August 23, 2010

痛了....真的痛了~









現在已經不知道當初的夢想&最初的夢想了...
很久以前曾經想要轟轟烈烈..不平凡...
也曾經想過要有更大.更遠的夢....
但是~最後我選擇了.最平凡.最平淡.最安穩.最自在...的生活~
想要一直永遠平平凡凡..當個好太太&好媽媽~過自在的日子....

現在發現~我一直都是在作夢...
努力~一直都只有我一個人在努力..
要維持一個家很容易.但要維持一個溫馨的家~卻很難....
結婚典禮裡的誓言~說說唸唸很容易..要做到~真的很難吧..
不想要隨隨便便就放棄~但是我卻找不到那個讓我堅持的目標了...

曾經說好要一起經營一個溫馨美滿的家..
不知道你是不是忘記了?
對我~口氣&態度&表情...總是那樣...
不知道我還是不是那個~你曾經說的那個~最寶貝&最疼&最愛的那個(老婆)???
高興就疼我..不高興就吼我..
忍耐~已經是我每天必做的(功課)了...

如果是這樣~
我寧可放手...回到最初~的那個我...
逃到最遠最遠~

讓記憶永遠停在最美~最美.....的地方~
雖然再也沒有笑容~但是...也永遠不會再有眼淚了....

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