Digu
人生永远都只是个‘等待’~ -
November 16, 2009
November 15, 2009
November 14, 2009
November 9, 2009
that's reality~
Don''t know why, this few days just feel moody moody... haiz... just as usual, went to seaside on last weekend... sitting in the beach, and looking at the innocent boys... they were running up and down, playing happily with each other... so nice to see the innocent smile... how good if i cant get back to this age again... but now, i still have to face all the reality... many many things come across this few weeks... but i'm tired... really tired~ i don't know when all these annoying things will be leaving me... feel like to rely on someone and release my mind... but the cruel fact is nobody will stay by your side forever... even parents, they are getting older and older, they won't accompany by your side... friends... they come and go, won't be with you all the times... even your lover, they might love you forever, but he/she won't stay by your side always also... after all, you are still alone.. you are still only you, you still only have yourself....
November 3, 2009
Happy 1 year ANNIVERSARY~
yup~ so happy today... so happy that i'm still at here, though have to stay back again.. 
but honestly, i really willing to do so, even though sometimes it's tiring... i'm happy that i got new friends here.. 
i'm happy that i learn lots and improves myself lots... especially in my communications skills... and my BAHASA MELAYU.. haha... it's true that i still remember my manager ask me on the 1st day, can u speak malay? sure u can speak malay ya? and now, people say i sounds like malay... for chinese who say i sounds like malayis acceptable.. but today, i called a malay guy...
November 1, 2009
October 25, 2009
September 27, 2009
September 13, 2009
August 31, 2009
August 31, 2009
my own sweet time 22/8, 23/8
still remember i told wawa, those people who went movie alone, like.... saw people who eating alone, sure we will say, if is me, i rather take away and eat at home... but i found that i start accepting all these 'single' life ady.... went eat alone, shop alone, walk alone, watch movie alone... i start enjoying this kind of life... enjoying in my own little world... without disturbed... on a nice weekend, went for a cake is just nice... i was walking around and saw this nice cheese cake... since it's my favourite green tea and it have been a long time i never take dessert like this d... find a place in the corner and start enjoying them...
August 23, 2009
August 22, 2009
and i'm just down~
又是没有吃晚餐的一天， 又是很累却无法入睡的一天。。突然觉得很空。。前两个星期还从朋友的毕业典礼回来， 很感慨时间过得真快，就这样毕业一年了， 却什么成就也没有， 每天像机器人一样重复着上班下班回家， 还是一样脑袋空空，口袋空空。。。 好像越来越没有乐趣。。。 每天为了一些没意义的东西在劳累，为了没有结果的东西在付出。。。我不晓得最后到底是怎样，也搞不清楚自己要的到底要的是什么， 就很情绪化的一天一天过。。。不知是累还是心烦， 感觉自己脾气越来越暴躁。。。 跟妈的关系好像也变差了。。。 看着她一直喝酒， 常常无理取闹找我麻烦。。。 而爸也在埋怨为什么要这样那样。。。 真的，很烦！我也不好过，我不想伤害任何人！我只是想向别人一样平静地过， 为什么这些讨人厌的事情总是没完没了！ 很难过，很想做些什么发泄一下！很想逃！却什么也不能做。。。 哥问我，马六甲H1N1那么严重，你没预防吗？我说呀，这是命，注定要你中就中，注定没事就没事。。。 但，此刻的我，宁愿自己倒霉一点， 离开了就不用这么烦，这么难过了~
July 19, 2009
挣扎
July 18, 2009
