PRINCE; PRINCESS.

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Love, JAYEL

I WANNA CHANGE NEW BLOGGGG!!

September 18, 2009 at 9.29AM

 in less than an hour's time, i will leave this place, harbin, which i have been staying for the past 3 weeks.

3 weeks, not a very short period of time but not very long either. but i have grown a sense of belonging to this place, to our hostel, to harbin. does it sound weird..? it's not my own country and yet i feel this way. i don't wanna leave because i would miss my coursemates living just next to me. on the same floor, in the same block, at the same place. i don't know if i would ever ever get to experience this again. 

this 3 weeks is a part of my life that i would never ever forget. all the laughter, the sadness, the anger, the tears, and the overflowing emotions that has gradually overwhelmed me. this would be the last post that i'll type in harbin, the last time i get to type: "china, harbin" in the Location box for my post. damn, why do i have an urge to cry..?

i will miss opening the curtains every morning to feel the gentle sunlight on my face,
i will miss opening the window every morning to feel the cooling breeze blowing gently on my face,
i will miss walking along the corridors every morning to see who else is awake,
i will miss switching on the tv and randomly watching mtvs,
i will miss this independence,
i will miss the street food outside our campus,
i will miss walking in the night to KFC for dinner,
i will miss cabbing to central street for shopping and cabbing back,
i will miss the classes we had although i tend to sleep through them,
i will miss climbing the 7 storeys of stairs even though it's tiring,
i will miss buying drinks and pocky from the convenience store just outside our hostel,
i will miss drinking wang zai niu nai with them,
i will miss the bus rides we had, looking at them dozing off and constantly nodding,
i will miss their adorable sleeping faces,
i will miss watching movies every night with them,
i will miss the talks we had, be it meaningful deep talks or retarded conversations while half-asleep,
i will miss climbing the high stone stairs at the museum,
i will miss the fun and laughter we had together,
i will miss the hurt i felt, even though painful, yet memorable.

sometimes, you just have to let go, even if you don't want to.


-JL

:D:D:D

AND IF YOU MISS ME SEND ME AN EMAIL KAES??♥

my beloved BB darling!< 3 ahahah who call you make stupid face ehh!:D love!(:



michelle and I!:D:D:D she's really a cute and sweet girl ehh!^^



ehehe one picture of me when watching the movie! i love the room la! so cozy and comfy and can do crazy stuff and no one cares!:D (Y)!! we already decided what we gonna do NEXT TIME AHAHAHAH:D:D:D

yesterday was a really really fun day spent with BB darling, michelle, pei, and jin! ehehe let's go out again soonnnnn!(y)


my busy busy schedule today: sembawang --> ang mo kio --> woodlands --> bishan --> khatib --> sembawang.

IMBA heavy, IMBA tired, IMBA me. [ahahah wan dan! talk like wan liao]

got my tamagotchi today! yes laaaaa! ohkay, why am i zi high-ing. the thing is, i don't know how to play it luhs, like seriously. -.- so needa read the damn longgggg instruction sheet and stuff, but CAN PLAY WHEN I'M IN HARBINNNNN:D:D thanks alot delconi!!^^




hehe!(: i love this picture although it's blur< 3 still nice what! hahah, del might say some damn chim photographic terms which i don't understand ahahah

sighh, i'll miss you all ALOT when i'm in harbin.. sobsobs*

my very beloved BaBii.. really damn sweet.. i'm really touched by her.. i found a note in the glove she lent me, i thought she put there to keep the shape of the glove, but when i take out, look like letter paper, so i opened it up, and saw "女儿！Take care in Harbin! ♥ ... ... ..." and the letter goes on..

