰）but this time, errrr haha better not to mention. I can only say they were 2 local artists who sang at the beginning. To be accurate, before the concert ever started! Haha! Speechless about this. Anyhow, let me share with you the video on the previous concert when JJ was invited to be Lee Hom's special guest. I love the moment when they sang 你不在 & 江南 separately yet became a creative song.


P/S: I wonder will this concert come out with DVD version again? Hopefully!!! I wanna keep it as collection~! ^_^

Okay, since now is already very late and I am extremely exhausted here, I think it is better to show some photos rather than crapping over here. Photos can express well, I guess. Anyway, I did not bring along my digicam and I took with my mobile. So, the photos below are rather not in good quality. Anyway, still we manage to see Lee Hom's HANDSOME face, then will do. Keke!!



~Before it got started~



~Shong Yong aka Ms. SIA and me~



~Lee Hommmmmmmm!!!~



~Again... LEE HOM!!!~





~Look at the 1st pic that I took. Look at the guitar! I love it very much! VERY VERY NICE! Have a look at second picture for clearer view~



~My hubby is playing drum!!! YENG~



~My hubby is playing violin this time... ohh so romantic~



~This actually is showing some of those photos from the movie that Lee Hom acted in, "Lust, Caution". Sorry ya! My mobile is not able to capture good quality photo during concert~



~This time, Lee Hom is playing piano. I love him playing piano the best.. he's extremely talented!!!~

I think that's all from me. Those who have taken with their good and pro quality cameras, maybe can share them with me. Have a nice weekend ya and good night~! ^_^

Among all, I am more well-known as a performer who sings soft, sentimental and emotional kind of love songs. Am I really into this category? No doubt that all this while I am known as so but how come I feel that.. ermm I sound kinda pathetic?? Actually I kinda like performing and singing rock songs. Still practising and working out on this!!!

Just wondering, my look does not suit the rocker style??? Come come, give me some comments!!! Emily the Emo/Sentimental performer or Rocker!!!????

有时真的不明白男生在想什么。他们以为低声下气的说声对不起就可以把之前的伤害，之前的眼泪，之前的痛苦，抹得一干二净？真的以为一句道歉能把事情恢复到原点？你们真的把事情想得太简单了吧！你们之前所做的事情，所造成的伤害，真的对你们来说只是一些小事吗？你们也太过自私了吧！别以为没了你们，我们这些女生就活不下来。现在的我们活得比之前更快乐，更精彩。事情发生了那么久，现在你们莫名其妙的靠近我们，联络我们。说什么之前是你们的错，很后悔，很内疚，很心疼，等等，等等。又提回以前的什么快乐回忆，说我们有什么优点，等等，等等。这是为了什么？你要从我们身上得到什么？？要道歉，要后悔，不应该是现在。如今一切都是过去了。所以别在装可怜，扮成受害者的角色。既然你们是那么的伟大，那么的负责任，请你们别在打扰我们了！我们现在的确活得很快乐，很精彩。无论以后的我们是怎样，都不会心软的回到你们这些混蛋的身边。省一点啦！

Been sometime I didn’t drop a pen in my bloggy. Too many things happened simultaneously recently. Uncle was admitted into the hospital due to kidney failure, conflicts among family members, old PC broke down and the most annoying part was after 2 days saying R.I.P to my old PC then my laptop pulak got burnt!!! Imagine and see after finished working, you went back home and thought of watching drama via laptop (since I have NOTHING in Puchong house. I mean really NOTHING) and suddenly, you saw your laptop’s touchpad started to melt even before you had the time to switch on the power supply. After that, it switched off by itself. What the ****?? Anyway, it was a long story indeed. Lazy to mention about it anymore since the technician managed to fix it for me. Hopefully no other ‘surprise’ in the future.




Besides this technology thingy, the most worrying yet frustrating headache is about my uncle. Haihhhh!!! Seeing the worries in my dad as well as the rest of my relatives, it makes me in worries as well. Money is the main concern here to save his life. Ermmm, I would say to extend his life span. Hopefully everything goes smoothly and god, please bless us. In spite of all these, sometimes looking at my daddy and mommy, I really feel that they are getting older. Lots of thoughts come into my mind too. Anyhow, I have promised myself to bring mommy along for a trip to Taiwan. Hopefully it can happen this year. I must cherish and appreciate every moment that I have with my family especially my parents. No one will understand what is beneath my heart now. Daddy and mommy, I love you very much indeed~! :)

Lately been watching a Taiwanese drama with the title “Fated to Love You”（命中注定我爱你）. Actually many people told me about this drama before but now only I watch it online. What to do? Only can watch it online when I am free at home. The storyline is not bad. It is hilarious in the beginning but when the story goes on, it gets more and more touching and heart aching. I guess this might happen in real world, just that the drama is a bit exaggerating only. Drama right, of course needs to be a bit exaggerating due to market purposes. If you guys haven’t watched it yet, perhaps can give it a try. I personally kind of like it, what about you?

Lately I am really surrounded by only one word --------------------> STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just don't know how am I to express my feeling here. Do you ever wonder what you want in life? What do you want to gain when you are working? Salary? Sense of belonging? Achievement? I just get extremely pissed off lately with some HUMAN BEINGS! What can I do since I am only an executive yet they are at the top management level? Nevermind, sabar!!! My manager will be coming back from her confinement leave next month. Don't give up so quickly and easily, Emily!!! Ganbatte to fight the fat clumsy monsters ahead!!! FIGHT AR~!!!!!!!

Besides that, just to share with all of you. Yesterday after a very stressful morning, my colleague and I went to a shop for lunch. Just didn't know why suddenly my cute colleague wanted to eat Nasi Beriyani at our client's place. Since we had not tried before, 3 of us decided to give it a try. You know what, when we were there, we saw TV3 crews were there. Then we saw the host of the show "Jalan-jalan Cari Makan" as well. I didn't bother at first since I only wanted a relaxing lunch without thinking of anything related to my workload which has been hunting me nonstop for my full time. Mana tahu when I was eating half way, the host (I forgot her name >.<) came over and asked me whether she could interview me about the food. Of course I would say okay. Gosh, I looked so pale and tired yet without any make up on my face. I for sure will turn out like a zombie when the episode of show is being broadcasted on TV3. Even makan time also did not allow me to get rid of the stress.

What on earth is going on????? MOMMY... I WANNA GO FOR AN EXTREMELY LONGGGGGGGGGGGG VACATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1