August 30, 2009

媽媽

八月二十八日這一天的傍晚,是這一多年來,我最快樂的時候了,因為
,媽媽終於來到舅媽家了,我終於見到日夜思念的媽媽了....。

我好開心好高興,媽媽終於來到舅媽家了,我終於見到媽媽了,我緊緊
的抱住媽媽,媽媽身上的味道好香,還是跟童年記憶中的一樣的香,媽
媽與舅媽都問我說:「圓圓,怎麼了,怎麼忽然的變成了像一個小孩,
緊緊的抱住媽媽呢?」我甚麼都沒說,只是,緊緊的抱住媽媽,感覺著
媽媽身上的體溫與心跳...。

在舅媽家吃完晚餐後,我與媽媽就出門去附近的三和夜市逛逛走走,在
前往夜市的路上,我牽著媽媽的手,我跟媽媽說:「媽咪,我們也來學
學男女朋友牽手那樣的十指緊扣,我當女生,媽咪當男生,好不好?」
媽媽聽到我這個提議,就笑著對我說:「圓圓,妳今天怎麼這麼調皮,
這麼的像個小孩。」

雖然媽媽這樣說,但,卻也依了我的要求,我就和媽媽十指緊扣的牽手
散步到夜市,到了夜市,我和媽媽逛了好多個喜歡的商品的店家與攤位
,買了兩件一樣的衣服與兩雙一樣的鞋子,因為,我要與媽媽穿著一樣
的衣服與鞋子,這就是人家說的「母女裝」或「情侶裝」呀。媽媽笑了
,媽媽一直都依著我的要求,我還與媽媽一起喝了一杯紅豆沙牛奶,還
有,一起吃了一份滷味與一份平價排餐。

媽媽說我要多吃一點,因為,媽媽說我變瘦了,不像一年多年前那樣臉
圓圓的可愛了,我沒跟媽媽說出變瘦的原因,只跟媽媽說,是因為被同
事們笑我是肉餅臉,所以,我就節食減肥,臉也就變瘦了,媽媽聽了就
有點生氣的對我說:「傻瓜,減甚麼肥,妳的臉圓圓的很可愛很漂亮,
為什麼要讓臉變瘦了,不可以這樣。」

看見媽媽有點生氣了,我就跟媽媽說:「媽咪,對不起啦!人家只是一
時的愛漂亮才會這樣,不然,我們勾勾小指約定好,等媽咪下次再來舅
媽家時,我就會回復到之前圓圓可愛肉肉的臉蛋了,好不好嘛!媽咪。
」媽媽聽了終於笑了起來,媽媽就又依著我的要求,與我作了勾勾小指
的約定。

回到舅媽家之後,我還與媽媽一起洗澡,我與媽媽一起泡在檜木的浴桶
中泡澡著,我幫媽媽搓搓洗洗背,媽媽也幫我搓搓洗洗背,感覺彷彿回
到了童年時與媽媽一起洗澡的快樂景象,沐浴完畢,夜也深了,該就寢
了,我與媽媽睡在同一張床上,在入睡前,我與媽媽聊了好多話,但,
我小心翼翼的不提到爸爸與妹妹的事,因為,媽媽會傷心.... 。

八月二十九日的早上,我與媽媽還有舅舅、舅媽吃完早餐之後,媽媽還
是要離開舅媽家與我再度的分離了,送媽媽到公寓樓下,那個叔叔已經
將車子停在路邊等候著媽媽了,在那個叔叔面前,我不能說我是媽媽的
女兒,在這時候,我變成是舅媽的女兒,沒關係,我不在意,只要媽媽
能過得幸福快樂,我一點也不在乎,自己突然的要變成是舅媽的女兒。

就當媽媽與我話別轉身準備要上那個叔叔的車時,我突然心裡很難過得
又再度緊緊的抱住媽媽,我能感覺媽媽也很難過的輕聲對我說:「圓圓
,別這樣嘛,姑姑還是會再回來看妳的呀。」其實,我有好多好多話想
要對媽媽說,我想對媽媽說這些日子發生在我身上令我難過傷心的事,
想對媽媽說我不想再一個人面對那些壞人了,壞人壞人通通都是壞人,
但,我仍舊是忍住了,一句話也沒說,因為,我不能讓媽媽擔心我傷心
的離開。

最後,媽媽還是坐上了那個叔叔的車子離開了,當那個叔叔的座車在我
的視線中,漸漸消失不見時,此時,我的淚水再也忍不住的奪眶而出,
我在心裡呼喊著媽媽,下次,要等到甚麼時候,我才能再度的與媽媽見
面,下次,還要等多久,我不知道,我孤獨的佇立在巷子口的路邊,淚
眼空洞無神的望向遠方,思緒一片茫然.....。

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