暗の态度。 mr. darks AttitudeZ

of all those times i've been complaining,
this is the only time i regretted coming back to KL.

i should not wish for that much.

when wishes do come true
it's really joyful
but when they dont
some people will end up bleeding.

supposed to study for midterm.
really shouldnt put my lappie in front of my face.

wandering aimlessly online until i found something quite fun to read.
certain someone's blogs.

lolx.

i observed the style they used
really matched their personality.

today, it's gonna be about my room.

because i have absolutely nothing else to write about
so i've decided to write about my room.

i was suppose to do my assignments by the way.
half way through stuck with nothing in my mind.

anyways, back to my room.

there's been some confusion these few days

was told that i should not be that clever when it comes to love
but it's quite impossible for me to do so
thus, i give up on it.
i get the point very clearly.
but the thing is,
i miscalculated. i left out the lonely part of life. ^^

anyways,

im back.
lazy to update anything
since it will be the same thing written in different words,
might as well dont write anything new.

blogging has its pros and cons.
i've come by those people that said blogs are for those people who is emotional
well, fuck them.
i blog cause i need to constantly sharpen my vocabs.
lolx

its Sunday~
its afternoon.

suppose to be the best day of the week
family day, outing, picnics, trips to the mall
whatever that fits the criteria of "being together"

well. it's not.

its being together all right.

went to the malls few days ago
spent some time in the bookshop
spent some time in the cinema
spent some time walking aimlessly with hope of buying something.

the thing is,
i think i'd lost it.
im not sure what exactly is it
maybe it's the touch or the sence i once had.
i'd used to enjoy walking by shops

it's holiday time
two and a half week.

obviously,
things doesnt end there.
there are still some worries that awaits me after all this
haiz.

the first whole day at home,
well, not very whole actually.

its 2 days before the first test
it's not going to be easy
and im taking it easy.

was wondering whether i am right when i decided to be like that.
saw everyone working so hard and kept studying
and what i did is just what seemed so little.

a thought once flashed in my mind
wondering whether i should continue or not

its that time again.
going back home is either a good news
or something really bad.

this time, my reason is
study week...

and im broke.

actually i missed home a lot.

there are times that i'd really wish im far from people.
anyone.

the older i grew
the more i see how people work.
with all those things coming in,
im not sure how am i going to survive.

i'd rather live alone in a quiet place, without much people
perhaps a jungle... XD

despite the fact that i love to make new friends
i actually hate to meet with people.

it's a delima i had
since the "major" broke off with my ex.

i'd love to know people
chat with them through msn, phone, sms, whatever
but not meeting them.

early in the morning
i realized something quite shocking
it really put me in stress...

lolx.

i was sleeping soundly...
after i put the alarm into snooze mode
for almost 2 hours...
i knew i missed one class

在电脑室呆了很久
突然想到你

顺着连接
找到了你的部落格

其实我和你
相识也没有很久
也不是那么的熟悉你
可是你却让我说了那句