let's make a completion
Recently
feel so emotionally myself.
be sad for myself, my thesis, my bad boss, my Mr.,and my future
be mad for myself, my thesis, my bad boss, my Mr.,and my future.
but happy for facing poor myself, no matter how worse I am.
there r so huge troubles to me to solve for my thesis
I know that I always cheat myself and escape to meet the ugly truth also hide behind the entertainment and books
but it's no time, I already knew.
I have to make a completion for my thesis also for myself.
I hate to play the " shit " game anymore.
I know that I will meet the " fxxk u shit " meeting more and more times later if I completed my survey.
Let's see. I know I will have more and more dirty words that I never do in my life.
and I must angry for ridiculous critic, also angry for " shit " reply
but doesn't matter.
It's my own place my blog.
Godsh~~ how brave I am.
Maybe I just hate to be dillema anymore.
Maybe I just can not accept who do not care how I am, and I just look for whose asking.
So I wanna go travel as soon as possible.
becuz I just wanna leave the fxxk environment and fxxk people I feel
and I do not want to keep admiring whose life in foreign country
I hate such disgusting and ill attitude of mine
I'm not good as I thought, especially I can't be generous to accept "complex relationship " and "things out of my control ".
So I can' t waste the anytime to consoling myself and care whose life
let's make a completion!!


Sealed (Feb 13)