wah.. i was so surprised and touched by her.. she's a girl who won't say mushy stuff out loud, but all the little things she does really makes my heart very touched.. and today.. when i told her about some of the things that happened to me this period of time.. i saw tears suddenly welled up in her eyes.. i was damn shocked and anxious, i held her and asked "why? what happened?" tears fell out of her eyes so fast, and she said "i feel so bad for you..." uhh.. i was damn touched, really.. i told her "don't cry.." then tears started blurring my vision and both of us hugged and cried.. i really cherish and love her.(:

sighh, in the middle of amk hub.

she's a good friend, really.
like one of my most loved friend who told me last night,
 
a good friend is someone who is always there for you.
a good friend is someone who would not hurt you, no matter what happens.
a good friend is someone who will cherish you.
a good friend is someone who loves you for who you are.

someone dear to me told me last night, "prioritize youself too, because you deserve it."

it made me think.. 

 yes, maybe. i should start now.
 

 



 
 
 
hmm, very importantly not to forget! all the people who lent me their winter clothing! thanks so much ehh! i'll take good care of it de! especially very grateful to cai, my fantastic gor!< 3 he helped me borrow from his da jie alot of winter wear, going through all those trouble of getting from his da jie and meeting me etc.! thanks alot ehh!:D fang xin, i'll definitely take damn good care of them, and dry clean before returning to you ehh!(: he's one of the people i'll miss alot when i'm gone la.. ><

i'll constantly keep your many many advice in my mind de, don't worry(: i'll take care of myself also!(:

this might be the last post before i leave for harbin for 3 weeks?

I'll really really miss you guys, seriously. hope can webcam and msn with you all when i'm there ehh! 

WAIT FOR ME COME BACK HOHH< 3 I LOVE YOU ALL LA! shy* -runs and hide-

today finally watched UP with darling, delconi and zhen li! nice and touching movie. [: so cuteeeee also. hehe

tmr going out with BB darling, Pei and Jin. most prolly watching movie also. but i d k will watch which movie also. hah

saturday, watching movie with cousin. most prolly watching final destination [maybe only, i humji. :3


 
sunday, spend day with another cousin who come to visit(: get ready everythinggggg for harbin trip and get ready to fly off to a completely unfamiliar place and live there for the next 3 weeks with my beloved coursemates.< 3 
supposed to meet at changi airport T3 at 10pm. plane's leaving at 12.55am. whooooo!

 
would you look me in the eye, and tell me that you're happy now..?


-LYRICS-
Now, don't just walk away 
Pretending everything's okay 
And you don't care about me

And I, know it's just no use 
When all your lies become your truths 
And I don't care, yeah yeah yeah

Could you look me in the eye 
And tell me that you're happy now? 
Would you tell it to my face 
Or have I been erased, 
Are you happy now... 
Are you happy now?

You, took all there was to take 
And left me with an empty plate 
And you don't care about it 

And I, am giving up this game 
And leaving you with all the blame 
'Cause I dont care

Do you really have everything you want? 
You can never give something you ain't got 
You can't run away from yourself

Could you look me in the eyes 
And tell me that you're happy now 
Yeah yeah yeah

C'mon tell it to my face or have I been erased 
Are you happy now? 
 
Would you look me in the eye? 
Could you look me in the eye?

I've had all that I can take and I'm about to break 
'Cause you're happy now 
Are you happy now?


current music: are you happy now by michelle branch

 
[:

 
whoo, i'm really starting to feel the holiday mood now, can like sleep at 5.30am and wake up at 12pm and feel wasted. but don't need to care i'll be late for keyboard lessons or MIDI. haha.(:

anyway today was a great day spent with my dearest and darling.< 3 so glad we got to speak alot.(: i listened really well, and sometimes they thought i was feeling sian, hahah. but no, i'm listening.(: anyway they tricked me laaaaa just now, *sobs. hahahh, no luhs, we ate well today! (Y)


 

now am chatting with ben on msn, i think he's a (Y) friend, the most-easy-to-chat-to-on-msn friend, and the most-steady-in-the-world one hahah. the one who can show me many youtube links which i find them (Y) too. hehe. ohkay abit side tracked, we always read FMLs together, so now he showed me this, 

