catrina的意思 是純。

the intestines twisted.
the heart squeezed.

the butterflies flying in my tummy.

that's how i feel suddenly.

suddenly i feel that i miss something/someone.
but i dont remember.

it is a very sad feeling.

till i feel like crying.

it was a nice, peaceful but not dreamless sleep.

now feeling the stress of school and work.
only with happy thoughts.

something i have not experience in a long long time.
i miss it. =)














it is time i need to quit the sweet habit.
the habit is beautiful.
i am always hoping to reach home early for it.
but i need to stop it.
it cant continue for months.
that's why i need to stop it before it really gets into my body system.
sorry. i know that's the most beautiful thing for now.
but it has to stop.

actually i dont like to blog at night.
as night sends me into emotional thoughts and negative thoughts.

it always makes me wanna type out my true inner most secrets.

that's why i dont like to blog at night.


i hate my current module lecturer.
what am i suppose to do?
i still no idea what is coming out tomorrow.
fail le bahx...


see~ that's a negative thought.

I think I do have more than just this.
As this is taken from my normal everyday use pencil case, and the other I hold all other colours pencil box.

I didnt take out all.

Looks like I am pretty serious this time round. lol




I went jogging just now, in the drizzle. (just pray i wont get sick)
it was very nice. *Shiok!*
and it came across to me that i haven't jog in the rain for a long long long time.
it feels good. very good.
maybe i should do the same tomorrow.
and wednesday go swim swim. wheee~~
and friday go dance dance?? if my work don't pile up.
whee~ exercising week.
i'm loving it.

now, back to study. =S

我知道其实有很多事我不是在我控制的范围。

所以很多次我尝试去面对，
就算最后弄得自己不开心，难过，
发了发牢骚，大哭一场后，又做回自己，
再一次去尝试，面对。

这样的情形不断重演。
其实应该累了。

但还是会不知不觉地在让一样的事情发生。

至少，这次我学会了。
我也放下了。

我要开始努力了。

放下的心，好轻松。

我也能乖乖准备考试咯。

2 years ago, I did something crazy.
Ok, I am was daring enough to do it.

2 years later, I did something crazy.
Ok, I am perhaps brave enough to face it.

Both are totally unrelated items.

If this 2 years you know me well, you will know what I did.

But, I never regret them.

At least I experienced.
At least I understood.


I really find myself crazy to do these.
but it holds great meaning to me.

Thanks to those related in these 2 things.
especially this time round.

I don't regret.
I felt relieve.


Thank You.

i had a terrible headache throughout today.
and it doesn't goes off even after i took a nap.
it persisted.

suddenly.
i realise i still miss him.

I did this at weng's birthday party.
because luping and weng decide to get the snow spray and get me to design.



first time doing such a big thing.
maybe i should consider doing more graffiti in future. lolx!

This is what I had been stressing about recently.
And FINALLY (really FINALLY) i got it.

I screamed when I saw PASSED!
I teared when I saw PASSED!

damn!

I am just too happy.

My belated 22th birthday gift cum my advance Christmas gift.


WOOHOO~~~~~


I finally got my driving license!


SING SONG DANCE AROUND LA LA LAAA~~