March 3, 2009

抉擇

無力的
趴在自己的床上
感覺
自己最近對工作的事
越來越無力了

長時間的失眠
食慾不振
精神 體力都已無法負荷
再加上
近來公司生意不佳

今天
又再一次槓龜
拖著疲累的身軀回到家
不明白
今天上班是上心酸的嗎

看著姊妹們
一個一個
因為賺不到錢而離開
只有我
到現在還在替公司擔心

明知道
公司並不會
因為少了我而倒閉
更不會
因為多了我而讓生意變好

就不知道
自己到底還在堅持什麼
每天
為了同樣的事
想到自己沒辦法睡覺

我明明
可以跟其他姊妹一樣
說不做就不做
說落跑就落跑
但是
這樣不是很不負責任嗎

什麼時候
替別人想太多
也變成了是一種錯誤
什麼時候
現實 成了求生存的唯一方法

真的好累
到底
要到什麼時候
我才能找出對自己最有利
又最
不愧對良心的方法呢

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