February 23, 2011

To Susan

Dear Susan
It's good to see your encourage and support.During the time,I tried to forget the tears and the pain. Finaly,I got good grades.
My dad was glad about this,but I felt depressed and vacant. I didn't know whether I should cry or laugh. I felt very mock.
During contact,I tried hard to get good grades but failed every time.He always gaved me support like you.and when I had a fight with
my dad,he told me don't yell at him even thought I was right. I because I knew he get alone with his familly in this way,so they seldom fight. 
When I was sad and cried,he wiped my tears,cheered me up and made me laugh. He also taught me many principle to let me understand
and cool down.He is really a great guy.We understood each other but still couldn't be together.

I know you are right. Teenage love woudn't be forever. But I want to grasp every moment.I know his parents doesn't like my personality
after all these affairs. I want to change my defects.After those affairs I learned so much and I introspected by myself,but my heart was break.
I lost too much to learn the lesson. Everything was too late! I'm so regret.I usually cried at midnight because I can't forget him.All the pain and 
the tears drowned me.I didn't know how to face it....


I wanted to win him back though my mom didn't support me to do that.She said many things we missed them but we won't have the second
chance.Maybe she is right...But I don't want to give up.Everyone told me that time can treat one's heart and bring away all the pains .Maybe
they are right.... I want to give myself a try to win him back,though probally I will get hurt again.Well...I don't care.That's OK.After all,time is the
best cure.


It's nice to know you will come back.I must tell you many many things and I just can't wait!! 
Besides,you can listen Daniel Powter's song--Don't give up on me. Sibel--Sorry and Antony--Sorry that I loved you
the words in those songs close my mood. Thanks for your encourage! I love you! God bless you ,too !  

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    It is very ironic that no matter how painful you feel at this
    moment, sooner or later you will forget it. Eventually time will
    cure everything. You might say I still feel pain after such a
    long time. Yes, it is!! However, do you think you will still feel
    the pain after 3 years? No, you won't because by that time you
    will be in another school and won't have the chance to see him
    every day. Life is in your own hand. You can choose to pull
    yourself together and start your new life or you can choose to put
    your head deep into the sand and feel the pain every night. Amy,
    you are a lot smarter than just let yourself and let the ones who
    love you feel miserable. Simle to yourself every morning and tell
    yourself that every day is a new start. Throw the old amy away
    and leave all the unhappy stuff behind. Enjoy your life now. You
    are only 14. Life should be filled with laugh and content. Go
    get it, gal! Seize every moment you can!

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