diary
I have to take TOEFL test on Sunday.
nervours....sure
but I need tomake myself calm down
be easily think positivley
I should have courage and tell myself that I can do it.
I can reach my goal.
I can conquer the reading section
I don't know why I am so nervous.
lose sense of protection and couragement?
maybe i don't know really
maybe if you still stayed with me, I could be more brave and happy .
because you always gave me great help, especially in the test.
i remember that whenever i thought of you , I can relief myself and without being afraid on the stage or facing the test.
half of year has past
I can't find out something or somebady who can make me feel ease and sense of protection.
i should try to grow up
i need courage to face the difficulites
i should start to learn to live by myself
If I could go to America, I should also deal with all the challanging situations by myself
maybe I am still a child


Sealed (Jul 17)