今天，我学会了控制好自己的情绪。
不在同学们面前突然崩溃，听ipod时赶快把偷偷流下来的那几滴眼泪擦掉，练习虚伪的微笑...
嗯，因为我真的好讨厌被可怜的感觉，我讨厌the way i act so f*cking pathetic.

没有他的生活，我真的太不习惯了。好空，好无情。
手机的inbox总是没有那个熟悉的电话号码，早上没有他的"morning dear,are you waiting for my msg?"，他晚上也没再打来了。
其实还有好多好多。
每天生活中的一些小细节，都可以让我联想到他。
你知道吗？我竟然把我的肚脐环拿掉了，让它愈合。你没猜错，就是因为他。
我真的好想念好想念他...

我好希望能够像以前那样，随时都可以告诉他我爱他或我想他。
现在 他要我给他时间 空间
就连关心我都不敢，怕他嫌我烦，嫌我侵略了他的空间。
他今天在医院做检查，我真的好担心他..有一种想马上打给他看看他怎样的冲动。可是没办法，一定要忍住。
希望我们之间的关系会好转..
希望我不会失去他...

Chris Daughtry--Used To

You used to talk to me like I was the only one around
You used to lean on me..the only other choice was falling down
You used to walk with me like we had nowhere we needed to go
Nice and slow, to no place in particular

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear you were the first star I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought...we Used to know
At least there's you and at least there's me
Can we get this back, can we get this back...
To how it used to be?

I used to reach for you when I got lost along the way
I used to listen, you always had just the right thing to say
I used to follow you, never really cared where we would go
Fast or slow to anywhere at all

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear you were the first star I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought...we Used to know
At least there's you and at least there's me
Can we get this back, can we get this back...
To how it used to be

I look around me and I want you to be there
Cause I miss the things that we shared
Look around you-it's empty and you're sad
Cause you miss the love that we had
You used to talk to me like I was the only one around...
The only one around

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear you were the first star I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought...we Used to know
At least there's you and at least there's me
Can we get this back, can we get this back...
To how it used to be
To how it used to be
To how it used to be
To how it used to be
To how it used to be

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