Today, as I got into an elevator, I spotted a little old lady hobbling desperately to get on. I frantically tapped on the 'door open' button but the doors closed. I got dirty looks from the people in the lift, only then did I realise I had frantically tapped the 'door close' button instead. FML

hahah damn sad la. >< he say he got try before. haha
now he's like saying something about his earhole not straight.. =.=

 

ohkay now i've come to a FML which is damn sad.. and quite dumb actually. hah

Today, I went for a jog. While passing by my neighbor's house, their six year old son started throwing peanuts at me screaming, "I hope this kills you!" because I'm allergic to peanuts. FML

LOL, this is abit lame like abc ehh? hehe!(:
oh yea anyway, now i'm ben's boss for some unknown reason, hehe (Y)


anyway i want ipod laaaaa, i'll fill it up within a dayyyyy< 3 and it'll be one of the most precious thing in my life.. *dreams.
hahah, ohkay fine, i'll talk about it maybe, 2 years ltr. 





ohh yeap anyway, am thinking of whether i should switch to LJ? hahah, cause i like the current music thingy!:D and can auto resize pics, if not my pics always uneven sizes):! but nvm about the current music thingy, cause i've decided, i can just put "current music: ~~~" even in my wretch blog posts right? hehe!^^v


current music: mask by jonadab.

お休みなさい！（： < 3

casey and i, taken during D.E.. my partner was actually ck de, lol.. still rmb went watch speed racer after that luhs.(: with ck kj xl they all
 

 have been feeling exceptionally nostalgic these few days.. once the stress over exams and assignments are over, memories come flooding back.. and actually i spent the whole night looking at photos we took, with my secondary school friends.. that's why before i knew it, it was 5.30am already! and i took out all the letters people wrote for me, damn sweet, and i miss them so much!♥

have decided to upload one picture per post, standard. at the very least must have one photo, looks nicer. (Y) hao! jiu zhe me jue ding le!(:

lots of love, jialing

i don't miss you, anymore.

i'm over you, i think.(:

I LOVE HER!! ♥ hehe!(:
 

DIDN'T WATCH UP YTD!! 残念です！

だけど大丈夫です！（：

i wouldn't go watch UP without you, darling, since we've said we'll watch it together. after your exams ends on wed then we go watch kaes? -hugs hugs-

 
so ytd we watched PROPOSAL! it's a nice, sweet and funny show, occasionally with some slightly mature scenes, but LOL, the nudity makes me feel, shouldn't it be at least nc16 or smth? haha. bruce and zhen li seriously enjoyed it though, they were laughing all the way laaaaa! hehe!(: and ah gu also, at the morning reaction part he laugh until damn loud uhh! watched it with bruce, leo papa, ah gu, zhen li, del and his 2 classmates, suhaila and xinde. see i rmb! (Y)


 
exams for this sem finally overrrrr!:D damn relieved:D hope i don't fail any modules though!):

but MIDI assignment 1 due next monday T.T
here's the list spicer very kindly uploaded on bb after we strongly requested for it.

Exercise 1 – Timbre piece 

• The entire logic project. 

• The 2 mix files. 

• A text document outlining: 

o What you did. 

o What problems you had. 

o Reflections on the project 

Exercise 2 – Texture piece  

• The entire logic project. 

• The mix file. 

Exercise 3 – Rhythm piece  

• The entire logic project. 

• The mix file. 

Exercise 4 – Simple techno piece, with preset synth sounds 

• The entire logic project. 

• The mix file. 

Exercise 5 – Strong chord progression piece,  

• The entire logic project. 

• The mix file with attempted lead 

• The mix file with backing only 

• Document with chord progressions  

Exercise 6 – Subtractive synthesis techno piece 

• The entire logic project. Make sure the tracks are labeled with the name of 

the sound. 

