Chip 'n' Dale love Nuts

太快来的好运就像过期的牛奶，要喝下去才知道。。
so true.. 
I have to constantly remind myself of this.. whenever i'm too over the moon that is..

A lotus plant can grow from muddy water with its flower blooming 8 inches above the water surface while its roots firmly anchored in the mud.

In Buddhist teachings, the lotus symbolises their path of transformation. It is said that the roots of the lotus in the mud represents where we all are at now, our souls stuck in the dirty materialistic world. the stem grows upwards through the water which symbolises the waters of experience and the process of passing through them.

The game of throwing a die or many dice.. is like fate. "The greatest throw, may by a turn of fate, come from the weakest hand".

I hope.. i really really hope those ppl on that plane will survive even if not all.. some. it really twists something inside me so badly to merely think about them ending their lives so abruptly.. what more their families and friends would feel. what more themselves?

If you had to choose a colour for your life what would it be?? very cool question.. i dunno.. but somehow i think J2 life will be a grey colour.
It's so traumatising.. it's almost like a rubber duckie floating in a bath tub and the plug is pulled.. the poor rubber duckie.. sucked into a scary whirlpool which it totally has no control over. *can die*
There's probably no other colour suitable for my life. Green is too comfortable.. baby blue too soft.. red too strong.. pink too bright.. purple too gay.. orange too happy.. black too sad.. white too perfect.

Life's unfair sometimes.. like today. It was damn unfair to me.. like trying to prank me or something. I seriously hate days like these.. some things are so bad that i cant even use words to describe it. It's just weirdly unfair.
But on the brighter side, maybe it's not that bad. Maybe it's someone (who has ultimate control over everything out there) giving me a chance to reflect.. chill and do things that were meant for me to do instead of those that i thought i die die must do.
yah.. perhaps that someone has other routes in mind for me to take.. this totally reinstills in me that planning is of utterly no purpose. Now i realise.. maybe if i didn't plan that much, things would have gone my way better, perhaps this is retribution in disguise.

the world around you is just a mirror.. what i see in other people is what i see in myself.
If you see hatred in others thats because you have hatred in you. if you see love in others thats because you have love in you.
If you see sadness in others thats because you have sadness in you. If you see joy in others thats because you have joy in you.

whoa whoa that day i heard a damn smart line (or rather paragraph) on the radio.. the world is like a mirror! gosh neva thought of it that way.
I have been walking the same path almost every single day of my boring life.. but on happy days it will seem brighter and prettier. I have a tiny cactus at home on happy days it seems exceptionally chio and red and on nasty days it will seem a little dull and ugly.
The weather may have been the same sunny weather but when u are joyous it will seem bright and hopeful, however, when u are feeling sad, it will seem hot and stuffy.

haha rainbow's sister taught me that line.. damn cute la.. paws for thought.

recently got back the promos results.. damn "surprised" i totally died man.. haha JC is hopeless for me.. leong says "my results are mine" (in her spastic tone) but then.. haha.. i hope "leong's results are mine!" how about that!?

PROMOS ARE OVER! ok this is a little bitty late le.. but i've spent the past few days indulging in the absence of mugging =).. had time to settle down and do some thinking =).. thinking stuff that are more worth thinking than equations and theories.

i spent 1 day finish reading "A Thousand Splendid Suns" haha that book damn emo.. but its so inspiring.. it really showed me the thousands of splendid suns in my life. mainly because my story is so much less emo and sad. but afterall, life's tough

i miss the RG teachers!! though i have nice teachers now too!! but still.. it's different xD

“给我力量,陪我闯荡，也许我来不及讲，你给的爱，放在心上，陪伴着每个夜晚。时光匆忙，不曾遗忘，有天可以回头看，那些时光，你在身旁，忘记悲伤。”

olympics are so exciting!! and Singapore's gonna get a medal! ok ok wanxiu next time better be u and wenyi at the olympics finals k!! haha! learn from them hoh.

yesterday's class CIP session was emo =( only 3 kids came. but thats not exactly the point. ngan keeps saying the very very cute George has ADHD.. hello.. juon says michael phelps was diagnosed with ADHD when he was a kid ok.

National Day is here.. and its going to end soon.. there was a nice display of fireworks just now.. quite chio. but it ended so quickly =( like everything else that's nice in the world.. and unlike all the nasty things in the world.
just watched this food show.. talking bout soon kueh. they say when the bamboo plant flowers, it dies.the flowers lasts only for a while.. but the death stays forever. why is it that beautiful things only live in memory?
i guess life is just like a y=sin x or y=cos x graph. but i dun like math.. so i guess i dun really like life.. coz it's complicated and tedious.. confusing and tiring.. scares me to death with all the sudden tests and cheems me to death will all the crazy theories.

today is 080808 the long awaited beijing olympics is here! i see a big event involving lotsa plans. there's one thing i learnt about plans yesterday in the Goldven Village of J8. China planned for the olymipics for a long long time, no one expected the many disasters like the szechuan earthquake to crop up and disrupt the plan.
precisely.. yesterday i watched BATMAN - THE DARK KNIGHT. the one lesson imprinted in me is that people plan.. and plan. and there are some others out there waiting to interfere and jump upon those plans. to screw u up.. to scare u.. to surprise you. The joker himself.. Heath Ledger.. there must have been plans for him after the movie debuts since his acting was excellent in the movie. but then, he's dead.. so suddenly .. and disrupted all the plans.
we plan for everything.. we plan for our future.. we plan against other people.. we plan for times that are yet to come.. we plan against people who pose no harm to us. it is not true that plans are unnecessary.. but sometimes i just feel that we plan too much.. and often.. restricted by these plans. maybe along the way someone pops out of nowhere to disturb the "perfect plan" we had.. we think that person is nasty.. or we think the event is cruel.

woo!!! gosh show just won the MTV asia award most popular taiwan artiste!! damn proud of him!! rainbow said the voting was damn screwed coz the system spoil then jolin kept overtaking show!! heng~ he won man! woo!!! 他命好，感动了天！

Michelle and Kelly whole day say my dou dou is dirty.. ahh so sad sia.. i better give it a good bath during nat day hols xD

gosh i cant believe im writing this on my blog but here goes.. today i experienced a very strong feeling about how some things are so real to me while others are just damn fake..
does this sound emo.. i think it's not.. i just want to face it that some people are so true and real to me whether its good or bad its real.. some are just like mirages. i think living in a mirage is so tiring.. u will always cling on to this hope that something good is there for u when it actually isnt there.. what kinda lie are these ppl living in.
at least when im with myself i try my best to remind myself of what's the truth and what are just mirages.. i'm really glad i have ppl around me who gives me the loving tender care xD coz i really really appreciate it.. and i hope i will be able to do so for u too =)