afeard
When I week up this morning,I feel a little afeard.
I think about that night,the day Little Filled was in hospital.
I went to 新竹 to see her and see him.
I was excited because I didn't see hime so long more than two months.I missed him.
But I am wrong,I meet hime less than half hour and I came back home.I was so sad.
I am angry that he didn't stick by his promiss.
Pass by ten months I am still be influenced when he told me he has new friend.Why do I be influenced?
Maybe because I have too much time to think too much.None will care about that thing so long ago.
But I still want to ask does it as simple as I saw.I know he will tell me he didn't lie me.I am told myself belief that and don't ask.
曾永勝告訴我說 我又不是陰靈,不用積怨那麼深。而我也以為我可以大方的給予祝福,但某些時候我又做不到,只好找神父訴說囉,請菩薩普渡我。