• The mix file. 

Exercise 7 – Subtractive synthesis classical piece 

• The entire logic project. Make sure the tracks are labeled with the name of 

the sound. 

• The mix file. 

• PDF/web link of the score. 

Hehe!:D finally, keyboard skills and ear training exams overrrrr!:D feel so relieved, like some burden taken off my back.(: for the past few days have been feeling exceptionally stressful, i was seriously on the verge of breaking down. but thanks to some friends who told me to JIAYOU<3 i survived this(: everytime i was close to feeling like giving up, someone would tell me to jiayou, jialing jiayou jialing jiayou.. really helped alot uhh, so forced myself to jiayou! heeeeeee(:

exams not over yet, too early to be happy. tmr's MUSIC THEORY. LAST PAPER for this sem. whooooo!:D must chiong le! 
total of 11 chapters of music theory for tonight! imba! guess what time i'll sleep today! Hehe!(:

so bought a bag of chips otw home today to keep me awake throughout the process of studying music theory! so long nvr eat le! quite miss it:D wahaha:D





yes la tmr meeting min and lihao to go school early to study, i can clear my doubts about MT too. (Y)! thanks!(:

tmr night watching UPPPPP!! like finally! [see my previous post] LOLLLLLL. yay up up up and away! ^-~




Love, jialing

I WANT TO WATCH UP LAAAAA!! T.T

another photo by spectralizer



Jialing. damn stress siol.):):

by spectralizer

Haven't got a chance to ask del whether can use the pics he took for my blog anot, but he sure say can de, so THANKS UHH!:D
Last post for today! this is what i see from the stage, everything's black! but i can see very clearly the Macbooks my lovely fellow DMATers put up with the words "J.I.A.Y.O.U. JL. :D." i was seriously extremely touched by them when i stood on stage and stared at the many many screens.. that i felt my throat choke.. <3 love them all..(: i appreciate their efforts alot!(:





Anyway, overnight ytd so handphone's batt is totally flat after showing me 2 words: BATTERY EMPTY. T.T i just switched it on after charging and i saw "14 new messages". sorry to all the people whom i'll reply late to!! gonna go reply nowww!:D <3

Love, Jialing

yesterday overnight, only one word. super imba! ohkay fine, that was two words. anyway that's not the point. point is, i'm still happy, alive and kicking after staying up the whole night, then sleeping from 8am to 9plus am [with disturbance from wan and ericson =.=]

now at 2035 with ah gu and zhen li, slept for half an hour here luhs! den i realised i was sleeping. T.T [self-note: YOU SHOULD BE STUDYING MATHEMATICS!!] now i feel so light-headed and floaty when walking, HEHE!:D i think i'm hungry..? sleepy. definitely.

uhh i think i dk what i'm saying anymoreeeee. so byebye people [if you're here], i need to try to study maths, and just go home and sleep my head off!!!:D :D :D



P.S. change of plans. now go back club again see how first, then go home!(: ^^v

Love, JIALING!<3

WILL POST ABOUT TALENTIME IN NEXT POST, CURRENTLY BRAIN.FREEZE. T.T :D

by spectralizer


went to watch SB talentime cause leo papa going around giving out tix!(: not badddd!:D (Y)! ^^v
actually thought talentime was an anyhow thing, just join then thursday grand finals jiu hao le, but today then realise it's actually to compete with other schools in the end! chao shocked de!!:D



Anyway now my inbox stands at 3952 messages!!:D feel so accomplished! keep deleting, today from 4171 become 3952!(: ^^v






Gonna sleep early today, it's been so long since i let myself sleep early, sorry for making mummy worried about me.(: thanks, love you!:D
tmr's gonna be another long day, sleep early and brace myself for the next day, JIAYOU JIALING and EVERYONE! 아자 아자 화이팅!!<3















please, darling, my heart bleeds when i see you do that to yourself.. ):

jialing