love.

i had a fun yet awkward outing today to ecp!

thanks to jasmine, wenhui, peiling, xuanning, manfung, kheehwee, alexis, darwis & colin
for the memory created today.

at first it was kind of hard to communicate,
but later, when we start cycling,
everything was fun! :D

we spent most of the time under shade, but it was fun too!

ihatemyself.
whatever.
should i abandon you, my dearest wretch?

ahhhhh!
why are celebrities not allowed to date?
if they date, their fame is gone?! wth.
celebrities are also humans that need love.

it's a special date isn't it?
090909.
but i'm in low mood. gosh. what happen?
i don't know.

well, i better be good and off to mug!

i'll mark off this entry with happy birthday wishes
my best regards to these 2 people whom i used to be close with, and regretfully lost contact with them.
happy birthday qianhao and shiqi! :D

i haven't even start studying, and i'm already tired.
what's this?

only did amaths out of bio, amaths and physic.
what the hell. DX

why must i always reach the edge of the cliff, then i understand what;s going to happen if i step out that step.

to be able to earn a person's tears, that's  a sin.
and i've created this sin today.

guilt has never once leave my side since i created the sin.
what can i do in order to fill up for the wrong things i have done?
i'm sorry, please forgive me.

confused, is the only word i can use to describe my feeling now.
vexing, worried, relief.
vexing for my uncontrollable temp something. i forget how to spell. -.-

nobody's coming.
i should seriously consider of closing my wretch.
trust me;
i've been hating myself for not completing my compo.
every single word i said in complex chinese, it would remind me of my uncompleted chinese compo.
damn me.

i lost my determination once again,
been worrying for my ......., till i can't concentrate on studying.
i'm scared, i'm worried.

crap. i screwed my hmt paper 1.
first time in my entire life. that i never finish composition!!!
i shall finish here!

so i shall summarise the infront part first.
gohweichyi's hmt prelim paper 1:

我看过很多的爱情小说，漫画， 偶像剧，但就是不相信一见钟情与奇迹。
直到我遇到了他。 他让我的信念彻底的破碎。 

after today, i'll not use com until everythings done.
i promise, cause next week is my prelim. -.-
that means no blogging till then.

well, maybe on livejournal a short post for birthday wishes.
wish me luck then, bye for now.

yesterday you made me cry, today you make me smile.
then what are you going to do tomorrow?
make me suffer?

so near yet so far. D:
haix. D:

i've expected the ignorance of yours,
but i didn't know.....
it's the same. D:

i'm so screwed for my english oral. :X

and i'm struggling here with my ss essay! D:

freak-ed out! DDDD:

a1a2b3l4c5e6d7x8e9i0f1s,
aybocu dmeafkge hmge hsiujfkflemr.

stop using comp!
study study study!

it didn't rain like how i wish i would. ):

ylfbf is nice today!
isn't that obvious since there's presence of lollipop! :D

i hate guess show.
they should write "nice" when bbt sings.
and their airing time is like so little.
keep showing the xinguang5 people only.
guess show suxs!

happy birthday nasir!
11/8/09:
happy birthday kheehwee.
happy birthday keahoa.
13/8/09:
happy birthday xueyi!

whenever i see my sister,
i feel so guilty.
maybe i should start all my revision now!