October 20, 2011

累..

好累...這一切都不是我想要的...

盲目的走..盲目的付出...

沒有一天是真正發自內心在笑的..

常在想..為什麼我要活的那麼累...?!

每次總是看著刀子發呆....

催眠著自己...劃下吧.....

劃下我就解脫了...

但我太懦弱.....懦弱到連自殺的勇氣都沒有...

真沒用...

我正在找...找一個真正需要我的...

而不是利用完就踢去一邊...

可...是實沒那麼簡單....

我就像一個可有可無的存在..

所以我捨去了童年回憶....捨去了真正的笑容...

像個空洞一樣...適時給個表面的笑容...

我連最渴望的自由與幸福都興致缺缺了....

對我而言...一切都已經沒有那麼重要了...




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    其實我有喜歡你但是我們沒有見過面
    但我沒有在耍人喔
    我想我真的是真心愛你的

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  • ......你...是不是腦子有點問題= =?

    我又不認識你

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  • 痾....我現在去...

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